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not so sad as i may seem in akward joy scared of everything while knowing i can do anything loving to love and inside my head liking alone in a way that may seem strange and battling with the forces of evil around the world without anyone else knowing while rejoicing in light.........setting choreography to the oddest situations and music to the more uncomfortable i see things in a way that most dont i rub my thumb and forefinger together as a sign of irritation im neurotic i love people who challenge me to be better at being myself..back blacksmithing yup happy about that...i like irish liquor too much oh and i collect washers that i find on the ground and put them on this chain around my neck i miss hunter-jumper competitions yeah i used to be pretty good at it and barrel racing i bet you didnt know that sometimes i question myself about insomnia and anorexia among other darker things... and im trying to figure out how to snatch pieces of life from the dead and rusty things i find on the ground- donner le jour au etoile du jour................

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I'd like to meet:

busy people not selfish friends not more than or less than themselves and those who are kind finding joy in even the most dismal of things if not joy at least something to laugh at and mark mothersbaugh

My Blog

happy mardi gras?

such a lovely day on the outside had my bike out for the first time since august back and forth rushing around to do what i needed to and do what i thought was the right thing and help and love and ho...
Posted by on Tue, 05 Feb 2008 17:35:00 GMT

leaves fall

one by one seasons change people grow and change and shed old skins old ideas and old realities and then you realize you let yourself be someone you didnt deserve to have to be and you let yourself be...
Posted by on Fri, 01 Feb 2008 17:04:00 GMT

here have some bad french.....

travailliant la nuit-gens scene de cauchemar de charger au le plus de la terre et je ne sais quoi ou porqoi c'est je suis ici pour le moment ici a vous ici a vous dans le soleil..........................
Posted by on Wed, 23 Jan 2008 05:15:00 GMT

oh the years, ah the tears

have all been worthwile and yes there are things i worry about constantly but there are so many things i dont have to worry about any more and yes ive been half dead in so many ways for a few years no...
Posted by on Mon, 21 Jan 2008 18:36:00 GMT

echo

sounds from another time and place.......
Posted by on Tue, 08 Jan 2008 06:23:00 GMT

oddesseus

sunny morning sweet little birds and i cant get the cactus prickles out of my ass i dont know how they got there but they need to go...errands to run procrastination because i dont really want to leav...
Posted by on Mon, 07 Jan 2008 06:44:00 GMT

my space made me a new friend to gauge my yarn by

nothing is worse than the first morning after a long weekend, running around like a chicken with your head cut off cause you woke up forty five minutes late oh wait finding out what the wind chill is ...
Posted by on Wed, 02 Jan 2008 05:07:00 GMT

let the chips fall

ok ok so im spoiled and whiny sometimes i know and im sorry for being so needy i guess christmas wasnt as hard as it could have been maybe its just the soggy shite ass weather these days inside and ou...
Posted by on Sun, 30 Dec 2007 14:33:00 GMT

hubcaps hickies and hairdoos?

oh darn! i cant go to any christmas functions cause im on house arrest- well thats my story at least, and ill tell you one thing ,if my family asks thats the story im sticking with- i mean who wouldnt...
Posted by on Fri, 21 Dec 2007 05:29:00 GMT

its true

im cold. im tired.im aching all over. he doesnt care.there is less than a week before IT.he believes something is coming to suck him in.....its called a panic attack. oh god where is the rescue r...
Posted by on Wed, 05 Dec 2007 18:39:00 GMT