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TEARZ OF A PAYASA

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About Me

UPDATE FOR THOSE OF YOU WHO DONT KNOW ME YOU DONT NEED TO KNOW FOR THOSE OF YOU YOU WHO DO.....THIS IS FOR YOU WELL IM IN LOVE WITH THE MAN OF DREAMS WELL BE MARRIED SOON FOR A YEAR AND EVEN THOUGH WE HAVE OUR UPS AND DOWNS MY HEART IS ENTIRELY HIS TO OWN......IM COMPLETELY LOST WITHOUT HIM HES ALL I EVER WANTED BUT WHO KNOWS WHERE OUR LIFE WILL LEAD ALL I CAN DO IS CROSS MY FINGERS AND HOPE FOR THE BEST.... latin layout powered by HOT FreeLayouts.com / MyHotComments

My Interests

MY INTEREST ARE GOING OUT AND HAVING FUN WITH MY HOMIES AND JUST KICKIN IT WHENEVER WE GET THE CHANCE

I'd like to meet:

I HAVE EVERYONE THAT I CAN POSSIBLY NEED SO AT THE MOMENT NO ONE!!!!!!!!!!

Music:

I'M THE ONE WHO BLASTS THE RADIO WHEN I'M IN MY HOUSE OR EVEN CRUZIN DOWN THE STREET I HAVE A LOVE FOR THE WORDS THAT ARE BE SPOKEN AS WELL AS THE BEATS THAT ARE BEING PLAYED. MUSIC IS JUST A DEEP SOOTHING POETRY IN WHICH YOU CAN ALWAYS GET LOST IN.

Movies:

SOMETHING THAT I CAN WATCH WITH THAT SPECIAL SOMEONE WHILE WE CUDDLE UP ON THE COUCH TOGETHER

Television:

I LOVE WATCHING ANYTHING ITS NOT LIKE IM PAYING THAT MUCH ATTENTION TO IT IM ALWAYS ON THE PHONE

Books:

I ENJOY READING ANYTHING THAT CAPTURES MY ATTENTION

Heroes:

MY FAMILY ARE MY HEREOS THEY COME FIRST AND WILL NEVER BE LAST IN MY LIFE TODO PARA LA FAMILIA (ALL FOR THE FAMILY)

My Blog

Not Knowing

NOT KNOWING WHAT YOUR DOING TO ME I DRIVE MYSELF INSANE...ESPECIALLY NOW THAT YOUR NOT HERE...I CANT BELIEVE THE LIFE WE ONCE LIVED...LATE NIGHT CALLS ON THE PHONE THE HUGS AND KISSES WE SHARED AFTER ...
Posted by TEARZ OF A PAYASA on Wed, 05 Apr 2006 03:26:00 PST

lost

Why is being in love so complicated you give your all to the one you love but its never good enough........You change your ways to put that smile on their face but it just seems to fade.......I love h...
Posted by TEARZ OF A PAYASA on Sun, 27 Jul 2008 09:02:00 PST

Im losing love

Iwant it to work but I dont know if its for the wrong reasons.......I mean I love him and all and I know he loves me.....Were married till death do us part or the papers are signed.....How is that the...
Posted by TEARZ OF A PAYASA on Fri, 29 Feb 2008 08:08:00 PST

not knowing

IF I GIVE INTO YOU NOT KNOWING ALL THE THINGS IN WHICH YOUR ABOUT WOULD IT BE ANY DIFFERENT FROM JUST GIVING IN TO YOU EVEN THOUGH I TRUELY NO YOU...NOT KNOWING WHAT TO EXPECT AS THE DAYS GO BY KILLS ...
Posted by TEARZ OF A PAYASA on Sun, 11 Mar 2007 07:02:00 PST

I WANT HIM

I WANT HIM TO FEEL THE SAME WAY I DO...TO UNDERSTAND THAT IM NOT THE ONLY WHO HAS TO BE HURT...I WANT HIM TO TAKE MY BREATH AWAY AFTER HE SAYS I LOVE YOU...TO FEEL WITH HIS HEART...I WANT HIS TOUCH TO...
Posted by TEARZ OF A PAYASA on Sun, 12 Nov 2006 06:10:00 PST

TIRED

TIRED OF ALL THIS DRAMA CONFUSED WITH ALL THIS PAIN...THIS BULLSHIT IS DRIVING ME INSANE...FIRST YOU SAY YOU WANT HIM THEN YOU DONT NOW YOUR MAD CAUSE IM THE ONE IN HIS BOAT...FRIENDS ARE FIRST LOVERS...
Posted by TEARZ OF A PAYASA on Tue, 25 Apr 2006 09:08:00 PST

not again

IT SEEMS AS IF EVERY TIME I FIND THE PERSON THAT I WANT TO BE THE ONE MY FRIEND GOES BEHIND MY BACK TO TRY AND GET HIM CLOSER TO HER HEART...I HAVE AN OLD SAIN THAT SAYS GUYS COME AND GO BUT FRIENDS S...
Posted by TEARZ OF A PAYASA on Mon, 10 Apr 2006 12:47:00 PST

tears

I TRY SO HARD TO KEEP THE TEARS FROM FALLING BUT THEY COME WITHOUT ANY WARNING. THE WETNESS STARTED AS PUDDLE BENEATH MY FEET NOW ITS A RIVER WHICH IM DROWNING IN. NO ONE CAN HER MY SCREAMS. IM LOSING...
Posted by TEARZ OF A PAYASA on Wed, 29 Mar 2006 12:46:00 PST

lost

when time has given in and love is lost it was always you who i turned to for answers to the questions in which i had asked. you were always the one who had my back through thick and thin and the stru...
Posted by TEARZ OF A PAYASA on Sun, 26 Mar 2006 10:06:00 PST

Know one really Knows

IF YOU KNEW THE WAY I FELT THE PAIN IN WHICH YOU HAD INFLECTED UPON MY HEART WOULD YOU STILL DENY ME OR STEP UP AND CLAIM ME AS YOURS. THE SAY THAT THERES KNOW GREATER LOVE THAN A GIRL AND HER DADDY A...
Posted by TEARZ OF A PAYASA on Sat, 18 Mar 2006 02:20:00 PST