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MY REAL NAME IS FAriD..
people call me fred sumtimes fawed..
im 20 n not smoking..
i donno how i born into d stupid world..
i know nothing bout ma self..
im a creep a jerk..
but not a drug abuse..
i gettin.. crazy if i stay at home..
so i need 2 runaway from ma house..
im a human who had already lost half of his life,
who will grow older but not smarter,
who will become a slave for life,
who will dedicate his life, supply confidence,
give love to those who might not even recognize or appreciate them,
who will go on with his life in spite of all the burden he carries,
for the love of God and humanity.
-currently suffering from major depression and is on daily fluvoxamine..
a loser who definitely needs a psychodynamic therapy...
my brain is out of function ....
and yea,strangers cannot share my joy..
i know..feeling sorry for myself and my present condition,
is not only a waste of energy..
but the worst habit i could possibly have..