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deb♦r♠h

Sometimes I wonder if God will ever forgive us for what we've done to eachother, but then I look aro

About Me

Currently Jobless (Don't drown, cuz I'm the worst lifeguard ever), Schooless, and Loveless, if I didn't have dimples, most of the general public would avoid me like the bubonic plague. However, things could be worse, I could be a paraplegic lesbian, deaf/mute, with a severe case of the downs. I like to surround myself with people of substance, not substance abuse. Last but not least, if you are male and wear makeup (Note to reader: this includes eyeliner), do steroids, or meth, promptly punch yourself in the genitals, while gouging out your eyes with a hot poker. Also keep in mind that if you do happen to fall under these three groups, any attempts to contact me will be met with a very conclusive Heisman maneuver.
♥ The Tiffanys
♥ Freedom
♥ Music
♥ Reading
♥ Fashion
♥ Movies
♥ The Ocean
♥ Reckless Driving
♥ Menthols
♥ Wine + Vodka
♥ Cheesecake
♥ Fireworks
♥ Lightning
♥ Rainy Days
♥ Starry Nights
♥ Nature
♥ Life (good or shitty)

My Interests

I'd like to meet:

free thinkers, realists, people who don't live in fear.

Music:



i like... 2Pac, Aaliyah, ACDC, AFI, Alicia Keys, Amy Winehouse, Anberlin, Audioslave, Avril Lavigne, Azure Ray, Bayside, Beauty to Ashes, Black Eyed Peas, Black Flag, Blindside, Bloc Party, Blondie, Bob Marley, Boys Night Out, Brand New, The Breeders, The Briefs, Caliban, Chevelle, Christina Aguilera, Coldplay, The Cure, Damien Marley, Damien Rice, Darude, Death Cab for Cutie, Dido, DJ Encore, The Distillers, Dixie Chicks, Dropkick Murphys, Emily Haines, Etta James, Evanescence, Eve, Eve 6, The Faint, Falling Up, Fiona Apple, Flyleaf, From Autumn to Ashes, Frou Frou, Garbage, Godsmack, Guns N' Roses, (hed)p.e., Hot Hot Heat, The Horrors, Imogen Heap, Incubus, In Flames, Jet, Jimmy Eat World, Kelly Clarkson, the Killers, Killswitch Engage, Linkin Park, Led Zepplin, Linkin Park, Lynard Skynard, Madonna, Marilyn Manson, The Mars Volta, Mazzy Star, Metallica, Metric, Modest Mouse, Muse, Nirvana, No Doubt, Old Dirty Bastard, The Perishers, Pinback, Postal Service, Puddle of Mud, Rachael Yamagata, Radiohead, Rancid, Red Hot Chili Peppers, Regina Spektor, The Ropes, Saosin, Sara Mclachlan, Saves the Day, Say Anything, The Shins, Sia, Smashing Pumpkins, The Sounds, Staind, Styx, Sublime, Sugarcult, Taking Back Sunday, Tech N9ne, Tegan and Sara, Third Eye Blind, Thrice, Thursday, Tori Amos, TV on the Radio, Underoath, The Wallflowers, White Zombie, YEAH YEAH YEAHS, Zwan...

Movies:

The Complete list: L.A. Confidential, Blood Diamond, The Pianist, The Great Escape, The Departed, V for Vendetta, Femme Fatale, Gangs of New York, White Oleander, London, Sin City, Eternal Sunshine of the Spotless Mind, Cold Mountain, Spartacus, City by the Sea, The Sting, Chinatown, Heat, Gone In Sixty Seconds, That Thing You Do, Top Gun, POOTIE TANG, Shawshank Redemption, Donnie Darko, 50 Pills, Garden State, The Outsiders, Uptown Girls, Harold and Kumar go to White Castle, The Life Aquatic, Frequency, The Crow, Romeo Must Die, Unleashed, Saving Private Ryan, Valley Girl, Pretty in Pink, Weird Science, Sixteen Candles, Flashdance, The Breakfast Club, Gladiator, Snatch, Fight Club, Schindler's List, Tuck Everlasting, The 1st and last Matrix, Girl,Interrupted, Mermaids, Cry-baby, Platoon, Risky Business, Matchstick Men, LOTR Trilogy, Fast and the Furious 1&3, Never been Kissed, Blue Crush, The Butterfly Effect, Zoolander, Snow Falling on Cedars, Dumb and Dumber, Shrek and Shrek 2, Underworld, Charlie and the Chocolate Factory (the original), The Wizard of Oz, The Little Mermaid (Although I like the real story better), The Last Unicorn, True Romance, 10 Things I Hate About You, Save the Last Dance, STAR WARS ahhhhh all of them (Hardcore Star Wars fan right here), The Notebook, Napolean Dynamite, Finding Neverland, Homeward Bound, Breakfast at Tiffany's, Closer, The Usual Suspects, Way of the Gun, Little Children...

Television:

Bones, Supernatural, Everybody Hates Chris, Men in Trees, Grey's Anatomy, The Nine, Ugly Betty, Standoff, Desperate Housewives, Chobits, The Hills, Futurama, Teen Titans.

Books:

His Dark Materials (The Golden Compass series by Phillip Pullman, Anna Karenina, Tribes of Palos Verdes, and pretty much anything by Stephen King.

Heroes:

When it comes down to it, you can only depend on yourself, no offense... bitches...
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When will I realize

That good things are only given to me, to be taken away? 
Posted by deb♦r♠h on Sat, 30 Jun 2007 12:34:00 PST

Fucking Coward

How fucking dare you, how fucking dare you accuse me of going around to people, all the while bringing my own self down by making up the fact that we had sex, (as if  any girl in her right mind w...
Posted by deb♦r♠h on Sat, 30 Jun 2007 07:16:00 PST

Cheers to an awesome weekend :)

I'm sitting here relishing this moment, I just realized that this has been one of the best weekends I've had in awhile, I have two new people in my life, one of them a long lost friend regained, and i...
Posted by deb♦r♠h on Mon, 25 Jun 2007 09:07:00 PST

Hoping that my life changes

Sometimes  I wonder if this partying streak is a just that, a streak, or if it's going to be my new lifestyle. If so, it worries me, because I wonder if I'm just partying because I like having a ...
Posted by deb♦r♠h on Wed, 06 Jun 2007 06:26:00 PST

Oh Fiona...

It's nice to know that there are songs sung by beautiful women about heartbreak, and ugly girls, and assholes that pop up in your dreams. I mean thanks alot God, as if being awake wasn't hard enough t...
Posted by deb♦r♠h on Tue, 05 Jun 2007 01:34:00 PST

THOSE CHRISTIAN GROUPS ARE OUT OF THERE MINDS

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Posted by deb♦r♠h on Tue, 15 May 2007 11:53:00 PST

Anxiety

and Paranoia, it's overwhelming. My mind is starting to collapse. No more walls to protect me, and this fucking vulnerability hurts. So much drama. So much trivial bullshit. No more fight left in this...
Posted by deb♦r♠h on Mon, 19 Mar 2007 09:14:00 PST

More dumb quizzes

What Kind of Soul Do You Retain? TorturedYou aren't sure how to feel, and this leaves you constantly in distress about what you do and who you are. You are tortured in the fact you can't run OR hide.T...
Posted by deb♦r♠h on Wed, 28 Feb 2007 02:25:00 PST

More dumb quizzes contd.

What thug drink are you? Red Bull and VodkaYou like to drink and party. You love to dance and there is a good chance that you drink to score... One day your heart or liver will fail, but until then yo...
Posted by deb♦r♠h on Wed, 28 Feb 2007 02:31:00 PST

Giving up

I've come to a realization, that I depend completely on the people I care about to keep me happy. And that, my friend, is not a good thing. It's sad, because they'res nothing more that I want in the w...
Posted by deb♦r♠h on Wed, 28 Feb 2007 07:31:00 PST