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saera belluhm♥

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scorpio. quiet observer. sulking disaster. spellbound. passionate. dreamer. misanthrope. painted veil. mirage. office trivia master+1. poet of sorts. wild dream. soft lulliby. muse(k). a heavy breath. aware. inertia. minerva. a motive. a filter. a shoulder. defined, labeled, etc. what have you. i am a human. i am a light.
I am the first and the last. I am the honored one and the scorned one. I am the whore, and the holy one. I am the wife and the virgin. I am the mother and the daughter... I am she whose wedding is great, and i have not taken a husband... I am knowledge, and ignorance.
All religion, my friend, is simply evolved out of fraud, fear, greed, imagination, and poetry.
-edgar allan poe
"The joy of life consists in the exercise of one's energies, continual growth, constant change, the enjoyment of every new experience. To stop means simply to die. The eternal mistake of mankind is to set up an attainable ideal."
-Aleister Crowley
"Great spirits have always faced Violent Opposition from mediocre minds."
-Albert Einstein.
spiral out
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My Interests

I'd like to meet:

The only people for me are the mad ones, the ones who are mad to live, mad to talk, mad to be saved, desirous of everything at the same time, the ones who never yawn or say a common thing, but burn, burn, burn, like fabulous yellow roman candles exploding like spiders across the stars...
-Jack Kerouac

Hunter S. Thompson. Allen Ginsberg. Edward Abbey. Steven Chbosky. Dwight K. Shrute. Timothy Leary. Chuck Palahnuik. Bill Hicks. Jim Morrison. Aristotle. Albert Hoffman. Socrates. Albert Einstein. Danny Carey. Chino Moreno. Plato. John Lennon. Pakelika. Fiona Apple. Adam Jones. Chris Adler. Alex Grey. Justin Chancellor. Aleister Crowley. Mallory Knox. Heidi Fleiss. Yorke. Alex the Narrator. Whoever i may be in ten to twenty. Maynard James Keenan. Bettie Page.

My Blog

break my heart

silly stupid first hurt the worst .oh dear god.split knuckles and blood poured from our jealousy babydisguisting petty mentality feeding the viruses producedour hate our love our fear our...the oddly ...
Posted by on Sat, 16 Aug 2008 03:16:00 GMT

curious conscious& magicians

There once was a rabbit named Curious, and curious he was indeed. And as curious wandered through the Forest of Identity, he stumbled upon a fairy, weeping on a lily pad. "What is the matter?" Curious...
Posted by on Tue, 12 Aug 2008 20:44:00 GMT

survivor

Slapped faces, creamed corn, black eyes, wrenched shoulders, beaten eggs, kicked shins, scratched corneas, chopped onions, bites of all sorts, nicotine stains, sexual lubricants, knocked-out teeth, sp...
Posted by on Sat, 09 Aug 2008 20:11:00 GMT

PEOPLE AND PLANETS

CURIOUS THE FIRST DELIRIOUS AQUARIUS. VIRGO PERSUADO, BUT WHAT THE HELL DO I KNOW? DROWNED SCORPIO IN NO CONTROL oh no. CAPTIVATING LIES BY GEMINIS, WHAT A FUCKING SURPRISE. SWALLOW SIMPLE CAPRICORNS ...
Posted by on Mon, 07 Jul 2008 05:49:00 GMT

i suck

sometimes i bathe in a sea of doubt, and i sink down down down down.i cannot produce beatiful things. i feed off the hollow. i waste away in the moments. i give up and i give in. i am tired. and i fal...
Posted by on Tue, 03 Jun 2008 13:08:00 GMT

the vein. split it wide open...

dissecting the abnormal thought process is similar to dissecting the vein. the thought razor, inching away at its prey, is separating the victim from their "true" reality, and coarsing them into what ...
Posted by on Mon, 26 May 2008 13:09:00 GMT

evolve... and let the chips fall where they may

...And you open the door and you step inside. We're inside our hearts.Now imagine that your pain is a white ball of healing light.That's right-your pain, the pain itself is a white ball of healing lig...
Posted by on Wed, 21 May 2008 15:14:00 GMT

my stomach bred butterflies...

i miss him. i miss him terribly so. i miss most the everyday moments that slowly die out of my memory. i miss the easier days, where his happy laugh would spawn my smiles, or a random I Love...
Posted by on Sun, 18 May 2008 12:34:00 GMT

a tab, a pill, a bowl, a bump and a shot.

last sunday.. i got home from work, smoked a derm, and went to the freezer. burrito box, top shelf, wrapped in foil. im not a patient person, and now i wait... i drove to the video stoer to pick up va...
Posted by on Mon, 17 Dec 2007 10:31:00 GMT

I AM A DRUG.

pop the green pills.... butterflies to be exact. gotta love the whip its. freshly cracked glowsticks. dont forget the vicks. someone find the candy... i declare hugs! i want a fuckin light s...
Posted by on Tue, 27 Nov 2007 18:34:00 GMT