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Jordan

A good friend remembers what we were and sees what we can be -Unknown

About Me

My weakness is that I care too muchI am a 29 year old full time worker and student a year away from graduation and more school.Currently studying to be a teacher in school and a writer in life.I am unmarried and childless to this point but have four wonderful nephews who remind me on a daily basis of who and what I could be.I live three doors up from the oldest pub in town with a house full of fun lovin' hard partying souls who I love more everyday.I spend alot of my time taking road trips,hiking,swimming,reading,writing, partying like a rock star and of course sleeping.I work for a company with a wide range of business interests most of which center around bars,clubs,movie production. As such my business trips are always to Los Angeles or Las Vegas (see:partying like a rock star)which allows me to see some beautiful and wild places and people. I love to travel and have been lucky enough to have known people kind enough to afford me that opportunity both in my professional(D.Q) and personal life(CRC).Believe me when I say I have seen far more good fortune (SEE:LUCKIEST BASTARD THAT EVER LIVED)than I ever imagined possible&I can imagine a whole lot.And love always.always love.ALONE IN A CROWDED ROOM.CROWDED WHEN I AM ALONE. I TAKE A LONG TIME TO ARRIVE OR TO DECIDE WHAT I WANT.I AM MORE AFRAID OF CHOOSING WRONG THAN NOT CHOOSING AT ALL.MOVING FORWARD,SLIP SLIDING BACK AGAIN THE ROAD IS LONG BUT I BELIEVE THE BEST IS YET TO COME. xxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxx xxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxx xxxxIn the depth of winter, I finally learned that within me there lay an invincible summer. Albert Camus French existentialist author & philosopher (1913 - 1960)

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My Interests

SHORT BRUNETTES WITH MENTAL PROBLEMSKeep your thoughts positive, because your thoughts become your words. Keep your words positive, because your words become your behaviours. Keep your behaviours positive, because your behaviours become your habits. Keep your habits positive, because your habits become your values. Keep your values positive, because your values become your destiny.~ Gandhi ~

I'd like to meet:

what do the damned really have to say to the damned?ANYBODY REAL WHO CAN STAY THAT WAY FOR MORE THAN AN EVENING AT A TIME BUT BARRING THAT........ PEOPLE WHO HAVE HAD TOO MUCH TO DRINK,SEX ADDICTS/NYMPHOMANIACS,PICKPOCKETS,POETS,THIEVES,WHORES,GRIFT ERS,SAINTS AND SINNERS WILL FILL MY BACK PAGES AND UNWRITTEN CHAPTERS.MOST OF US GO TO OUR GRAVES WITH OUR MUSIC STILL INSIDE OF US.LOVE IS ALL YOU NEED......LET IT OUT.LET IT GO.WHEN I THINK OF LOVE,FRIENDSHIP,FAMILY AND EVERYTHING IN BETWEEN I WOULD HAVE TO SAY BARRING THE OBVIOUS (CUTE,SWEET GIRLS NOT MADE OF PLASTIC) RESPONSES I WOULD LIKE TO MEET PEOPLE WHO LOYALTIES LIE IN LOVE AND FRIENDSHIP AND HAVE THE COURAGE TO REMEMBER THAT "ALWAYS"I'D LOVE TO MEET GOD.JUST NOT QUITE YET.

Music:

IN NO PARTICULAR ORDER ON SHUFFLE IN MY MIND. COLDPLAY,KILLERS,SHINS,COUNTING CROWS,FACE TO FACE,NADA SURF,CURE,OASIS,KEANE,SUM 41,RADIOHEAD,PEARL JAM,DOORS,FLAMING LIPS,GREENDAY,DEPECHE MODE,PINK FLOYD,PLACEBO,REM,RANCID,BLOODHOUND GANG,REMY ZERO,BLINK 182,DASHBOARD CONFESSIONAL,BEATLES,MY CHEMICAL ROMANCE,LOU REED.JIMI HENDRIX,3RD EYE BLIND,STROKES,JOHNNY CASH,SMITHS,ROY ORBISON,SNOW PATROL,SOCIAL DISTORTION,STEADFAST,STAIND,OPERATION IVY,WEEZER,HILLARY CHARNAS,VELVET UNDERGROUND,BLUE OCTOBER,VIOLENT FEMMES..AND ANYTHING THAT REMINDS ME OF YOU WHICH IS EVERYTHING AND ANYTHING SAD ENOUGH TO MAKE YOU WONDER IF YOU SHOULD JUMP OUT THE WINDOW BUT BEAUTIFUL ENOUGH TO MAKE SURE THAT YOU DON'T........................ StaindHow About You? if someone else showed you the way Would you take the wheel and steer? It hurts me that you're not ashamed Of what you're doing here If they jumped off a bridge Would you meet them on the ground? Or would you try and claim That it never made a soundEveryone plays the hand they're dealt And learns to walk through life themselves Not everything in life is handed on a plate When people think your words are true It doesn't matter what you do I sold my soul to get here How About You?So you choose to force your hand What a strange way to make friends And you always change the rules So the drama never ends And you blindly go through life Judging only by what its worth Just try not to forget That the meek inherit earthEveryone plays the hand they're dealt And learns to walk through life themselves Not everything in life is handed on a plate When people think your words are true It doesn't matter what you do I sold my soul to get here How About You?So please don't take offense This is just a point of view Cause I'm the only one who Will say these things to youEveryone plays the hand they're dealt And learns to walk through life themselves Not everything in life is handed on a plate When people think your words are true It doesn't matter what you do I sold my soul to get here How About You?

Movies:

THE ENTIRE CATALOG OF MAMMA SUNSHINE FILMS,IT'S A WONDERFUL LIFE,CHASING AMY,SLEEPER,LESS THAN ZERO,THE NOTEBOOK,RULES OF ATTRACTION,AMELIE,OFFICE SPACE,THE BIG LEBOWSKI,SHAWSHANK REDEMPTION,MEMENTO,ETERNAL SUNSHINE OF THE SPOTLESS MIND,GARDEN STATE,BREAKFAST CLUB,PULP FICTION,RESEVOIR DOGS,DOGMA,ANY JOHN HUGHES,WOODY ALLEN,KEVIN SMITH MOVIES/a.OF COURSE ANY CINEMAX AFTER DARK MOVIE.THE ONE THAT PLAYS INSIDE MY MIND WHEN THINK OF YOU.......

Television:

THE SIMPSONS,TWILIGHT ZONE(THE OLD ONES),SEINFELD,FAMILY GUY,LAW & ORDER,SMALLVILLE,OZ,ALL OF THE HBO SHOWS-SIX FEET UNDER,OZ,CARNIVALE,SEX IN THE CITY ETC..ANY BULLSHIT TEEN SHOWS FROM THE WB OR UPN (I GUESS IT'S THE NEW CW NOW)COURT TV,AND OF COURSE TIMELESS CLASSICS SUCH AS 90210 AND ITS GENERATIONAL STEPCHILD THE O.C.CINEMAX AFTER DARK AND ALL NIGHT INFOMERCIALS ABOUT THINGS I DON'T CARE ABOUT...

Books:

EVERYTHING BY DR.SUESS MOST OF ALL:OH THE PLACES YOU WILL GO.TRUER WORDS NEVER BEEN SPOKEN.THE STAND,THE CATCHER IN THE RYE,ONE FLEW OVER THE CUCKOO'S NEST,ON THE ROAD,THE DHARMA BUMS,THE BOOK OF VICES THE PUDDLES AND BUTTMAN SCRAPBOOK,RULES OF ATTRACTION,LESS THAN ZERO,AMERICAN PSYCHO,RUM DIARIES,AMERICAN NIGHT.THE STORY OF MY LIFE.ALL THAT MIGHT HAVE BEEN AND ALL THAT NEVER WAS....AND OF COURSE GOLDEN BOOKS.

Heroes:

MOST OF MY HEROES ARE DEAD,NON-PRACTICING OR IN THE END MAKE BELIEVE.THE OBVIOUS CHOICES ASIDE I ADMIRE ORDINARY PEOPLE WHO ACT ANYTHING BUT.ANYONE WHO WAS IS OR WILL BE THE WIND AT MY BACK I THANK YOU AND LOVE YOU.THE BOXER FROM THAT SIMON & GARFUNKEL SONG ALTHOUGH FICTIONAL SEEMS A GOOD CHOICE..IT'S ALL THERE IF YOU ARE THE TYPE THAT CAN READ BETWEEN THE LINES.LYRICS TO THE BOXER:I am just a poor boy. Though my story's seldom told, I have squandered my resistance For a pocketful of mumbles, Such are promises All lies and jest Still, a man hears what he wants to hear And disregards the rest.When I left my home And my family, I was no more than a boy In the company of strangers In the quiet of the railway station, Running scared, Laying low, Seeking out the poorer quarters Where the ragged people go, Looking for the places Only they would know.Lie-la-lie...Asking only workman's wages I come looking for a job, But I get no offers, Just a come-on from the whores On Seventh Avenue I do declare, There were times when I was so lonesome I took some comfort there.Lie-la-lie...Then I'm laying out my winter clothes And wishing I was gone, Going home Where the New York City winters Aren't bleeding me, Leading me, Going home.In the clearing stands a boxer, And a fighter by his trade And he carries the reminders Of ev'ry glove that laid him down And cut him till he cried out In his anger and his shame, "I am leaving, I am leaving." But the fighter still remainsLie-la-lie...=puddles 2002

My Blog

cut your ribbon

and it fades but not in the way you think.The light stings your eyes and you wonder how long you have been staring into the same blackness refusing to look away,chained to a fate which was not your ow...
Posted by Jordan on Wed, 16 May 2007 11:35:00 PST

thru the rose colored lenses of my minds eye

and Thursday doesn't really exist at all at least not in my memory.Still exhausted from my trip to the city I fall into dreams early.I awake early on Friday with the sun on my face and a familiar yet ...
Posted by Jordan on Mon, 07 May 2007 09:36:00 PST

half past broadway

and it rains in the city that morning.The early summer sun had most likely already risen but was obscured behind the black clouds that hung just above Times Square begging to be freed,to be split wide...
Posted by Jordan on Wed, 02 May 2007 07:56:00 PST

the in between is mine

and as I watched the earth crumble around me and the small piece of real estate I call my own words escaped me replaced by faith and the notion that the scars were badges of honor that would adorn my ...
Posted by Jordan on Tue, 01 May 2007 08:52:00 PST

night swimming and selling your soul in a buyer's market

and it comes to me in bits and pieces as the morning wrestles my dreams away from me.A redddish carpet beneath the Pennslyvanian skyline.The tarmac at LAX in the rain(it's always raining in my head),t...
Posted by Jordan on Mon, 30 Apr 2007 08:24:00 PST

summer song

he shifts in his chair and shoots a concerned fatherly look across his massive oak desk.Do you have any plans for the summer he asks and my gaze wanders out the window and I let his words hang in the ...
Posted by Jordan on Mon, 23 Apr 2007 12:38:00 PST

throwing faces at the skyline

and I laugh figuring how Friday the 13th seems to be the perfect segway into spring.Friday starts in the early afternoon.I slip out quietly and onto the road.A gray cloud seems to hang ...
Posted by Jordan on Tue, 17 Apr 2007 09:42:00 PST

25 MINUTES TO GO

and it is cold,unusually cold for a spring morning when the sunlight seeps into the room and behind my eyes pulling me from a warmer place in the recesses of memory.I catch my face in the mirror ...
Posted by Jordan on Fri, 13 Apr 2007 09:34:00 PST

corduroy and lunch for the sky

and the doors swing open and the setting sun greets me like an old familiar friend.I walk slowly through the empty parking lot listening to the vacant sounds of my footfalls on the pavement which is o...
Posted by Jordan on Mon, 26 Mar 2007 11:01:00 PST

asleep in the flowers that no one knows the name of

outdoor concerts,boat drinks,the beach at night,road trips,swimming pools,sleeping in the park,birch mountain road,the carnival,bare feet,snow cones,corona flip flops,mini-golf,overstuffed coolers,be...
Posted by Jordan on Wed, 21 Mar 2007 08:51:00 PST