♠MY HEART IS WORN ON MY SLEEVE. MY PRIDE WONT BE SWALLOWED. MY TONGUE WONT BE BIT. MY BELIEFS WONT BE TOUCHED. REGRET IS SOMETHING I KNOW NOTHING ABOUT. I'VE SEEN ENOUGH IN MY LIFE NOW, TO UNDERSTAND IT CAN BE MORE DEVASTATING THAN YOU CAN IMAGINE. AT THE SAME TIME IT CAN ALSO GIVE YOU A COMPELLING SENSE OF EUPHORIA. I'VE FOUND THAT LOVE IS THIS MOST REWARDING ATTRIBUTE TO HAVE, BUT HATE STILL A NECESSITY. IN MY EYES BOTH OF THESE ELEMENTS NEED ONE ANOTHER. EVERYTHING DOES INDEED HAPPEN FOR A REASON SO ACCEPTING THIS NOW WILL BETTER YOU IN THE FUTURE. DWELLING ON HARD TIMES ONLY KEEPS YOUR FEET PLANTED. LEARNING FROM EXPERIENCE THAN MOVING ON WITH THAT WISDOM IS THE ONLY WAY TO LIVE A REWARDING LIFE. OTHERWISE CONSIDER YOURSELF ALREADY DEAD. COMPLAINING AND LOOKING FOR SYMPATHY
NEVER GETS YOU ANYWHERE. THE ONE THING THAT I FIND THE MOST IGNORANT, IS HOW PEOP0LE EXPECT OTHERS TO TRULY MAKE THEM HAPPY. SURE, FRIENDS AND FAMILY SATISFY YOUR EMOTIONAL NEEDS, BUT ULTIMATELY IT'S YOU WHO DECIDES YOUR EMOTIONAL STATE. YOU GOTTA BE A GO GETTER IF YOUR WANTING OUTCOMES. THE LONGER YOU EXPECT OTHERS TO SPOON FEED YOU, THE LONGER YOU REMAIN A CHILD. MY EXPERIENCES WITH DRUG ADDICTION HAS TAUGHT ME THAT. UP UNTIL JUST RECENTLY I THOUGHT I WAS LIVING THAT LIFE CAUSE I WANTED TO. DEAD FUCKING WRONG. IN THE EYES OF SOBRIETY, I NOW CAN SEE THE FEAR I CONSTANTLY LIVED IN. REGARDLESS, I WOULDN'T TRADE THOSE TIMES FOR ANYTHING. THOSE WILL ALWAYS BE THE MOST MEMORABLE IN MY MIND. IT MADE THE MAN I AM TODAY. I COULD REALLY GIVE TWO SHITS AND A FLYING FUCK IF YOU WANNA JUDGE ME. ULTIMATELY, EVERYTHING NEGATIVE SAID TOWARDS ME IS JUST A REFLECTION ON HOW UNHAPPY YOU ARE. PLAIN AND SIMPLE. ITS ALL FUEL TO MY FIRE. SO, THATS MY OUTLOOK ON LIFE. MY FAMILY ARE MY FRIENDS AND MY FRIENDS MY FAMILY. I WOULDN'T SECOND GUESS DYING FOR ANY OF THEM. MY LIL SISTER KATY IS MY PRIDE AND JOY AND SHE KNOWS THAT. I HAVE BEEN BLESSED WITH THE MOST AMAZING PARENTS A SON COULD HAVE. THEY HAVE STUCK BY MY SIDE FOR ALL MY BULLSHIT. I AM WHAT YOU WOULD CONSIDER A COMPLETE CLUSTERFUCK. SO, I SEE NO OTHER WAY NOW BUT TO TURN THE PAGE AND EXPLORE A NEW CHAPTER. PLUS BEING ON MY SIXTH ARREST, A DRUG ADDICT, AND SIMPLY A FUCK UP DOESN'T HELP. IN THE WORDS OF KMK, LEMME SAY THIS THOUGH, IM GONNA SMOKE WEED FOR THE REST OF MY LIFE. NO ARGUMENTS AGAINST IT. I'M ROSS. SLIGHTLY COCKY AND VERY PROUD. WELCOME TO MY LIFE. IF YOU START TO FEEL SICK, THE EXITS ARE ALL AROUND YOU. NOW, LEMME SHOW YOU SOMETHING...I THINK YOU MIGHT LIKE IT...HERE...TRY THIS!
ONELOVE/ONELIFE/ONEPEOPLE♠ ♠PLUR♠DGAF♠
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