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-queen sunshine-

Turning herself inside out... since 1982

About Me

First and formost, God is everything. He is my source and strength.I am a hopeless romantic, and love the simple things in life, like, going to the zoo, running around WalMart at 2:30 in the morning, singing into my flashlight with my nephews... and gumball jewelry.I am Irish, Italian and Cherokee.Hmmm... Respect. Respect is huge; you don't have it, leave me be. Just keep walking. I will respect everyone until they disrespect anyone. Serious.What I like: well, depends on the day, really. I like company, but enjoy my own from time to time. I love the rain, and walking in the twilight breeze with one or two good friends. And swings. I love swings.Whatever. I can't really sum myself up in a few paragraphs. You wanna know more, you gotta ask.Enjoy...

My Interests



writing, music, intelligent people, suchinsuch. And God. He's the ultimate. We have a neverending love affair like no other.
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Your World View
You are a fairly broadminded romantic and reasonably content.
You value kindness and try to live by your ideals.
You have strong need for security, which may be either emotional or material.

You respect truth and are flexible.
You like people, and they can readily make friends with you.
You are not very adventurous, but this does not bother you. What Is Your World View?
Your Personality Is
Idealist (NF)

You are a passionate, caring, and unique person.
You are good at expressing yourself and sharing your ideals.

You are the most compassionate of all types and connect with others easily.
Your heart tends to rule you. You can't make decisions without considering feelings.

You seek out other empathetic people to befriend.
Truth and authenticity matters in your friendships.

In love, you give everything you have to relationships. You fall in love easily.

At work, you crave personal expression and meaning in your career.

With others, you communicate well. You can spend all night talking with someone.

As far as your looks go, you've likely taken the time to develop your own personal style.

On weekends, you like to be with others. Charity work is also a favorite pastime of yours. The Three Question Personality Test..

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I'd like to meet:

I can't wait to sit at the feet of The Almighty on His throne. While I am on this earth, I want to meet all the lost and broken that God is calling back into his arms. In a man, my weaknesses are a great smile, a man that knows how to treat a lady, and genuinuity. You want more qualifications, read my blogs.

These boys right here... they've been a big big inspiration in my life. They mean alot to me, the two of them. If you don't know them ADD THEM and show love. They're uuber talented and I can't wait to sit up under their glow.

~*~*~*~RYAN LAWS AND POVERTY. CHECK EM IN MY TOP FRIENDS~*~*~*~
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shadeow has some kickass friends.
Miss Hardcore... KAT!

RUTHIE!!!/The Coolest Cat Ninja!

My bestest little ADAM!!!!

Posterboy of Posterboys/IT'S MR. NATE!

Royal Poverty

Mr. Absolute a.k.a DEADBEAT

King Amongst Cowards

Miss Classic Beauty.. The most Amazing Kezia

Sis in law/Home away from home!!!

Cutesy Wootsy Little Miss Ashley

My Wonderful Big Sister!

the Stunna/Mr. Ryan Laws is Gonna SCHOOL YA!

The Kid Espi Is the Real Deal! / A Phenomenon

GOTTA CHECK EM/ THE WHOS NEXT PRODUCTIONS!!!!!

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Music:

..My taste in music can't be defined by a certain style. I love music; that should explain it enough. Music is powerful. It has the power to change moods, change minds, and change lives. It can destroy, and it can create, if we allow it. Music is a gateway. Don't believe me? Try singing a hymn with your heart, and see it you don't feel a thing.

These aren't in order, but here's a list of some of the music I listen to... Blur, Twista, Fort Minor, Common, Chris Isaak, Michael Buble, Frank Sinatra, Matisyahu, Angels and Airwaves, Taking Back Sunday, My Chemical Romance, Cursive, Bjork, Tori Amos, Johnny Logic, PANIC at a Disco, Rascal Flatts, Skillet, Beanbag, Neptunes, Toby Mac, POD, Tonedeff, O.A.T.H.,
THE PEOPLE ON MY TOP 16, DEFINITELY,
The Killers, Bright Eyes, Black Eyed Peas, NIN, Silverchair, Sean Paul, Goo Goo Dolls, Blue October, Orgy, Blues Traveler, Lupe Fiasco, Neyo, Mary J. Blige, Staind, Tricky, Tribe Called Quest, Burden of a Day, Pink, Deftones, Snowpatrol, Yello, Damien Rice, Nora Jones, Aretha Franklin, and anything I can dance to. There's a ton more, but this list is exhaustive enough.

Movies:

Passion of the Christ,Mirrormask, Labyrinth, the Island, The Ring, Fantasia 2000...and I love horror flicks and mobster movies...

Television:

When I watch, it's usually music channels, or cartoons with some kids.

Books:

I collect old encyclopedias, medical books, dictionaries, bibles and such. And I love love LOVE Hans Christen Anderson fairytales!!! "The Snow Queen" and "A Story of a Mother" are my personal favorites...

Heroes:

My parents, Jesus, and anyone whose willing to take a stand for injustice. ..

My Blog

Oragami girl.

Skin is paper thin,That little oragami She's got eyes the size of marblesAnd she's got the whole world in her handBut all she wants is one man To unfold the little piecesOf her great big heart.And tel...
Posted by -queen sunshine- on Sun, 19 Oct 2008 12:42:00 PST

Tormentor

Threat in the form of a man, don't understand how, everytime I write it out it don't mean a thing.  Million words pressed down then torn out can't get it out Like you're a new disease  That ...
Posted by -queen sunshine- on Sat, 18 Oct 2008 01:21:00 PST

TO THOSE THAT CONSOLE ME.

So many throughout the years have told me that I've been so strong.  Is it really that strong to just move on, like nothing happened?  How much strength does it take to paste a smile on your...
Posted by -queen sunshine- on Tue, 07 Oct 2008 01:28:00 PST

Fairytale thoughts of maternal love (abandonment of such)

Sometimes lies are better left unsaidUpon the lips of frail children in their bedsAs they cry and try to rock themselves to sleep.Cause every little child knows when enough has been enoughAnd there's ...
Posted by -queen sunshine- on Tue, 07 Oct 2008 06:36:00 PST

Lipstick

Real dark eyesAnd a pretty little faceRed red lipstickand no one could eraseWhat you did... you sad sad child of deathEvery where you walk, it hangs on your breathKeep your mouth closed as you walk by...
Posted by -queen sunshine- on Sun, 05 Oct 2008 01:13:00 PST

Beautiful. (epitomy of love)

Earth fades as your voice melts into this melodious sound of love.  My voice rises above as I lay here dripping in pleasure and wonder underneath you, watching your face as your eyes could move m...
Posted by -queen sunshine- on Sun, 05 Oct 2008 12:50:00 PST

Touch Me

I sit here and watch you.We Talk, but talk of nothing.Your soul seems gentle, yet strong.Will you just touch me?It won't have to mean a thing, I don't even know youBut I just wanna wake up my skin.My ...
Posted by -queen sunshine- on Sun, 05 Oct 2008 11:50:00 PST

All she wanted was a fairytale love. (millions of snippets, all in one poem)

Like a ship hidden in the middle of the forrestUpturned and torn apartShe's turning herself inside outJust to find if she's really here.Tryin too feel ANYTHING but this damn tragedyThat she's been dro...
Posted by -queen sunshine- on Fri, 26 Sep 2008 08:51:00 PST

Untitled and Unspoken. (an incomplete)

I stare at your picture, and I swear I can see it age.  Three years since the first I heard of your voice, and still it deals its mark.  Pierced.  That's how you leave me.  And I t...
Posted by -queen sunshine- on Fri, 29 Aug 2008 02:15:00 PST

Why the hell is this still Happening?

Why does sadness keep trying to creep in? This is RIDICULOUS! It's got me frustrated. To sadness: won't you just keep your distance?! I don't need you anymore! Can't you see my face is cracking from...
Posted by -queen sunshine- on Mon, 25 Aug 2008 02:28:00 PST