..........FIRST OF ALL...........PLEASE MESSAGE ME FIRST AND INTRODUCE YOURSELF,AND TELL ME A LITTLEBIT,BEFORE TRYING TO ADD ME....because i would appreciate that someone would read my profile first,before just hitting the ''add to friends'' button...and if i dont get a message,and an intro,dont think i'm going to add you,because iwont....and if youre one of those guys with like 100 hot blonde chicks as friends..dont come sniffing around me,because i'm not youre kind of girl,no matter HOW much of a ''nice guy'' you are....youre a pig...
~~~~~~~~~SECOND....IF YOU'RE A COUPLE LOOKING FOR A THREEWAY,OR ANYTHING...READ MY BLOG...SOOOOOO......as i was saying....i try to be pretty easy going.I'm a Cancer,
so i'm all feely and shit
sometimes,but i really dont like to be.i'm not a big fan of 'real' relationships,i've just gotten out of 12 years of pure fucking hell...and so i like to just see someone special here and there,where its nice to be myself,and not worry about being judged.i try to be sorta open to just let things be what they are,although its hard sometimes to give someone such complete freedom,and trust...becuase my heart has been ripped out of my chest and put back in upside down and backwards a few times...so i want to do the right thing this time.....and just be happy with it... i want to love again, but for me LOVE=PAIN...so,as you can tell,its not been a fucking picnic.~~~~~
i hate drama...enough said.people that insist on causing drama and living it,need to be HIT up side their fucking heads with a freaking CLUE BY FOUR....as in...no one gives a shit about it,and usually its pissing people off,and causing more problems than its solving.although,sometime it happens to people that dont ask for it,and that sucks for them.but i avoid it as much as i can.....
I am a proud ATHEIST,freethinker,non-theist,agnostic,whatever..i'm not shackled down by the horrible debilitiating effects of religion.its brainwashing at its finest...we are all agnostic when we are born,its the assholes that bring it into our lives,and shove it down our throats,because they dont know any different,than what they've been programmed to believe. i have zero tolerance for judgemental christians(and people in general) that are just fucking sheep,and cant think for themselves,and when they see me,they dont understand me,and then they hate me,becasue they think that they are better than me,or that i'm wierd,and they dont even have a semblence of a clue as to who i am.not very many people know me...truly.i try very hard to grant the same thing,and it IS very hard.(MUTUAL RESPECT)...fuck that.i am a freethinking individual that is trying to live out the one life i have HERE ON EARTH and not worried about whats going to happen when i die....call me a
or whatever but i dont give a shit about what people think of me...i dont worry about superficial shit like if someone doesnt like something about me .fuck em if they dont like it.i'm not anti-christian,just ANTI-RELIGION.
people have the right to believe in whatever they want in thier lives,but leave me the hell alone about it,and dont come knocking on my door to tell me about YOUR god,and YOUR hell....its YOURS so YOU go burn in it.i was born ok the first time,thanks..I dont automatically hate people with religion in their lives....as long as they dont preach to me,i'm fine....
i'm happy,my kids are happy and will grow up to think for themselves not have to follow anyone...or anything...but me of course..lol...i'm me,and i dont try to make a reason,or explain myself to no one.AND ....MY KIDS come first,i dont need nor want a 'boyfriend...that will try to divert my time away from them...i like to go out as much as the next chick,but there's a time and place for it,and i dont always have time....I edited my profile with Thomas' Myspace Editor V4.4
