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I feel like I have completely started over. I feel like things are all new, like everything I have ever experienced mean little to nothing. It is interesting. it is like I have been reborn. I can't really say that I like it. My real strengths have been stripped from me. I am no longer as strong as I used to be. I still have my ignorant arrogance, but it is without the skill to back it up. I no longer have the ability to do what I need too, to keep my head above the water. This is where my Gods grace comes into play. I never realized really what I was doing in life. I relied on my own strength to get me through and out of hard situations. Now....I can't. It isn't even an option anymore. Believe me I have tried and I have failed miserably. Every day is a new day. A day to right wrongs, and maybe...just maybe to bless the one person I talk too or send a smile too. Maybe in my life I can share the grace and love and mercy with someone I know, or meet. Maybe then can I share what the Lord has done for and with me. Until then I struggle, I stumble to make it through this world that attempts to outfit me with burdens I am incapable of bearing and words I am unable to shake off. words that break bones. I have a passion for my God....a passion that surpasses what this world is willing to offer.I'm out. peace

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Bananas and Butterflys

So if you can't tell I have cut my hair. A lot of people have been asking me why...well I will attempt to sell you the short version right now.   Two years ago I made a commitment to not cut my h...
Posted by on Wed, 07 Mar 2007 22:39:00 GMT

"I'm not going to worry my life away"

So, I have been watching TV this morning and I noticed/remembered something. I think that I have watch three TV "break-ups" and another thing....almost every song has something to do with a girl/boy. ...
Posted by on Wed, 20 Dec 2006 16:18:00 GMT

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Do you ever look at your life and wonder how you got to where you are? It seems to be a common thought for me as of late. Don't worry this is not a bad thought for me, I have not found it negative at ...
Posted by on Mon, 18 Dec 2006 16:30:00 GMT

Where do you remember seeing it?

I am avoiding homework right now. I have been doing homework all break, and I still don't feel like I have put a dent into it.....well, I guess while I have been doing my work I have doing other ...
Posted by on Mon, 27 Nov 2006 11:22:00 GMT

..four words..

Man, I don't really know what is up. I am in this funk. It is like I am at the bottom of a mountain looking up at a goal that I may never reach. The journey almost just seems impossible. I don't feel...
Posted by on Wed, 01 Nov 2006 19:07:00 GMT

"it is the dwarfs who sleep with little hairy women!"

I have been so busy lately. I have not had time to really process things lately. I am ready to start thought. Maybe I will get to this weekend.....or maybe not. For those of you who don't already know...
Posted by on Mon, 18 Sep 2006 08:51:00 GMT

Oh....I see her!

So I wanted to write a blog about this event that happened today. It involves a short conversation. the problem is I never learned how to write a conversation....... I was thinking about it on the way...
Posted by on Wed, 23 Aug 2006 13:27:00 GMT

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I was watching an old blink 182 vid today. I was watching how low they hold their guitars. It is to the point that playing becomes effected....and all you can play is well stuff that sounds like blink...
Posted by on Sat, 19 Aug 2006 23:07:00 GMT

"that's really wierd!?!?!"

So, I led worship monday.....four times. I would say it was a very successfull day. I was definatly pushed for time....and everything I had planned did not turn out the way I wanted, it turned out bet...
Posted by on Tue, 15 Aug 2006 23:34:00 GMT

the confirmation number is.........ah man, i forgot.

I have been camping this past week, and well it was really difficult to keep my ears clean. So, inevitably they got worse. come thursday I took out my plugs. I was a little dissappointed that I was no...
Posted by on Sat, 12 Aug 2006 10:13:00 GMT