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"your not successful when your album is good, your successful when everyone has your album."

About Me

so. my name is lauren.
im basicly the crazyest person you'll ever meet!
music is my life! i play it, listen to it, recoord it, obbsess over it, run with it, talk about it, and burst out randomly in son.
I go to the most ghetto fabouls school youll ever see!)
I hate the people that say they hate people who are fake, but are the fakest people alive.
DONT BE FOOLED BY MY AGE, JUST JUDGE MY PERSONALITY!I Have come to a conclusion...Which is. No matter how much you disagree with your bestfriends or need just one day away from them.. They are alway THERE.You don't notice until the moment comes when your legs are just about to give out. And Bamm. There they are. Holding you up. They are there to understand that no matter the mistakes you've made.You are only human and for that. For them. I am Safe.. ..There are millions of people out there. But in the end it all comes down to one. I still panic sometimes, forget to breathe. But I know there's something beautiful in all my imperfections. A beauty in which he held out for me to see, a strength that can never be taken away. .. ..to tell them that I realize that everyone who lives will someday die and die aloneBe my breath, there's nothing I wouldn't give. I'm not letting you check out. You will beat this starting now and you will always be around. I'm there to monitor your breathing I will watch you while you're sleeping. I will keep you safe and sound. Does anybody remember back when you were very young. Did you ever think that you would be this blessed?

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My Blog

videos from last night!

soooo amazing!
Posted by on Fri, 17 Apr 2009 15:45:00 GMT

watching clouds

You'll never know, and neither will I. I'm aware, even now, standing in line. Just another loyal follower, eyes lifted to the sky. Counting clouds like wasted time; intently watching them pass me b...
Posted by on Thu, 15 Jan 2009 13:10:00 GMT

wrote all these is cali.

I am but one speck of this world.A piece of a pixel on the screen of this universe.A note of a lifelong symphony; a letter in a lifelong love story.The smallest shard of glass you come to pass is what...
Posted by on Mon, 08 Dec 2008 02:09:00 GMT

wrote this on the air plane

"Its coming." I hate saying that& as if I'm alluding to something unbearably far-reaching or utterly ground breaking. Sometimes I outreach my expectations just beyond my wingspan. Sometimes I reach ...
Posted by on Mon, 08 Dec 2008 01:29:00 GMT

itneverstopsraining

The roof is beaten,The rhythm tries to sooth,The broken-ness of this home,The life you start to lose.Rain drips down the window,Tapping on the pane,And on the pain in your heart,Driving you insane.You...
Posted by on Mon, 10 Nov 2008 23:50:00 GMT

God put me back togeather

I'm brokenMy fingers stained with desireBlood traces my legsPassion stole through meQuick and painfulUp and outI'm brokenWaiting for a callI'm shivering with my nervous ticksRipped until I brokeOr had...
Posted by on Thu, 06 Nov 2008 03:42:00 GMT

black, white, grey

I used to see everything in black and white, good or bad, right or wrong.Now all I see is shades of grey.Confusion all aroundUpside out, Inside downNothing makes sense to meIs anything really this sim...
Posted by on Thu, 06 Nov 2008 03:34:00 GMT

press rewind and watch me spin the lies

Will I rise to see the morning sun, the shining rays exploding with color all around?Or will I be trapped in this dark, dismal place, forever in darkness, blind to my own fingertips?My one last wish w...
Posted by on Wed, 05 Nov 2008 02:38:00 GMT

more

The moon rises and the sun sets.Another day has passed. Another day filled with lies and betrayals.Another day filled with broken hearts and shattered dreams.Another day filled with young love. Will i...
Posted by on Tue, 04 Nov 2008 01:06:00 GMT

more and more goes by

I reached for the half-broken seashell on your nightstand, the ancient artifact from two summers ago, all that was left of our memories together. Nostalgia kicked in as I breathed the salty scent, rem...
Posted by on Mon, 03 Nov 2008 21:57:00 GMT