Let me take you back
To when you was a young boy
I was so young, so shy, so in love. I sat there in his passenger seat speechless. Finally after all those months of waiting for him to make a move, finally he picked me up and took me back to his place. He jumped across the seat and started kissing me. I shyly backed away, he knew it wasn't right. Our first time in his jeep wasn't what I wanted. Thank God, he pulled away and gently said, "Lets go in my room." So I followed him in his house. He played some music and talked to me for awhile. He made me comfortable. I can remember thinking to myself "I cant believe Im here, in his room." I had the biggest crush on him. I thought he was the sexiest guy in the town and the most popular. I never stopped thinking that of him, after all these years. So he laid me down, took off my clothes and made sweet love to me all night. We must of had repeated intercourse at least 5 times. I can remember rolling around on top of him and him gently fucking me over and over all through out the night. It was the only time a man made love to me like that. I'll never forget it. He lit an incense after words and brought me something to drink. Then he told me how beautiful I was while he brushed my hair. When he drove me home I was so happy. I walked down the dark driveway late at night just waiting for him to call me and scoop me up again. It was a year before I ever saw or heard from him. Yes I was tainted by his love. And from that day forward all I ever wanted was to be with him and re-experience that moment. Unfortunately, it never quite was the same. Not like the first time. I would give anything to re-feel that moment. It's been over 5 years since I was made love to. All I receive is hard thrusts and quick cums. I dont even like sex anymore. Im 26 years old and should be having wonderful orgasms and gentle, love making. No, thats not my life. I only sleep with butterflies. His butterflies, and I know now that it will always be that way. It is I who is trapped in your cock-pit and it is I who is forever your prisoner. Your the only one I ever wanted to be with and after all these years and everything that has recently happened, I know you will always remain my one and only true love.
