charlotte

     

london

Everybody's searching for a place to put their love. See the people on the street? They go home & what do you think they dream of? yoo-inn-see-oh-inn-dee-eye-tee-eye-oh-inn-ay-el-el-oh-vee-e. . -okkervil river
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favorite music at the moment:
WAZ, dr. acula.. scissors for lefty.. andrew jackson jihad.. the like... allo, darlin’..the voluntary butler scheme
ALL indie/punk covers
"you're the coolest little monster that ever put the spook on me."
:electric frankenstein:
•i the smell of:
gasoline
leather
fire
::: d : o : t : s::: make me happy

•this skirt l-o-v-e-s beards
• sleep is my favorite pastime
• octopuses are beauty incarnate
•i'm very shy (more shy around semi-strangers than complete strangers)
•i get bored easily around crowds
•i watch diy face-painting videos on youtube (with the volume turned down to a hum), while listening to indie /folk to relax. it works crazymuch.
•i'm obsessed with mma
•i'm so spazz
•sometimes i think that i'm in love, then i realize that i'm only obsessed with the smell of their dryer sheets. :/
•cherry candy gives me headaches & i hate blue candy
•i love classic cars & vintage threads
•<3 = top fuel drag cars & jet engine trucks (hearing them rev up is THE best sound in the world)
• hotrods , pinups, the exile's brown pearl, & speed <--makes this kitten's heart pump a little faster
•i love the squeaky sliding sound of guitarists changing chords so much
•i wanna learn how to crochet
•1/3 of my clothes are little boys shirts from 80s and my dad's old slacks
•depressing music makes me happy & doo wop makes me sad
•i don't have many girls as friends because i lack the patience to get past fake personalities (although i've met some awesome skirts lately ..awesome.)
•loong hobo beards with long hair makes me drool
•i loathe stereotypes and judgmental attitudes ..in every aspect
•i dig cheap thrills
..like watching the 'swordfish fights':: driving over high bridges :: unexpected endings :: unexpected beginnings :: oceans :: mountains
•i love halloween superstores
•year-around christmas stores creep me out
•when someone (anyone) says "can i ask you a question?" out of the blue, my heart skips a beat (unless it's something monotonous, like "did that hurt?" ..or "did you dye your hair for halloween?").
•when i was a munchkin, i wanted to marry a monkey. his name was jack. he was cool.
•i like bugs ...all kinds... & i have a litte infatuation with spiders
•beetles are my favorite kind of bug. i call 'em all "billybob".
•i love frogs (not frog stickers or frog things ..but real frogs)
• knives ..and daggers!!!!...mmmmhmm
•guns ..& bullet belts are yummy
•love= aggression & peace (it's not contradictory)
•transformers! heXyah!.
•i dig octopuses ..& squids ..& jellyfish & bats....& old trains
•i like my cardboard box ...it's prettier than yours
•i love non-conformists
•rows of dusty books make me dizzy-tranquil
• nerdy librarians are crazy hot
•i adore multi-layered music . good ear candy makes this girl very happy
•i'm hyper (i like to lick things.... eyeballs mostly)
•i like psychology ...what makes you tick? .. i do strange things just to see how far i can get people to go.
•i'm captivated by grunge . i was raised a garbage-pail kid. no, really.
•i've never been drunk.. or high (uhh..purposefully)
•my lips have never touched a ciggy. ( cigars are their only weakness)
•i love to draw. but the only things i can draw straight from memory are robots & dinosaurs . ..maybe because they are the only images that impress my visual memory enough to imitate.
•i did jerry lewis & ernest t. bass impressions when i was a kid. i also made a 'superman' forehead curl with freeze hairspray that i refused to wash out for about a week.
•lenore
•i'm not impressed with fame... or cash. i don't wanna be a princess.. or spoiled.. or an angel. ..just straight love . i'm unamused by generic 'love'.
•i don't want to live in a mansion..just a shabby craphole with cozy love.. ohhhyess.
•true success isn't measured by what you own or how much money you have, but by character & wisdom that you've acquired along the way.
•one of my cherriest memories as a child was when my parent's car broke down & we had to walk (for what seemed like hours) to get help. i've always been in love with mini-tragedies (assuming everyone's pretty mellow about it all)
•i'm a "fishy outta water"
..this world has never felt like home. nobody seems real ..like they're always rehearsing for something ..something that never comes. and i constantly feel like an onlooker in the twilight zone.
• 60's decor & black straws make me excited
• power tools make me happy
•i melt to the sound of slow violins and steel guitars
•i can't wait to be 50!!
•yummy pop punk + snow = happyyyyyyy
•i HATE starbucks ..looooaaathe
•i think hypertrichosis is beautiful
•i live for random science experiments with boys (that's not a sexual innuendo)
•i dub old mobster flix .... & spats. bring the spats back!
•i want a grampa
•..& a granny
•tobacco smoking pipes are underrated
•bow ties are underrated
•suspenders are underrated
•harmonicas are underrated
•pompadours are underrated
•white/silver hair is underrated
•wisdom is underrated
•oprah scares me. please don't feed me to oprah.
•i autumn . the chill in the air makes me happy ..& way too hyper.
•halloween has always been my favorite holiday (that doesn't make me goth or scene.. it's just a fact)
"murdered my throat, screaming bloody all night
hit him with a book and how he crumbles
oh you should've seen how the arches tumble
they're golden no more
now I'm smiling in my blood"
•other things i love::
contradiction:::rain:::autumn:::gadgets (mmm..electronics) :::capguns:::wisdom:::monsters:::photography:::
•i contradiction:::
.lusts. :things that make me weak:<3 ::
:physical::physical
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white dress shirts and ties -with- tat sleeves & greasy/dirty hair
50's prep threads -with- mohawks
sleepy eyes.. long noses with humps.. oOO ...tush teeth (natural vamps) ...& strong jawbones
:physical::social
::
ink... scruffy beards... dirty threads... long hair....& mohawks....all -with- innocent smiles
(::long beards make me hy-per-ven-ti-late::)
..wheezy..wheeeeezy ..wheeeeeeeezy
:unexpected beauty::
dirty jewels::
::blackened flowers
trashy art::
::classic crap
poetic garbage::
::lost treasures
mindless revelations::
::shattered mirrors
suburban misfits::
.........any beauty that contradicts & enforces the obliteration of this world's vain standards
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::Voices that make me melt ::
will sheff (okkervil river)
aaron weiss (mewithoutyou)
julie doiron
evan dando (lemonheads)
dee dee ramone (ramones)
maria taylor (azure ray)
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::Diamonds aren't this girl's best friend::
..the only jewelry i like to wear :: garbage ties, my doghair ring, weedeater wire, safety pins, cable ties, cable straps, and homeless beads ..and of course, vintage trash
:::cherrylicious quotes:::
:: "If there is anything the non-conformist hates worse than a conformist it's another non-conformist who doesn't conform to the prevailing standards of non-conformity."     :?:
:: "Don't ask yourself what the world needs. Ask yourself what makes you come alive, & go do that, because what the world needs is people who have come alive."     :Gil Bailie:
:: "I wanna be goth, but i'm afraid of the dark."     :my little cousin
::"Great spirits have always found violent opposition from mediocrities. The latter cannot understand it when a man does not thoughtlessly submit to hereditary prejudices but honestly and courageously uses his intelligence."     :Albert Einstein:
::"I gave the editor my pitch: a series on our cultural wealth, about the "error of catalogues & lists." I call it "Why We Fight ...Ourselves".... IF only we had NOTHING to say. If only we'd done nothing that day."     :G.Downie:
::"I have to dress trendy is what I was told, so I'm going by Hot Topic to get some clothes." :Corey:
::"...I realized I was living a script written for me by someone else. All my life I had been asking the world to tell me what to do with myself... The scripts they handed me I simply could not bring myself to play for very long... Can a world of posers tell you to do anything but pose yourself?..." :John Eldredge:
::"daddy, boom boom please?" :4Dbling:
::“the american people will never knowingly adopt socialism. but under the name of ‘liberalism’ they will adopt every fragment of the socialist program, until one day america will be a socialist nation, without knowing how it happened.”
:norman thomas
Dying Wishes::
:smoke a cuban:
:live in hawaii:
:live in jamaica:
: live in a box :
:wrestle a bear:
: fight a monkey :
:ride on the back of a garbage truck:
: find the perfect guy:
: chow on mahimahi:
: grow a furry fraggle tail :
::the way to this kitten's = &
break-ups & life:
..i'm feeling better already.
i've been praying like crazy.
it's unreal. i feel like someone just died that i loved sooo much. & maybe some like i've died too.
sometimes i feel like i'm fading in & out of consciousness
..like when you're reeeeally sick & you're just waking up from a 2day nap ..or if you have surgery & you're just waking up ..and you hear the faint voices around you talking about you ..& the effect that the surgery had on you..& the clinging sound of steel objects.
& i'm so freakin mad at myself on top of it all ..because this is what i want to feel when i begin to walk away from God ..not from a guy breaking up with me.
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