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About Me

"Normal".
Student.
Eighteen.
Enjoyable.
Consumed with energy.
In Control of Life.
Taken <3.
Freshman at DMACC.
One of Three Roommates.
I've been taking classes at Des Moines Area Community College in Ankeny and I am living with a good friend, Lexy Miller, and the love of my life, Joshua Joseph Roggeman. We have been together for about thirteen months now and I'm loving every second of it. I'm still working on figuring out what I want to do with myself. I still want to do something with kids but don't really want to teach anymore. That's my story for now. Talk to me if you want to know me, I will reply.
Color.Me.Blue.
Life happens fast.
Change is Inevitable.
Loss is Unchangeable.
Numb is Arriving.
Life is around the corner,
but which corner?
Pain happens to everyone.
Healing happens for no one.
Time keeps moving
is it moving too fast?
Can anyone keep up,
are we losing the race?
Is anyone truely happy.
Is the soulmate concept a joke?
Is everything a lie?

If you can honestly answer those last two questions with a no, because you feel it. Then come see me, I'll look you dead in the eye and tell you "You're in love". Trust me, I'll know because I feel it too.

My Interests

I'd like to meet:

someone interesting. I really don't have any desires to meet anyone in particular. im pretty content with the people that are currently in my life. I'm good thanks.

Far Away -Nickelback-
That I love you.
I have loved you all along.
And I miss you.
Been far away for far too long.
I keep dreaming you'll be with me.
And you'll never go.
Stop breathing if
I don't see you anymore.

My Blog

This Boy.

SO I LOVE THIS BOY.THIS SILLY LITTLE BOY.I LOVE HIM EVEN THOHE MAY DRIVE ME CRAZY.BUT I AM CRAZY IN LOVE. ALL I WANT IS TO BE KEPT CLOSE,BUT EVERYONE NEEDS S.P.A.C.E.SO I'M GIVING HIM SPACE,ITS BETTER...
Posted by on Tue, 26 Feb 2008 12:57:00 GMT

So. Uh. Yeah...

So, I wanted to post a new blog. Because I haven't in a while, and I was going to write a poem like I usually do on this crap, but changed my mind. So now I'm trying to think of something to write abo...
Posted by on Tue, 19 Feb 2008 17:42:00 GMT

How Is It That...

I can match every single one of my friends up with their ideal person that they fall in love with after two days of knowing the person and want to be with them and the other feels the same way,And I h...
Posted by on Tue, 31 Jul 2007 22:44:00 GMT

MBH.

MY BROKEN HEART IT MAKES ME FEEL..EMPTY.THERE ARE OTHERS AROUND.NOT TO HOLD CLOSE.I HEAR IT JUMPTHROUGHOUT MY EARS.I HEAR IT THUMPWHEN YOU ARE NEAR.I HEAR IT SNAPWHEN YOU ARE GONE.AND MOST OF ALLIT PL...
Posted by on Sun, 17 Jun 2007 01:02:00 GMT

The last few days.

OK, WELL LETS START WITH SATURDAY. SATURDAY (not exciting): -PARADE -NICKI GRADUATION SET UP -NICKI PARTY -CUZ'S PARTY IN CEDAR FALLS. -BABY SIT LITTLE SISTER. SUNDAY (just plain weird but fun): -C...
Posted by on Tue, 29 May 2007 21:17:00 GMT

Tonight.

If I die tonight, would you dig me up,just to see me one last time? -Jamie Schultz.
Posted by on Mon, 14 May 2007 18:45:00 GMT

Fucked up again.

So I totally didnt see the red plastic car drive in front of me.It was dark,I had my lights on.Thats how I saw her in the first place.When I hit her.Her bumper was next to my car.And her car wasn't.It...
Posted by on Sat, 17 Mar 2007 15:42:00 GMT

I fucked up.

because thats all im doing right now.i cant get anything straight between people in my life.my friends just screwed up.or should i just say i screwed them up.i should have just left it alone.but no. i...
Posted by on Sun, 04 Mar 2007 19:47:00 GMT

Or so I thought....

My New Everything... or so I thought. All you had to say was no.Instead you ripped it out,as hard as you possibly could. I don't know if I can wait for you.Figure it out first,and see if im still arou...
Posted by on Mon, 15 Jan 2007 19:15:00 GMT

my skull...

just to tell you all this....i passed out at 2:35 p.m. June 29th, it was my first day on the floor at work... i was helping a customer and my "buddy" was on her break since i just got back f...
Posted by on Mon, 10 Jul 2006 20:24:00 GMT