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Clara Chill

BLACK AND WHITE PICTURES AND A LITTLE BIT OF RED

About Me

~ "Mit eindringlicher Stimme hat sie am Flügel ihr Lied vorgetragen, selbstbewusst und selbstverständlich." (Alice Lanzke, ard-online) ~SHORT- STORY --- Clara was born in Berlin, Germany. At the age of 6 she started taking piano lessons and later vocal lessons. At the same time, Clara wrote her first compositions for piano and voice. Likewise others write diaries, she works up her deepest thoughts and feelings in her compositions. Writing songs is always accompanied by finding new perspectives and trying to get the bottom of a feeling’s different meaning. "It’s like a game of associations. When I start writing lyrics I never know where it ends. I start with an idea or feeling and put one piece after another together, like a puzzle. After that I realize what I just created. It's like magic sometimes! “ In 2006, the jury of the Treffen junge Musik-Szene selected her song "Gloomy Soul" from 231 music productions and eventually she became a winner of the singer/songwriter-contest in Germany. Furthermore, she started transforming her songs from piano/voice arrangements to arrangements for larger ensembles. She went to jam sessions with her new compositions and from time to time, she played more and more of her songs with smaller ensembles on stage. In February, she gave her first own concert accompanied by the wonderful musicians Ulrich Stielau (Guitar), Philipp Abromeit (Piano) and Sungur Bentürk (Cajon) in the Bebop-Bar, a Jazz Club in Berlin. Being always torn between the Art and a “civilized” way of life, Clara finally decided to sacrifice a doctoral degree, gave that wish back to her mom, and followed her own dreams. “I always faced the decision to give up on my music. I would probably end up in my own doctor’s office, wow, with a lot of money, a perfect husband and three kids. That seemed to be too easy for me and I know I wouldn’t be happy now. Plus I always felt different. I was never able to align myself. But now I adhere to my own person and present myself as an artist. Going back on stage, and getting that amazing feeling - that's what I am always going to do!” Her actual dream is to start studying after finishing school and eventually get the Bachelor of Music.“That is what I am fighting for right now. Look, there are so many things you can learn. I am at the very beginning. Life is a good way to soak it all up. You fall down and get up again. It is worthwhile and my dream since I can think. I see myself getting better and better, stronger and stronger, growing up and one day sitting somewhere in a studio producing great songs and film compositions. Then I can say I don’t regret anything. I set my mind on it and now it's already too late to reason me out of my dreams. I will go for it. Yip, that's what I am going to do!"

My Interests

Music:

Member Since: 4/3/2007
Band Website: clarachill.com
Band Members: Clara Chill (vocal, piano, lyrics). Thanks to Ulrich Stielau (guitar), Philipp Abromeit (piano), Friedrich Wengler (piano), Mark Wenzel (piano), Sungur Bentürk (cajon), Marvin Klostermann (bass)
Influences: The whole life ... Kara & Bene
Record Label: unsigned
Type of Label: None

My Blog

Walk Away (Addendum)

(lyrics by C. Aguilera) What do you do when you know something’s bad for you And you still can’t let go? I was naive,your love was like candy,artificially sweet.I was deceived by the wra...
Posted by Clara Chill on Sat, 05 Apr 2008 03:21:00 PST

So Dirrrrrrrty

I’m a dirty sick manwho did it again:cheating myselfand loosing my brain.My breath stinks like hellbut I just always sellmy best, so I’d hardly ever fell.I never get a wifeso I started tak...
Posted by Clara Chill on Sat, 29 Mar 2008 06:04:00 PST

Alice im Wunderland.

Manchmal denk' ich, ich bin für dieses Leben nicht gemacht.Vielleicht ein wenig zu sensibel?Verängstigt? Zu verletzbar?Ich denke viel zu viel nach,was vielleicht gut ist, denn so schreibe ich.Aber man...
Posted by Clara Chill on Fri, 07 Mar 2008 05:38:00 PST

Fighter

(lyrics by C. Aguilera & S. Storch)After all you put me through,You'd think I'd despise you?But in the endI wanna thank you 'cause you made that much stronger.Well, I thought I knew you, thinkin'...
Posted by Clara Chill on Tue, 26 Feb 2008 04:47:00 PST

The Crash.

Every little single tear makes us weak and lost.Or is it the sentimental situation that makes you cry?You know that things like that happen.It's just easier not to know.You feel that something is inco...
Posted by Clara Chill on Tue, 05 Feb 2008 01:53:00 PST

Das Porzellangesicht.

So unschuldig schaut es aus.Grinst dich an.Mit diesen rosa Wangen.Und seine großen schönen Augen.Es scheint so unberührt.Vollkommen.Doch wenn du es zu lange anschaust,zerbricht es....
Posted by Clara Chill on Sun, 03 Feb 2008 05:23:00 PST

Einsamkeit, Zweisamkeit, Und Wieder Allein.

Es ist schon komisch, alles.Da sitzt du,allein,mit tausend anderen Menschen.Die sind alle da.Aber du siehst keinen.Weil du einfach "in dich gekehrt bist".Heute saß ich da.Zwischen tausenden von Mensc...
Posted by Clara Chill on Thu, 31 Jan 2008 03:16:00 PST

Funny Winter Time.

When all people get frustrated.Depression.I look outside the window. I can breathe the cold wind. Feel darkness.Some lights behind the horizon.It is the same picturethat you can see in summer.But com...
Posted by Clara Chill on Tue, 29 Jan 2008 07:46:00 PST

And Suddenly I Found Out That The World Is Crazy.

Today I woke up again.Coz it's the birthday of my gran.I took bus 24.Just wished I wouldn't know more.Sitting here, smelling like old yesterday's beer,don't know what to think.A nod is as good as a w...
Posted by Clara Chill on Thu, 24 Jan 2008 04:30:00 PST

Schwierig leichter.

Ok, ich denk jetzt bin ich darüber hinweg. Ich mein, ich bin völlig vor den Kopf gestoßen, weil ich heut etwas erfahren habe, was das Ganze schwierig leichter machen wird. Ich könnte gerade töten, ode...
Posted by Clara Chill on Sun, 20 Jan 2008 12:52:00 PST