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About Me

I am what every man should aspire to be...strong, intelligent, confident, and capable. I've laughed in adversity's face and kicked him square in the nuts.I'm not trying to sound brash or cocky, just stating the truth. We cant all be lackeys, and some of us aren't satisfied being another drone in a sea of boring, mindless people.I'm far from being the uber macho type who rips the heads off chickens and drinks their blood...really I'm a bit of a nerd. I don't watch sports, I don't own a truck, and I've never hunted animals.Some have said I'm eccentric, others say I'm just misunderstood, and maybe they're right....I forgot where I was going with this....damn.I have 13 tattoos, most of them have personal meaning to me, and none of them are crass or vulgar. No pitbulls or nekkid women here folks...sorry :(I don't discriminate based on race, creed, color, or gender. I am however, extremely prejudiced against weak minded, ignorant people. I don't bother to tell them they're stupid, a simple look of disdain will suffice....maybe if I made up some flash cards or something.I group people into two categories: Those I will save when the revolution takes place, and those I will enslave to do my bidding.^I'm kidding about that last part^I don't have any kids. Don't get me wrong, it's not that I don't like kids, I just never made any. I like lasagna too, but I've never made any....know what I mean?I'm currently employed at Robins AFB, where I make airplanes happen. It's not a bad job, but I'm trying to move into the "corporate" side of things because lets face it, I'm far too pretty/intelligent to work out of a toolbox for the rest of my life. I want a desk and (some small, insignificant) responsibilities.I also work part time as a personal trainer...I like helping people learn to live better, and I like getting paid. Mostly I like the getting paid part.My hobbies include being awesome, spending money like it's my damn job, watching movies, sleeping, exercising, travelling, and hanging out with my parentsI'm actually kinda shy/quiet until I get to know someone...then they usually tell me to shut the hell up.I'm an extremely honest person, so if you don't REALLY want to hear the truth, then don't ask.I'm crazy enough to get myself in trouble, and smart enough to talk my way out of it. There's a fine line between genius and insanity, and I'm not really sure where I'm standing...anyway.

My Interests

I'd like to meet:

People who have learned to be honest with themselves as well as others.People who have overcome pain and adversity and learned from it. Those who are willing to teach, as well as learn. People who understand the need for honesty and trust in any level of social relationship.Although I'll never meet him, Thich Quang Duc has inspired me in a way words cant express. To have this kind of devotion to one's ideals is truly incredible. He died for his beliefs and to raise awareness to the persecution of Buddhists in Vietnam.Martin Luther King Jr. All gave some, some gave all.

My Blog

2000 nights we spent together

It occured to me today that I've written alot about my marriage and my ex-wife, but I've never actually written anything to her since we split. That's the topic of the day.(I wonder if you read...
Posted by on Sat, 03 Nov 2007 12:17:00 GMT

Experiments in hunger, heat, and other unpleasentries

This is a concept that has long fascinated me. Most people think it's just because I'm weird....actually, maybe there's some truth to that.But it goes a little deeper. Through the ye...
Posted by on Fri, 02 Nov 2007 15:46:00 GMT

Why be a prisoner

to one's own self destructive nature?This is a question that's been on my mind alot lately. Partially because I see some flaws in myself, but also what I see in the people around me.I've noticed...
Posted by on Sun, 14 Oct 2007 16:03:00 GMT

If feelings could take shape

This is a thought that's been on my mind alot lately. If your feelings could take the form of something tangible, what would they look like? Would it be some weird little mystical orb or j...
Posted by on Mon, 01 Oct 2007 15:00:00 GMT

Sex.....What is it about sex that makes people do

truly pathetic things?People treat sex like its something more than it is, like it's the answer to some great problem...."if I can just get laid, everything else will be ok...everything else wil...
Posted by on Sat, 29 Sep 2007 16:10:00 GMT

The pursuit of happiness

People find it in different places, but that's what we're all looking for. Some people find it in a needle, some people find it in the arms of someone "special", and some people find it in a big...
Posted by on Mon, 24 Sep 2007 15:45:00 GMT

Theres nothing like a big bowl of lettuce

to make you wonder why you ever let yourself get out of shape. It's an affirmation that you failed at living a healthy lifestyle. Kinda like eating crow, but not as tasty.I'm in excellent ...
Posted by on Sat, 08 Sep 2007 16:02:00 GMT

The true measure of a man

Is not his ability to feel remorse for his wrongdoings or his shortcomings, but the ability to live a life free of sin, and consequently guilt. Or, in layman's terms, don't do shit you're gonna ...
Posted by on Sun, 12 Aug 2007 16:06:00 GMT

That familiar dreadful feeling...

When you know something bad is headed your way, but you're powerless to stop it.It's bringing home a bad report card to your parents.It's the feeling in between getting kicked in the nuts and your bra...
Posted by on Wed, 08 Aug 2007 10:34:00 GMT

I still catch myself saying "we" all the time.

and it pisses me off. We, ours, us....I know it's just a slip, but it shouldn't happen. Our 6 year wedding anniversary is this weekend. yay.First 30 and now this.I'm still sure that what ...
Posted by on Sun, 05 Aug 2007 16:29:00 GMT