Let me c...Hmmmm...A lil bit bout me. I c myself as half good half bad...A lil bit a HEAVEN n a lil bit a hell. sumtimes an angel but not always a saint. Im a Christian boy n yet still a sinner. Shit i still make mistakes but I neva once said I was PERFECT. I NEED GOD in my LIFE n hes here walkin w/ me ALWAYZ. My LORD n SAVIOR " JESUS CHRIST" I LOVE him w/ all my HEART. Thank GOD I found him years ago cuz it woulda been so easy 2 put a gun 2 my head n pull the trigga already u know??? LIFE isn't easy theres a lot a struggles n obsacles in the way but I KEEP my FAITH in GOD n I try not 2 worry or stress bout n e thin n e more...Its all jus a waste a time. Every time sumtin bad happens I can only laugh n smile now...Its like whateva u know??? "Hope 4 the BEST, prepare 4 the worst" I LOVE meetin new people. Every1 is unique, koo n funny in their own lil way. I would 4sua ratha make a friend than a enemy so pretty much im koo w/ every1 unless u did me or my family wrong. I LOVE REAL people n I fuckin HATE the FAKE so all u fake mutha fuckas u know who u r...I dont want nothin 2 do w/ u.
I hate BITCHES but I LOVE girls so if u a BITCH then dont even step 2 me. Girls...Hmmmmmmm..I LOVE girls " BEAUTIFUL GIRLS" My 1st attraction is physical 4sua...U NEED 2 b bomb from head 2 toe. But the qualities I LOVE in sum1...shit theres a lot. Lets c...Honest, kind, caring, loving, giving, respectful, positive, happy, out goin, adventureous, funny is a plus, o gotta b a Christian 4sua, sweet, romantic, cares about people n not only bout themselves, smart, got a sense a humor n not so serious, needs 2 b a people person n can jus conversate w/ n e 1, loud n talkative w/ a lota energy, sum1 w/ goals n knows what they wanna do w/ their LIFE n U NEED 2 have Natural Beauty. Its koo 2 wear a lil make up but 2 much is no good. When that make up cums off there betta b a BEAUTIFUL face behind it. I wouldn't wanna wake up in the mornin n b like who the FUCK r u n how the FUCK did u get in my bed...U know what im sayin??? Dont get me wrong. I mean sum a u NEED make up n sum a u NEED a lot a make up. Jus stay away from me k...GOOD...Thats not all but thats good 4 now. Pleasure...GOOD GOOD...Pain...only pain I like is when im gettin tatted. Otha than that id rather avoid pain. Wether its physical or the 1 that hits u in ur HEART...U know??? Sum people say that opposites attract but not 4 me. Me im a happy positive person. I went out w/ this chick who was alwayz down n seemed sad all the time. She was cute but alwayz negative. She neva had n e thin GOOD 2 say bout n e 1. Her style was havin an effect on me n i was startin 2 feel all down n shit so I had 2 say bye bye 2 her. U can b fine as FUCK but if u got a bad attitude n is jus self centered n a BITCH...What a waste n what a turn off. I LOVE when people is HAPPY. It makes me HAPPY. Most people think a relationship is 50/50. O u do this 4 me then ill do this 4 u...Nah FUCK that. A real relationship should b 100/100...Both of u give ur all 2 each otha all the time...Altho I dont mind treatin sum1 like a QUEEN...but shit u betta make me FEEL like a mutha fuckin KING u know??? TRUST is the most important thing in a RELATIONSHIP. If u dont got TRUST u dont got shit. U dont have a RELATIONSHIP. Ill keep no secrets from u n expect u 2 keep none from me. B REAL w/ me n Ill b REAL w/ u. I LOVE 2 touch, grab, feel, hold n cuddle. I dont give a FUCK whos around. O n I got a thing 4 smellin hair. " GIRLS HAIR" so dont get it twisted. If it stinks then im a slap u across ur head n tell u go wash ur stink ass hair. I can b gentle or I can b rough. I can b romantic n I can definitly b freaky...I guess it all depends on U n ur mood @ the time. Its whateva u want cuz I LOVE makin people Smile =)I hate BITCHES that plays games. U BITCHES that plays games u know who u r. "FUCK U". I LOVE kids. Its koo 2 watch them as they grow n learn. They ask so much questions n they hella smart. They funny 2 n alwayz make u laugh. Every1 is born innocent n pure of HEART. Its ourselves n this FUCKIN WORLD that corrupts our kids. N it sucks that this World is what they r bein born in2. I wrote a book that was suppose 2 b out this year. I finished writing it last year in 2 notebooks front n back. Took me 2 years 2 write. I had half of it typed then my 2nd notebook got lost or misplaced last year. So now I gotta rite the last half again from what I rememba which sucks cuz I had direct quotes n tex messages from people in there. I was pissed. Kicked shit, threw shit, punched shit. But its my fault. I kept tellin myself 2 make copies a my shit when I was done writin it jus in case sum shit happens like this but I neva did so I got no1 2 blame but myself. O well thats LIFE. SHIT happenes but I keep movin forward. "My book is still cumin out". Thats a mutha fuckin guarentee PROMISE. N E wayz my book is my LIFE story. Its written strictly jus 4 Teens...Its bout LIFE, LOVE, SEX, DRUGS, "FINDING GOD" n a lot about what not 2 do...U can learn a lot if u learn from my mistakes...or u can take the long way n make um urselves...The choice is urs. So its pretty much like Chicken Soup 4 The Soul but Rated R u know??? Well the last page a my book is a poem i wrote 2 my 2 sons. Their mom is a "BITCH" I hate w/ a passion...I cant seem 2 get this hatred outta my HEART that I have 4 her. I tried many a times prayin on it but its still there. I did nothin wrong 2 her or my sons...Talk about FAKE...SHIT this BITCH is the fakest BITCH I know...N she claims 2 b Christian...FUCK that. N e Wayz enough bout her cuz im gettin a lil piss rite now when I think bout that BITCH... SO yea I got 2 sons who I LOVE DEARLY n I ALWAYZ keep in my mind n my HEART...I know ill b back w/ them sumday so I ain't trippin. Last I saw them was 1/13/2006. I talked 2 my oldest son once ova the phone rite afta I last saw them then BITCH wouldn't pic up my calls or return my messages afta that. Its a Long Story but not my fault. My oldest sons name is Kalani...it means THE HEAVEN. My youngest sons name is Keoni Kekoa...it means JOHN THE WARRIOR. Well the poem on the bottom is the last page a my book. N its 4 my 2 sons. Well this was jus a lil bit bout me. Trust me I can write a Book bout me n my life...LOL =) LOVE U ALL N GOD BLESS U N UR FAMILY N FRIENDS..." ALWAYZ PUT GOD 1ST IN UR LIFE" He was there in the beginning n he will b there in the end.
---Im standing, im walking on this lonely path.
---Looking 4 perfection
---Searching 4 John The Warrior N The Heaven
---With a blurry direction
---Now listen sons of mine
---2 what that is near
---Feel ur Hearts
---2 what that is Dear
---4 it is the devil
---whos been keeping us apart
---But Daddys no quitter
---Its already engraved in my Heart
---Please understand
---That I been trying my best
---But this devil keeps coming
---Keeps using Daddy 2 test
---Trying 2 take my Faith
---That I have in our Savior
---Trying 2 steal my Soul
---With his evil behavior.
---I Pray 4 the devil
---That GOD gives him a Heart full of LOVE
---May he feel all the pain he has done
---From the Heaven above
---Daddys still fighting
---N I will never give up 2 defeat
---I will not find Happiness
---Till my Life is Complete
---Sometimes I feel lost
---N I dont know what 2 do
---2 find my way back
---2 the Happiness of the 2 of u
---I went back the wrong direction
---2 cover my depression
---Hiding behind the bottle
---Drowning myself in sorrow
---Life...Life...Life...
---Obstacles, Obstacles, Obstacles, in Daddys way
---Take a step back from stress
---Taking the time 2 Pray
---If Heaven
---Was just a touch away
---Id b there watching closely
---As the 2 of u play
---There would b no more tears
---Cuz there would b no need
---There would b no more pain
---Even when I bleed
---What was lost, shall b found
---N what I find, I shall keep
---Wrapped in my arms finally
---Now Peaceful n Happy at sleep
---I LOVE U SONS.......LOVE DADDY
