FOR THE COMMON keilahpotter [&ftcw;]

About Me

"Our deepest fear is not that we are inadequate. Our deepest fear is that we are powerful beyond measure. It is our light, not our darkness, that most frightens us. We ask ourselves, who am I to be brilliant, gorgeous, talented, and fabulous? Actually, who are you not to be? You are a child of God. Your playing small doesn't serve the world. There's nothing enlightened about shrinking so that other people won't feel insecure around you. We are all meant to shine, as children do. We are born to make manifest the glory of God that is within us. It's not just in some of us, it's in everyone. And as we let our own light shine, we unconsciously give other people permission to do the same. As we are liberated from our own fear, our presence automatically liberates others."
The above speech by Nelson Mandela was orignally written by Marianne Williamson who is the author of other similar material.

My Interests

My best friend!

Keilah can't sing, but she still does it for you.

Roni:
46) Which one of your friends is going to have the cutest baby? Keilah Would Be Punching Them

I'd like to meet:

My name is Keilah, and I really wish forever would have come.

I loveeee Sonic Happy hour with my boys
Cameras are what I'm about.
I'm on VF more than anyone knows. EBOVFC!
I am applying to be a summer intern at the Magik Theatre
I can speak 3 languages [English,Spanish,German]
I can spot pedophiles from miles away.
I someday wish to go to: Spain, UK, Bulgaria, Perth

Let me clear up a few things:

1. I am not black, Indian, English, Middle Eastern, or anywhere from the UK. So, if you add me to meet me, chances are that isn't happening.
2. I post a lot of bulletins, usually meaningless onces. This is for MY benefit. I forget what I do, so important things to me go into the bulletin. Don't get upset, if you do, just delete me.

Things I want to accomplish:
-Graduating
-Get the courage to talk again
-Getting a NICER camera
-Going to Europe
-Sleeping over at Sergio's house :P
-Meeting certain people :]
-Keeping old friends
-Go to college
-Have YK play me a song.

By the Way: I'm only human, I make mistakes. I'm sorry if I hurt you in any way.

p.s. I'm not looking, I want to see if things change.

Music:

Movies:

Upcoming Events:
- IMAX/Univision FT [May 22]
- Band Banquet [May 23]
- State! [May 26]
- School Tour [May 28]
- Blackard's birthday!! and San Marcus!! [May 30]
- School House Rock Live [May 31]
- Graduation [June 7]
- Michael and Monica's Party [June 7]
- Michelle and Ryan's party [June 13]
- girl's night out [June 13]
- Grad Partayy [June 21]
- Cristina's Baby Shower [June 22]

Books:

- Jay: Dang we've been through a lot, but I'm feelin good about it. Like I said, we're close because we care enough. I don't think I'd know what I'd do without you. Cause you're just always there, and you always seem to make me smile. Whatever the future holds for us is later, we need to live in the now. And I don't know where that is quite yet. But I know that I want you there forever. And I know you'll be there forever. You're the best, and I truly love you.
- Jose I can't believe I'm not going to see you every day now, which is so weird 'cause I'm used to it. You've really become a part of me, and even though sometimes as much as I tried, I couldn't just be there with you, you were still there. I'm going to miss sonic, and just leaving randomly to get lost going to the mall. I'm going to miss sitting in the back seat with you 'cause Joseph's legs were too long to be in the back seat. I really am just going to miss you.
- Joseph You make me smile!!! I'm going to miss you forsure. Third period wasn't the same when you weren't there. And you helped me through a lot, even if you didn't know it. I'm glad I got to go to prom with YOU. And I'm glad that we got to do all those crazy adventures like the zoo, and Nikki's house. You're special, and I hope you never change 'cause you don't need to. I know we'll be friends forever, because I'd do whatever possible to keep you there lol. You're an amazing person.
- Jaime I'm going to miss Jaime for his car. Just Kidding! Jaime always made me laugh no matter what, which was the best part about him. Dang, even when it was a bumming day he'd totally make me feel better. he always had the best tracks on his car , and he re-introduced me to Journey. Which i am SO happy about. I seriously am grateful for being able to become friends with him this year, though I wish it would have happened earlier.
- Mark It's funny how things turn out, and how we met freshman year [remember the pajama story] and yet we didn't become the friends we are til junior year. I think of all those times that we got to spend together and it was just the funniest thing 'cause we are the randmonest people to be hanging out together. You showed me the music that I like now, and you showed me how to rip off pac-sun. you make me laugh a lotttt, and it was nice to just know you. Random phone calls and texts, it was just real cool. I'm gonna miss you, but I know this isn't the end, only the beginning. Besides who's gonna be there to answer phone calls at like 5 in the morning. haha. ILY!

Heroes:

MY Babies:

Honey Bunny.

My Tiko
Passed away April 12,2008 [5months]

All I need ♥

My Blog

Thisweekchangedmemore.

I'm re-capping the week in the hopes that I'm able to understand myself more. Insight is welcome, I just think it's something tha tI have to speak about so no one is freaked anytime soon.Corry and I a...
Posted by FOR THE COMMON keilahpotter [&ftcw;] on Sat, 10 May 2008 07:54:00 PST

Changes make a woman new.

It's funny how at first someone refuses to change, but in the end they do and it depends on the person if they become worse or better.I hope for my sake I'm better.These experiences the past few month...
Posted by FOR THE COMMON keilahpotter [&ftcw;] on Thu, 01 May 2008 12:21:00 PST

My fears.

I don’t think you can truly still understand me just by listening to me, or hearing my problems, even my secrets, but maybe you can understand my fears.-I fear that I’m not going to heaven...
Posted by FOR THE COMMON keilahpotter [&ftcw;] on Sat, 22 Mar 2008 06:12:00 PST

And they keep coming

[From Last Night]I just had another attack in my roomI need prayer. I think that’s what I realized.I realized that it’s all in my head.I realized that I can’t wait for my life to get...
Posted by FOR THE COMMON keilahpotter [&ftcw;] on Fri, 21 Mar 2008 06:09:00 PST

I hate that

I’m so bloody gullible. With everything everyone says. Ughh especially. I can’t even talk about it. I’m so just. I feel horrible about myself enough as it is and t...
Posted by FOR THE COMMON keilahpotter [&ftcw;] on Fri, 21 Mar 2008 08:21:00 PST

My final list.

Things to accomplish1.Graduate2.Go to England3. Lose enough weight.4. Become more involved in church.5. Meet the Joe Bros.6. Have my amazing day/week/month with Jake.7. Forgive her.8. Decide on my lif...
Posted by FOR THE COMMON keilahpotter [&ftcw;] on Wed, 02 Jan 2008 06:09:00 PST

so i’m confused.

I don't quite else know what to do. I'm completely oblivious in these types of situations. I like him so much, just a whole lot, and i don't know. maybe i haven't showed it enough. I take him for gran...
Posted by FOR THE COMMON keilahpotter [&ftcw;] on Sun, 24 Feb 2008 06:14:00 PST

I don’t think.

You can force someone to do what they do. Everyone is completely aware of their actions, unless there's something wrong with the way you think. I'm talking about how sane people do irrational things a...
Posted by FOR THE COMMON keilahpotter [&ftcw;] on Mon, 04 Feb 2008 06:05:00 PST

Let’s make sure

That this is the real deal.That what you want is what you actually need.That it's forever.Let's make sure not to upset themnot to upset ourselves.not to make mistakes.Let's make sureYou'll be there.Yo...
Posted by FOR THE COMMON keilahpotter [&ftcw;] on Mon, 04 Feb 2008 09:05:00 PST

i’m tired of it.

I have never done something to publicly embarass you, and yet you act like I'm a disgrace. I listen to music that means something, not just screaming and yelling, and you act like I...
Posted by FOR THE COMMON keilahpotter [&ftcw;] on Fri, 01 Feb 2008 03:06:00 PST