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About Me


welcome to my ego shrine

fais ce que dois, advienne que pourra
do what is right, come what may.

what i do:

living.
irritating self-proclaimed free spirits.
ignoring consequences.
being pretentiously scholarly with smatterings of booze binges and all-nighters.
being fickle and inconsistent.
having heaps of brains, then killing them with booze to keep the balance. kanpai.

My Interests

I'd like to meet:

people with brains who like wasting time in existential conversation and have absolutely nothing to lose.

My Blog

life lessons

steph-a-nie came out of hibernation and no longer needs the manual switch. she is self automated, self activated. a reflex of an inherent instinct. she is two seconds away instead of...
Posted by on Mon, 12 Oct 2009 17:44:00 GMT

blip

i can hear the stampede comingwhen i press my ear against the dirtand that strong earth smell invades my nostrilsand tiny grains of soil cover the side of my facethrust next to the quivering ground.yo...
Posted by on Wed, 26 Aug 2009 10:18:00 GMT

coca-cola

when i sit at desks my back aches against the sweltering plastic.  it's so hard to keep my eyes open and look at my professor in the face.  all of those white boards make my eyes burn and my heart ach...
Posted by on Tue, 14 Jul 2009 21:48:00 GMT

i need you so much closer

life will always be more difficult in retrospect,but that cannot assuage my lamentable state.O sweet feelings.  where did you come from?
Posted by on Mon, 13 Jul 2009 15:20:00 GMT

self-portrait

..yuppie....yuppie....yuppie....yuppie....yuppie....yuppie.. ..yuppie....yuppie....yuppie....yuppie....yuppie....yuppie.. ..truth....yuppie....yuppie....yuppie....yuppie....yuppie... .yuppie....yuppie......
Posted by on Mon, 13 Jul 2009 13:10:00 GMT

campsite

when i see your face,i think of great chilled bodies of water splashing up to my fearful throat as i bob slowly away from you, watching seagulls drift by lazily and preen.i think of dark tan knuckles ...
Posted by on Thu, 09 Jul 2009 13:28:00 GMT

tolstoy

intellectual brilliance supersedes personal flaws in the long expanse of history.i wouldn't give up my personal demons, for they surely define me.
Posted by on Tue, 07 Jul 2009 23:34:00 GMT

sleep comes slowly now

one dayi will wake up and be fifty years old.i will see wrinkles and sags and creases.i will see gray and cataracts.i will see the slow decline of my physicality as my body dies and lags underneath th...
Posted by on Mon, 06 Jul 2009 01:23:00 GMT

the apocalypse is nigh,

and i really couldn't care less.
Posted by on Wed, 01 Jul 2009 21:55:00 GMT

let there be sobriety

i let myself stand in the shower for days as my skin turns red and all the dirt of the past is sloughed off in shivers and shakes.  nothing ever felt so good.i am your blank slate.  i am back to the g...
Posted by on Tue, 30 Jun 2009 16:32:00 GMT