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i am japanese goth vampire female i live in saitama,japan i am student at music school i study for keyboad and synthesizer i love neo folk music such death in june,current93,coil,lycia,atraxia,dead can dance,diamanda galas, candle light sea,gothic clothing,castles,europa vampire novels i have a dead friend called seirou sakamoto who was in a japanese gothic band called bleeding roses it was a great goth band in japan but he was adre death and dark side,lucifer he hated him to alive for a long time 2002 10th aug he did suicide for poison at sea there were some his friends and his gf,too but nobody helped him,cared him and he is dead i and he were really good friends who felt death and angel,lucifer stuff he said i am his special friend last april he came to me at night when i was sleeping it was before 3 am sat morning he was on my body it was very heavy, cant breath, couldont move at all he came to me 3times i hug him when he came to me at 10am after 2 days ago i had a heart attack i thought he came to me for warn for my health i will go to his grave this july or june with his friend2nd sept 2007' i felt alone and miss him and listening to his cd album last night.he touched his 4 fingers on my face. i was very happy.