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Alex.

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Me.
Hi. My name’s Alex. I'm nothing special. I'm just a girl. I’m not here to impress you. I wake up each day, and I dream each night. I go through life wondering what’s going to happen next. Life is challenging. And I’m not completely satisfied with everything that goes on in it. My friends are everything to me. Music is and always will be important to me. You can tell me anything, and I'll keep it to myself. I’ll gain your trust. I'm honest. If something bothers me about you, I will tell you to your face. I'm not trying to be mean, but that's how I am. So don't take it personally. I still watch cartoons. I still color. And I still draw with chalk. Everyone has their own opinions and I have mine. I’m always open to hear your opinions, whether or not I agree with them. I go to shows a lot. I meet bands often. Do I enjoy it? Yes. I always shut people out, deal with it. I only open up to a few selected people. And those people are the ones I trust with my life, and everything that I have. I'm extremely fragile, so don't hurt me. Yes, I am emotional. I’m a girl, deal with it. And yes, I can be a wreck. Just let me know you’ll be by my side when I need you, and I will love you. I am extremely stubborn. Simple things tend to get to me, and it sets me off. I have low self esteem. It’s not as low as it used to be. But, I’m not going to sit here and be all “ohmygod. I’m gorgeous. There’s nothing wrong with me.” That is not the case. At all. If you say I'm pretty, gorgeous, beautiful, and what not. Thank you. But I don't necessarily agree. Sure, sometimes I’ll think I look pretty. But it doesn’t happen often. Nothing anyone says can change how I feel about myself. I have flaws and imperfections, just like everyone else. There’s no such thing as perfect. I’m content being my self most of the time. I can be one of your best friends, or I can be your enemy. It’s your choice. Don’t try to label me, or put me under one of your stereotypes. I don’t fit under any of them. I’m Alex, and that’s all I’m going to ever be. Keep me out of your drama, I have my own life to deal with. I don’t drink, I don’t do drugs, I don’t smoke, and I’m not filled with thousands of STD’s. No one has me completely figured out. If you want to try, go ahead. You won't succeed.
Friends.
My friends are my life. Without them, I wouldn’t be who I am today. Without them, I wouldn’t be where I am right now. They are the most amazing people I’ve ever know. They help me get through each day. They’re always here for me. They made me realize that they are the greatest people in the world. I don’t need anyone else. They complete me. I love them all with everything I have.
Boys.
I want a boy that will treat me like I'm his everything. An adorable boy that is taller than me, thin, cute long hair, beautiful eyes, and an adorable smile. One that will write me cute notes and take pictures with me. One that will call me and text me, just to tell me he loves me. And means it. One that will fall asleep with me and hold me at any given time. One that will kiss me where ever we are. One that will tell me I'm beautiful. I want a boy that will give me butterflies in my stomach. I know he's out there somewhere, and I will find him one day. I don't want to wait forever. Please come and sweep me off my feet.
I would do anything for this.

My Interests


The best friend.

Amanda Irene.
There is so much to say about this girl. I could most likely sit here for hours, and write a novel about how amazing she is. I met her in kindergarten. And we have been best friends ever since. If I didn’t have her, I would be lost. I wouldn’t be who I am, I wouldn’t be where I am. She has shaped me in so many ways. I have been through so much with her. She helped me get through my parents divorce when I was little. She helped me when I moved. She always makes me feel better when I need it. When I need someone, I know I can pick up the phone and call her. I always have her back, and I know she has mine. Sure, we have had our little stupid fights. But we got over them, in less than a day. In 7th grade, I moved away from her. It made me completely devastated. I went from seeing her everyday, to barely ever getting to see her. It hurts. Because she is my best friend. I take every chance I get to see her. When we are able to see each other, we make sure it’s a great time. We talk about everything and anything. I can tell her anything. And she can do the same. We are so close. And we get closer and closer. Nothing, and I mean nothing, can tear us apart. Nothing will ever come in between our friendship. I can honestly say that this girl is like a sister to me. I wouldn’t trade our friendship for anything in the world. She is completely amazing. Do not mess with her, at all. Or you will pay. We’ve been best friends since kindergarten. And we’re going to be best friends for the rest of our lives. Best friends forever, it’s a promise. I love you Amanda Irene.

These people are my life.
I couldn't ask for better friends:


Jessie Ann.

There is so much about her, I don’t even know where to begin. Me and her have gotten so close. And I love it. There isn’t one thing I would change about our friendship. We basically do everything together. We think the same things, we finish each others sentences. We feel the same things. We always help each other when something is bothering one of us. We act like little kids, and always take pictures. We color in our coloring books with our crayons. On Sundays, we watch talk sex with sue. And sit on the phone with each other and laugh at the things people ask. We have so many inside jokes. We laugh until our tummies hurt, or until we cry, whichever one comes first. We watch little kid movies. Everywhere we go, we have the best time that anyone could ever have. I’m glad I met her. Without her, I have no idea who I would be right now. Without her, I don’t know where I would be. I can’t picture my life without her. Her house is basically my house. And my house is basically her house. We are always at each others houses. Her family feels like my own. She’s my pengie. I wouldn’t trade any of this for anything in the world. Nothing will ever come between us. Jessie and I are inseparable. If you mess with her, you’ll pay. She is my sister. She knows more about me, than I know about myself. Best friends for life. Best friends gnome matter what. I love you Jessica Ann. :]

Paige Nicole.

Wow. What to say about Paige. She is the craziest friend I have. She’s always in the best mood. She’s always out there with her personality. And she doesn’t care what people think of her. That’s what I love about her. I’ve known her since I was in 8th grade. And we’ve been best friends ever since. Without her, I wouldn’t be who I am today. Without her, I wouldn't be where I am today. My life without her would be nothing. She knows so much about me. She helps me with everything. Whenever me and her hang out, I make sure it’s fun. We can just be sitting around, and still have a blast. She is amazing. And if you hurt her in anyway, watch out. She is like a sister to me. And I wouldn’t give that up for anything. I love you Paige Nicole. :]

Sammy.

I’ve known her since I was 2. She is one of the greatest people I know. She has helped me through so much. It’s pretty awesome that she lives right next door to my moms. I go there whenever I feel like it. Me and her always have fun. We sit around, and listen to music. And we dance around. We do our makeup and take pictures. I could go on and on about her. But to put it simply, she’s great. Don’t mess with her either. I love you Sammy Jo :]

Marissa.

I’m so glad me and her started talking. I don’t know what I would do without her. She helps me when something is wrong. And I’m always here to listen to her when something is bothering her. She's one of the greatest friends I've ever had. She is my wife. And I couldn’t ask for any better of one. I love you Marissa. :]

DJ.

DJ is amazing. I'm glad I met him. He makes me laugh. And makes me feel better, most of the time. DJ's one of the sweetest boys that I know. Me and him always watch the fresh prince of belair. :] He doesn't care what people think about him, and I love that. He's himself, no matter what. He constantly amazes me. I heart you DJ. :]

Manda.

Even though we got in a big fight, we are completely over it. It's in the past, and it's not coming back. It wasn't worth losing an amazing friendship with her. I've known her since 1st grade. Me, her, and Mandy were always with each other in elementary school. I'm so glad I'm friends with her. She is amazing, and pretty. She always will be. She's moving to Wisconsin though. :[ But, I'm going to go visit her every chance I get. I love you, Manda. :]

Paulina.

If I were to call this girl amazing, it would be an understatement. She is beyond amazing. I'm so glad that I'm friends with her. We have had some great times together. We've made rainbow forts, made penis cookies, and drew with chalk outside all over her driveway. We've made build-a-bears together. We always look for the cute boys at the mall and hold hands on escaltors. If I were to ever lose her, I have no idea what I would do. I love you Paulina. :]

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Music:

Don't judge me by this.
This is what I like. Numbers

30 seconds to mars
A
the academy is...
acceptance
armor for sleep
the audition
all time low
all american rejects
amber pacific
an east hazel tango
a thorn for every heart
a heartwell ending
avenged sevenfold
afi
angels and airwaves
B
boys like girls
bayside
blink 182
boys night out
brand new
C
cute is what we aim for
chiodos
circa survive
cartel
D
drop dead, gorgeous
dear whoever
daphne loves derby
death cab for cutie
E
emanuel
emery
escape the fate
the early november
enblessin
F
fall out boy
from first to last
flyleaf
funeral for a friend
G
greeley estates
gym class heroes
H
hellogoodbye
hit the lights
halifax
the higher
the hush sound
the honorary title
hollywood undead
J
jamisonparker
jacks mannequin
june
the junior varsity
k
kill hannah
M
motion city soundtrack
matchbook romance
my american heart
P
panic! at the disco
paramore
plain white t's
R
the red jumpsuit apparatus
rookie of the year
S
saosin
scary kids scaring kids
silverstein
the scene aesthetic
senses fail
shiny toy guns
sugarcult
something corporate
the starting line
the spill canvas
showbread
spitalfield
T
taking back sunday
this providence
test icicles
thrice
U
underoath
the used