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About Me

Well, I'm a country girl straight out of Sampson County, NC. Right now I'm a full time college student at Mt. Olive College, NC. I'm family oriented and I spend lots of time with my friends. I was talking to a certian guy for over a year, things aren't where they should be right now but we are working on that. I don't want to be with anyone but him. He's the one I want to marry and have kids with, eventhough he already has a son that doesn't matter, I love him like he's my own. He's the one I want to spend the rest of my life with. When I go to bed at night it's his arms that I want to fall alseep in and wake up in the next morning. He's all a think about when I'm awake and all I dream about when I'm asleep. No matter what I'll always love him and want to be with him, I'll love him forever. And no matter what he'll always have a piece of my heart, always.----------------------------------------------------- ---------------------------" A Soldier's Heart " R. KellyAll hope was gone Hard to hang on Hard to be strong Was blind, could not see Nothing but walls in front of me and inside no peaceAnd the mountains seemed impossible to climb until...[Chorus]You stood on the front lines You led the way, out of the darkness We didn't go astray You were ready to die for our sake And that takes a soldier's heartOceans so deep Uphill so steep But still we believe And when the road was too far to travel Heros you came and carried us thereAnd the mountains seemed impossible to climb until...[Chorus]And so our flag was still there All because you decided to care[Chorus x2]You stood on the front lines You led the way, out of the darkness You could have let us go astray You were ready to die for our sake And that takes a soldier's heartAnd that takes a soldier's heart
TELL ME ABOUT YOURSELF - The Survey
Name: Samatha
Birthday: October 18, 1986
Birthplace: Sampson Reginal
Current Location: Clinton, NC
Eye Color: born blue, but they change colors daily
Hair Color: dark brown with natural highlights
Height: 5'2 1/2
Right Handed or Left Handed: Right
Your Heritage: Native American
The Shoes You Wore Today: Tennis Shoe
Your Weakness: Andre
Your Fears: losing Andre
Your Perfect Pizza: bulvarian cream
Goal You Would Like To Achieve This Year: to make up for the mistakes I made
Your Most Overused Phrase On an instant messenger: why
Thoughts First Waking Up: Andre
Your Best Physical Feature: my eyes, I guess, depends on who you ask
Your Bedtime: I don 't sleep much any more
Your Most Missed Memory: My Mommy
Pepsi or Coke: Dr Pepper, Mt Dew, Sprite
MacDonalds or Burger King: Burger King
Single or Group Dates: Single
Lipton Ice Tea or Nestea: Lipton
Chocolate or Vanilla: Chocolate
Cappuccino or Coffee: both
Do you Smoke: no
Do you Swear: try not to
Do you Sing: all the time, mostly sad songs now
Do you Shower Daily: bathe daily
Have you Been in Love: I am now, and there will never be another
Do you want to go to College: I'm in college
Do you want to get Married: yes
Do you belive in yourself: yes
Do you get Motion Sickness: no
Do you think you are Attractive: I guess
Are you a Health Freak: no
Do you get along with your Parents: at times
Do you like Thunderstorms: yes
Do you play an Instrument: no
In the past month have you Drank Alcohol: yes
In the past month have you been on Drugs: no
In the past month have you gone on a Date: no
In the past month have you gone to a Mall: no
In the past month have you eaten a box of Oreos: no, but as depressed as I've been I could have
In the past month have you eaten Sushi: no
In the past month have you been on Stage: no
In the past month have you been Dumped: no
In the past month have you gone Skinny Dipping: no
In the past month have you Stolen Anything: no
Ever been Drunk: yes
Ever been called a Tease: yes
Ever been Beaten up: no
Ever Shoplifted: no
How do you want to Die: no comment... in love
What do you want to be when you Grow Up: a mom
What country would you most like to Visit: Hawiia, japan
In a Boy/Girl..
Favourite Eye Color: Brown
Favourite Hair Color: Black
Short or Long Hair: Short
Height: around 6'
Weight:
Best Clothing Style: as long as he's decent
Number of Drugs I have taken: one
Number of CDs I own: too many
Number of Piercings: 2
Number of Tattoos: 1
Number of things in my Past I Regret: 3, the mistakes that may cost my life
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Your kiss is... delicious
Your hugs are... friendly
Your eyes... twinkle in the moonlight
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Your smell is... refreshing
Your smile is... amazing
Your love is... everlasting
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My Interests

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Basics
Name: Samatha
Age: 19
Birthdate: 10/18/1986
Birthplace: sampson regional
Siblings: 2 sisters
Living with 1, both, or no parents: neither
Right or left handed: right
Current loaction: Clinton, NC
AIM or Yahoo Screen name: ask and ye shall receive
Current Relationship Status
Do you have a boyfriend/girlfriend: no
If so, what's there name:
How long have you been with them:
How do you feel about them:
How long do you think the relationship will last:
How long do you want the relationship to last:
How do they treat you:
How did you meet them:
Exact day the relationship began:
Questions About Your Ex
What is your ex boyfriend/girlfriend's name: Robert
Do you still talk to them: no
If so, are you guys friends or best friends: no
Do you still have feelings for this person: no
Do you still think of this person: no
Do you have more good or bad memories about this person: good
Would you ever be with this person again: no
This or That
Music or poetry: both
Jeans or sweats: jeans
Chocolate or vanilla: Chocolate
Friends or acquanitances: Friends
Computer or video games: both
Instant messaging or phone: depends on who I'm talking to
House phone or cell phone: depends on who I'm talking to
Cartoons or reality tv: both
MTV or BET: both
Nickelodeon or cartoon network: cartoon network
Bugs bunny or daffy duck: bugs
Tom or jerry: jerry
Family Guy or american dad: neither
Wendys or mcdonalds: burger king
Pizza hut or lil ceasars: Pizza Inn
Tattoos or piercings: Tattoos
Boyfriend/girlfriend or friends with benefits: Boyfriend
Relationships or friendships: both
Rap or rock: both
Ghetto or preppy: ghetto preppy
Mall or movies: both
Favorites
Drink: dr pepper, mt dew, sprite
Food: none
Pet: dog
Animal: white tiger
School subject: math
Tv show: america's next top model
Color: baby blue
Ice cream: chocolate chip cookie dough
Song: stick wid u by PCD
Artist: Paula DeAnda
Curse word: I try not to cuss
Car: g6
Sport: football, basketball
Video game: mario party
Candy: mr goodbar
Shoes (that you have): timberlands
Mall: carytown
Movie place:
Radio station: 99.1, 93.3, 97.3, 101.9
Holiday: Valentine's Day
Day of the week: Thursday
Time of the day: 5:00
Season: Spring and fall
Number: 31 and 21
Month: May
Are You..
Calm: yes
Laid back: yes
Outgoing: at times
Loud: at times
Quiet: at times
Shy: yes
Demanding: no
Pushy: no
Intelligent: yes
Responsible: yes
Honest: yes
Flirtatious: can be
Selfish: no
Impatient: at times
Sweet: yes
Lovable: yes
Understanding: yes
Empathic: yes
Humorous: I guess
Sarastic: can be
Conceited: no
Do You..
Believe in God: yes
Believe in Santa: no
Believe in the Easter Bunny: no
Own alot of clothes: you could say that
Own alot of shoes: no
Have your own cell phone: yes
Have your own computer: yes
Have any video game systems: yes
Get good grades: yes
Talk alot: at times
Have a variety of friends: yes
Have a life: I do until he diecides he want's to leave me
Have a job: yes
Have any pets: yes
Own something worth alot of money: yes, 2 things and they are priceless
Have a secret no one knows (including your best friend): yes
Have You Ever..
Gotten into a fight: yes
Sang in public: yes
Been on stage: yes
Been to a concert: yes
Seen an alien: no
Gotten high: no
Gotten drunk: yes
Been at a party all night: yes
Stayed up all night on the phone: no
Gotten suspended or expelled: ISS
Stole something: no
Been arrested: no
Broke the law: yes
Been out of the country: no
Gone camping: yes
Ate something that looked nasty: no
Been robbed: yes
Lied to save someone else: yes
Cussed out someone: yes
Mooned someone: yes
Cried in public: yes
Seen the opposite sex naked in person: yes
Broken a bone: yes
Held a gun: yes
Do You Like..
Traveling: yes
Camping: yes
Video Games: yes
Talking: sometimes
Writing: yes
Kids: yes
Bugs: they're ok
Snakes: no
Sports: I guess
School: yes
Skiing: never been
Running: it's ok
Rain: yes
Thunderstorms: yes
Swimming: yes
Vacations: yes
Poetry: yes
Reading: yes
Your life: at times
Whats Your Current..
Mood: depressed
Time: 12:03AM
Day: Thursday
Hair style: half up, half down
Shoes: none
Physical Appearance
Height: 5'2 1/2
Weight: none ya
Hair color: dark brown with natural highlights
Eye color: born blue but they cahnge colors daily
Shoe size: 7 1/2
Style of clothing: me
Any tattoos: yes
Any piercings: yes
Skin complexion: a little lighter than olive
In a Boy/Girl
Height: around 6'
Weight:
Age: 21 and up
Personality characteristics: funny, smart, ambitious
Hobbies/Interests: kids
Style of clothing: doesn't matter as long as he's decent
Hair color: black
Short or long hair: short
Skin complexion: olive or darker
Random Questions
Are you a virgin: no
What are your views on sex: wait till you get married
How often do you think of sex:
Would you have sex with any of your friends:
Do you masturbate: no
Do you collect anything: dolls
Are you very emotional/sensitive: at times
Do you believe in love: yes
Do you believe in yourself: most of the time
Do you have alot of money: no
Do you like to sing: yes
Can you rap: no
Do you like acting: no
Can you write poetry: yes
Do you act your age: yes, sometimes older
Do you go out alot: no
Do you always seem to have a boyfriend/girlfriend: no
Do you have alot of dates: no
Are you a tease: not really
Are you forceful: no
Can you dance: yea
Do you make friends easily: yes
Do you have .. yes
Do you have Yahoo: yes
Do you have MSN: no
Do you have any sexual fantasies: you don't need to know
Whats your sign: Libra
What are your views on the government: no comment
Do you like Preisdent Bush: no comment
Do you have alot of dreams: yes
Do you smoke alot: no
Do you O.D. on drugs: no
Do you ever think of suicide:
Are you a poser?: no
Do you talk in your sleep: yes
Do you have any dream pertaining to sex:
Do you have chores at home: yes
Do you ever do your homework: yes
Do you prefer to be called by your name or a nickname: doesn't matter
Do you have a best friend: yes
Do you have any crushes: no, I have a love
Do you constantly watch tv/movies: no
What are your views on Disney: I like Disney
Are you Democratic or Republican:
Do you own a car: not any more
What are some of your talents: sing, dance
Do you have trust issues: sorta
Do you get really jealous: i can
Are you very insecure: at times
Do you wish you were older or are you content with your current age: no
Do you have alot of posters in your room: no
Do you make prank phone calls: no
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Music:

I listen to all kinds of music, but my absolute favorite is R&B.Take the quiz: "Whats your theme song? ((detailed descriptions and reasons, pics))"

Candyshop - 50 Cent
dang. you love sex. you're really perverted and thats why this song is for you. gross, dude. listen to green day or somethin. sex isnt as great as pot. ;)

Movies:

Save the Last Dance, Honey, Brown Sugar, Love & Basketball, 8 Mile, Barbarshop, Higher Learning, In too Deep, City of Angels, Friday

Television:

I love Law & Order ( I watch all of them) and CSI. Anything to do with true crime. I aslo watch America's nest top model and Kevin Hill, UPN rocks. I like Miami Ink, Biker Build Off, American Hot Rods, and American Chopper.

Books:

Heroes:

My Mommy is my hero, she always has been and she always will be. She fought a long and hard fight. In the end she she lost, but she gave it her her all for the people she loved. R.I.P Jeanette Bullard Lewis December 31, 1996 I love and miss you! Andre, he's my knight in shining armor the one who can't always be there when he wants to be but he tries. In the past year he has overcome so much. He's always there trying to make me see the positive and trying to keep my head up. I Love You Baby!! Also all those who are serving our contry overseas right now.******************************************* You stay up for 16 hoursHe stays up for days on end. _________________________You take a warm shower to help you wake up.He goes days or weeks without running water. __________________________You complain of a "headache", and call in sick.He gets shot at as others are hit, and keeps moving forward. __________________________You put on your anti war/don't support the troops shirt, and go meet up with your friends.He still fights for your right to wear that shirt. __________________________You make sure you're cell phone is in your pocket.He clutches the cross hanging on his chain next to his dog tags. __________________________You talk trash about your "buddies" that aren't with you.He knows he may not see some of his buddies again. __________________________You walk down the beach, staring at all the pretty girls.He patrols the streets, searching for insurgents and terrorists. _________________________You complain about how hot it is.He wears his heavy gear, not daring to take off his helmet to wipe his brow. __________________________You go out to lunch, and complain because the restaurant got your order wrong.He doesn't get to eat today. __________________________Your maid makes your bed and washes your clothes.He wears the same things for weeks, but makes sure his weapons are clean. __________________________You go to the mall and get your hair redone.He doesn't have time to brush his teeth today. __________________________You're angry because your class ran 5 minutes over.He's told he will be held over an extra 2 months. __________________________You call your girlfriend and set a date for tonight.He waits for the mail to see if there is a letter from home. __________________________You hug and kiss your girlfriend, like you do everyday.He holds his letter close and smells his love's perfume. __________________________You roll your eyes as a baby cries.He gets a letter with pictures of his new child, and wonders if they'll ever meet __________________________You criticize your government, and say that war never solves anything.He sees the innocent tortured and killed by their own people and remembers why he is fighting. __________________________You hear the jokes about the war, and make fun of men like him.He hears the gunfire, bombs and screams of the wounded. __________________________You see only what the media wants you to see.He sees the broken bodies lying around him. __________________________You are asked to go to the store by your parents. You don't.He does exactly what he is told. __________________________You stay at home and watch TV.He takes whatever time he is given to call, write home, sleep, and eat. __________________________You crawl into your soft bed, with down pillows, and get comfortable.He tries to sleep but gets woken by mortars and helicopters all night long. __________________________You sit there and judge him, saying the world is probably a worse place because of men like him.If only there were more men like him ___________________________

My Blog

this is why

?Find a guy, who calls you beautiful instead of hot.?Who calls you back when you hang up on him.?Who will stay awake just to watch you sleep.?Wait for the guy who kisses your forehead.?Who wants to sh...
Posted by You'll Never Find Another Quite Like Me on Mon, 05 Mar 2007 04:27:00 PST

QUESTIONS FOR THE FEMALES

?WHAT WOULD YOU DO IF YOU HAD TWO CHOICES AND YOU WANTED BOTH SO VERY MUCH BUT HAD TO GIVE UP ONE OF THEM, WHAT WOULD YOU DO? ?WHAT WOULD YOU DO IF YOU HAD TO CHOOSE BETWEEN BEING WITH YOUR ONE TRUE L...
Posted by You'll Never Find Another Quite Like Me on Tue, 27 Feb 2007 04:35:00 PST

Valentine's Day

Well he came last night. For once he actually come into the house. And guess what he brought me a rose, I didn't expect that at all. I now know what I needeed to know. He cares and he loves me and wan...
Posted by You'll Never Find Another Quite Like Me on Thu, 15 Feb 2007 04:37:00 PST

Valentine's Day

For the past week and a half we have been planning on him to come over here tonight. Well last night we got to talking about how he really feels about me and whether he really want's to be with me or ...
Posted by You'll Never Find Another Quite Like Me on Wed, 14 Feb 2007 04:47:00 PST

all I want for Christmas

Well Friday I finally broke down and told him I wanted a ring for Christmas. It really doesn't matter how big or little it is as long as it comes from the heart and he's ready to make the commitment. ...
Posted by You'll Never Find Another Quite Like Me on Sat, 09 Dec 2006 03:35:00 PST

Damn What to do

There's one man I need in my life he knows who he is and there are a few more that know. But right now I'm so damn mad I can't talk to him eventhough why I'm mad may not be his fault. He's gotta lil b...
Posted by You'll Never Find Another Quite Like Me on Sat, 18 Nov 2006 09:21:00 PST

Ain't gonna beg by Fantasia

I mean I'm not gon beg youI see you just aint actin right(Verse 1)Everytime I need someone to be there when I had me one of them crazy days(I aint gon beg you)Everytime I want someone to treat me like...
Posted by You'll Never Find Another Quite Like Me on Sat, 18 Nov 2006 07:44:00 PST

Poems that remind me of Him

We kissed so long agoand i want to knowhow do you feel for meis this love i seei loved you long agobut still you let me gohence you thought nice of meby then i couldn`t seetimes were lostatlovers cost...
Posted by You'll Never Find Another Quite Like Me on Fri, 17 Nov 2006 04:32:00 PST

A REAL MAN

1.)A REAL MAN respects his mother and places his Woman first.2.) A REAL MAN raises his kids, not JUST out of pocket either.3.) A REAL MAN supports his woman to develop herself.4.) A REAL MAN doesn't w...
Posted by You'll Never Find Another Quite Like Me on Tue, 14 Nov 2006 04:05:00 PST

life's getting better all the time

well for almost three weeks straight now he and I have been seeing each other just about every night. he calls a couple of times a week we don't always talk long but it's always good to hear his voice...
Posted by You'll Never Find Another Quite Like Me on Tue, 07 Nov 2006 04:32:00 PST