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From my rotting body, flowers shall grow and I am in them and that is eternity.
Edvard Munch
My name’s Razi. I live in a small town but I’m hoping to move to New York state in about six or seven years. I speak my mind and I don't care if I make you uncomfortable because honesty I live make you uncomfortable. I love studying disorders and the human mind, I’m hoping to be a nurse. I also love history and study it profusely, if we don’t know where we come from they how can we ever know where we’re going. I’m borderline as well as having major depressive disorder. My hate goes into fear easily and so I have a lot of phobias but I deal with it. You ask I’ll tell but I don’t open up about things because I know you don’t wanna hear it. I’m transsexual and I don’t give a shit what you think about it, or if you think its just a phase because its not.So don't ask what my birth name is,its just disrespectful. I’m pansexual. I love most kinds of music and I’m almost never not listening to it or downloading. it.
Some definitions for those idiots that try to hit on me or don’t understand and just assume:
Pansexuality is a sexual orientation characterized by the potential for aesthetic attraction, romantic love, and/or sexual desire for people, regardless of their gender identity or biological sex. Thus, pansexuality includes potential attraction to people (such as transgender individuals) who do not fit into the gender binary of male/female. Some pansexuals suggest that they are gender-blind; that gender and sex are insignificant or irrelevant in determining whether they will be sexually attracted to others.
Cross-dresser/dressing is the act of wearing clothing commonly associated with another gender within a particular society.[1] The usage of the term, the types of cross-dressing both in modern times and throughout history, an analysis of the behaviour.
Transgender is a general term applied to a variety of individuals, behaviors, and groups involving tendencies that diverge from the normative gender role (woman or man) commonly, but not always, assigned at birth, as well as the role traditionally held by society.
Transsexualism is a condition in which a person identifies with a physical sex different from the one that they were born with or assigned in cases where ambiguity of the child's sex organs led to assigning them a physical sex.
Transman or transguy (often referred to as FTM) is short for transsexual or transgender man - a person who was naturally born or physically assigned as female at birth, but who feels that this is not an accurate or complete description of themselves and consequently identifies as a male.
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Completed

CompletedThe emptinessThe hollownessThat eats away at your soul Thoughts and emotionsWearing you thinAnd cold.Wanting  an escape And outlet.Only to find a thin blade of hopeGlittering in happines...
Posted by on Mon, 27 Oct 2008 00:49:00 GMT

Displacement

Displacement Hate is thrown around to much these days, Distain perhaps that word could show the feeling towards you. I thought I had known all the pain you had inflected on me, I didn't know that hal...
Posted by on Tue, 08 Jul 2008 00:10:00 GMT

Ego, Who I am

Who I am. Do you have enough time to know? These words will never be enough, My words will never be enough, My body will never be enough. To tell a person who I am. I am my music is my soul. My word...
Posted by on Wed, 14 May 2008 14:40:00 GMT

A Forever Battle

Old memories die quickly. The pain lives forever. The happiness fades, The faces and places, The scents and sounds. The pain of death, Pain of heartache, Pain of Loss, Pain of being left alone in a d...
Posted by on Fri, 25 Apr 2008 19:15:00 GMT

To those it may concern (please read if your supposed to be my friend)

I heard some things from my mom today about some of my friends. If you don't want to talk to me because of my sexual orientation or because of the way I choose to live my life. Then don't talk to me ...
Posted by on Fri, 25 Apr 2008 19:01:00 GMT

Ball and Chain

Ball and Chain The windows shut, A door opens, What an empty house Though it is so full& Memories flutter in and out. Each dusty couch cushion, Worn from children's jumps. The stairs creak from runni...
Posted by on Fri, 07 Mar 2008 15:12:00 GMT

The Ocean and the Moon

The Ocean and the Moon The pull and tug The constant wavering of emotions and decisions, The battle between the ocean and the moon. The horror of internal battles. The pull and tug of foam and sand...
Posted by on Fri, 29 Feb 2008 15:48:00 GMT

The Root of Pain

You are the root my hate, The root of my anger, The wrath that I can not control, Which lashes out onto the ones I care for. Pushing them away. Leaving me alone, In this pit of self-pity, self-dou...
Posted by on Fri, 05 Oct 2007 17:17:00 GMT

Crack in the Wall

Her fingers follow the width of the line and then the length. But as she does, it grows This crack does not stop, it does not wait. The branches spread to the end of the wall until it can gr...
Posted by on Fri, 05 Oct 2007 14:15:00 GMT

Over these years

Over These years My soul is an empty mass, Of pain and torture. My scars are deep, They do not show my pain, Only mistakes and slip ups. You see the mask, Though no one questions it. You know the ...
Posted by on Thu, 16 Aug 2007 12:45:00 GMT