BeeTea

layout powered by HOT FreeLayouts.com / MyHotComments Things have changed so much since I joined the whole myspace era. I still am still loved and in love with the thought of love. I know it;s likw what the fuck? But it's true! Totally true. I can not let go of this idea. I refuse to. And so it leads me to places I really don't want to go. I mean if you have been to one event, you pretty much been to them all! I'm still trying to adapt to the country of mississippi. Everyday I miss CALI! I miss it just typing it! The food, places, people, and most of all the belief in self. I found that so many people here really don't believe that they too can ball! I mean stupid balling. Off the radar balling, but it's all good. As it happens you will know. As of today 9/4/07, I'm still in love. That's my story and I'm sticking to it! BT!I am a very funny kind of dude. I love to laugh and make others laugh. I believe that there is nothing you can not do under the stars. I am the constant believer, constant romantic, someone who loves to be loved. I am 29 years old no children, no wife, no girlfriend, and no job. And no I am not gay. I recently was fired from my mortgage job and am kinda plotting my next move. But I still believe. I believe THAT I'M STILL GONE MAKE IT. I had to leave California and move back to the gulf coast to live with my sister and it sucks. But I still believe! I still believe that there is greatness some where with some one. I still believe that I can get back all that I have lost then some. I still believe that I can sell anything anytime to anyone. If I didn't have this attitude, I probably would have went crazy and blowed my fuckin brains out, but I'm a black man and too many people tryin to do that shit already. This is my first entry in this whole myspace thing. Since most lie, I won't. Since this is "myspace" I'm a tell the truth. Welcome to the last of a kind. I promise this is not entertainment, this is my life, this is me, RefieKing layout powered by HOT FreeLayouts.com / MyHotComments