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MySpace CountdownsI AM.....a mother, a daughter, a sister, a grand-daughter, a cousin, a friend. I am a partner, a student, a young girl and a grown woman. I am confident and scared, terrified and excited. I am loving and caring and thoughtful and hopeful. I am sick and tired. I am shy and friendly and careful and careless. I am broken and whole. I am misunderstood, misguided and mislead. I am hard working and determined but a little scared on the inside. I wish on stars and dream my dreams. I pray to god and cry my tears. I smile on the outside while I’m dying on the inside. I listen to others who won’t listen to me. I walk on eggshells and I walk on fire. I believe in passion but not true love. I love you and I push you away. I want you but not to close. I am everything and nothing all at once. And all I want is for you to LOVE ME. This layout was handmade with love by the folks at My space or yours? Go get one!
“I am Me. In all the world, there is no one else exactly like me. Everything that comes out of me is authentically mine, because I alone chose it -- I own everything about me: my body, my feelings, my mouth, my voice, all my actions, whether they be to others or myself. I own my fantasies, my dreams, my hopes, my fears. I own my triumphs and successes, all my failures and mistakes. Because I own all of me, I can become intimately acquainted with me. By so doing, I can love me and be friendly with all my parts. I know there are aspects about myself that puzzle me, and other aspects that I do not know -- but as long as I am friendly and loving to myself, I can courageously and hopefully look for solutions to the puzzles and ways to find out more about me. However I look and sound, whatever I say and do, and whatever I think and feel at a given moment in time is authentically me. If later some parts of how I looked, sounded, thought, and felt turn out to be unfitting, I can discard that which is unfitting, keep the rest, and invent something new for that which I discarded. I can see, hear, feel, think, say, and do. I have the tools to survive, to be close to others, to be productive, and to make sense and order out of the world of people and things outside of me. I own me, and therefore, I can engineer me. I am me, and I am Okay.”

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To laugh often and much; To win the respect of intelligent people and the affection of children; To earn the appreciation of honest critics and endure the betrayal of false friends; To appreciate beauty, to find the best in others; To leave the world a bit better, whether by a healthy child, ... or a redeemed social condition; To know even one life has breathed easier because you have lived.This is to have succeeded. - R. W.Emerson

My Blog

family....

F A M I L Y I ran into a stranger as he passed by, 'Oh excuse me please' was my reply. He said, 'Please excuse me too; I wasn't watching for you.' We were very polite, this stranger and I. We went on ...
Posted by on Mon, 30 Jun 2008 08:56:00 GMT

Beautiful...not hot.

"Find a guy who calls you beautiful instead of hot, who calls you back when you hang up on him, who will lie under the stars and listen to your heartbeat, or will stay awake just to watch you sleep......
Posted by on Mon, 24 Mar 2008 16:38:00 GMT

Quote to remember.....

You can shed tears that she is gone, or you can smile because she has lived.You can close your eyes and pray that she’ll come back,or you can open your eyes and see all she’s left.Your hea...
Posted by on Sun, 23 Mar 2008 19:25:00 GMT

"Mad Girl’s Love Song"

Mad Girl’s Love Song by Sylvia Plath "I shut my eyes and all the world drops dead;I lift my lids and all is born again.(I think I made you up inside my head.)The stars go waltzing out in blue an...
Posted by on Sat, 22 Mar 2008 16:56:00 GMT

and I let it goooooooooooo........

This is one of my favorites... I will not go into detail why... just wanted to share.....................     i carry your heart with me by E. E. Cummings i carry your heart with me(i carry ...
Posted by on Sat, 22 Mar 2008 16:50:00 GMT

It takes hostages.... very true.

Have you ever been in love? Horrible isn’t it? It makes you so vulnerable. It opens your chest and it opens up your heart and it means that someone can get inside you and mess you up. You build ...
Posted by on Fri, 14 Mar 2008 16:39:00 GMT

What I want........

What I want..... Hard to tell... hard to say..... I want to smile, I want to laugh, I want to love and get the same in return. I want my son to have the world and I want to be the one to give it to h...
Posted by on Fri, 07 Mar 2008 11:16:00 GMT

Im right side up but upside down....

Me.... I am a mess... I am lonely, yet enjoy the time to myself....... I want that one person, yet wont let anyone in...... I am happy, yet cry a lot........... I know what I want, but am to scare...
Posted by on Thu, 31 Jan 2008 11:25:00 GMT

And yet another Fave

..>      "When you remember me, it means that you have carried something of who I am with you, that I have left some mark of who I am on who you are. It means that you can summon me...
Posted by on Thu, 10 Jan 2008 19:38:00 GMT

Also remember the real meaning of Christmas

D. James Kennedy, Christmas Stories for the HeartThe star of Bethlehem was a star of hope that led the wise men to the fulfillment of their expectations, the success of their expedition. Nothing in th...
Posted by on Sun, 23 Dec 2007 21:48:00 GMT