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Dusty [necrodelic]

loneliness + alienation + fear + despair + self-worth ÷ mockery ÷ condemnation ÷ misunderstanding

About Me

“I’d like to be somebody else and not know where I’ve been...”
"He felt all at once like an ineffectual moth, fluttering at the windowpane of reality, dimly seeing it from outside"
I read. I learn. I write. I work. I am a comic book junkie. I used to dig Marvel the most, but I got bored. DC is much more interesting to me now. Plus Batman and Green Lantern are probably the best superheros ever. Grant Morrison is to comics, what David Lynch is to movies. I do not eat animals. I respect other peoples choices though and don't try to force it on anyone. I dig music with electronics. Nine Inch Nails is my favorite band ever. I have seen them three time and each time was beautiful. I dig a girl named Lauren. Sometimes I am super anxious. Sometimes I feel pointless. Sometimes I drink. I used to be straight edge but I stopped because it didn't make sense to me anymore. I still think being straight edge is a great lifestyle for younger people(no one should be getting wasted when they are fourteen). Still though I don't use anything to escape life. I just want to experience it in different lights. Spirituality interests me. As does the occult. Anything that explores why the world is the way it is really. I am deeply interested in the way various art forms explore reality and its relation to spirituality and consciousness. I am going to school to major in English. What I will do with this, I don't know. Its a dream to teach courses on comic books and graphic novels. Also I would love to write prose and comics.
"Darkseid wants me for a sunbeam…"

My Interests

writing, comic books, Anime, new information, music, reading, art, coffee psychology, politics, veganism, alternative culture, Journalism

I'd like to meet:

Humans, artists, musicians, vegans, poets, writers, magicians, questioners, free thinkers, philosophers, Post-Humans, rebels, comic book readers, anybody that gets it

Trent Reznor

Grant Morrison

David Lynch

Marilyn Manson

Saul Williams

Music:

Nine Inch Nails, Marilyn Manson, Converge, Atari Teenage Riot,Throbbing Gristle, Radiohead, Plague Bringer, Tom Waits, Pig Destroyer, Saul Williams, Rage Against the Machine, David Bowie, The Coup, Godspeed You Black Emperor!, Wu-Tang Clan, Tool, She Wants Revenge, Joy Division, Russian Circles, Battle of Mice, Isis, The Doors, Pelican, Dethklok, Deftones, Bauhaus, Psychic TV, Puscifer, A Perfect Circle, The Mars Volta, Dragons of Zynth, Skinny Puppy, Burial, POS, Mindless Self Indulgence, Portishead, Does It Offend You, Yeah? , Crystal Castles, A Place to Bury Strangers, Alec Empire, My Bloody Valentine, Bob Dylan, Nick Cave and the Bad Seeds, Gary Numan, David Lynch, The Velvet Underground, Iggy Pop, Queens of the Stone Age, Black Light Burns, The Faint, MIA

Movies:

Alejandro Jodorowsky, David Lynch, Jan Svankmajer, Shinya Tsukamoto, David Cronenberg, Terry Gilliam, Wes Anderson, Batman Begins, Batman: The Dark Knight, No Country For Old Men, Gozu, Begotten, Oldboy, The Host, Pulp Fiction, Battle Royale, Taxi Driver, They Live, Akira, The Man who Fell to Earth, The Big Lebowski, Pi,The End of Evangelion, Ghost in the Shell,The Matrix, Eternal Sunshine, Natural Born Killers, Barton Fink, Children of Men, Dead Man, Lost in Translation, Ghost Dog: The Way of the Samurai, The Hunger, Punch Drunk Love, There Will Be Blood, Memento, The Prestige

Television:

Neon Genesis Evangelion, Metalocalypse, Aquateen Hunger Force, Elfen Lied, Justice League, Batman Beyond, Death Note, Shin Chan, Cowboy Bebop, Afro Samurai, Twin Peaks, Doctor Who

Books:

Grant Morrison, William S Burroughs, Alan Moore, Ubik by Philip K Dick, Do Androids Dream of Electric Sheep by Philip K Dick, Blood and Guts in High School by Kathy Acker, Saul Williams, Hunter S Thompson, One Flew Over the Cuckoo's Nest by Ken Kesey, On the Road by Jack Kerouac, Crash by JG Ballard, The Atrocity Exhibition by JG Ballard, Edgar Allan Poe, Warren Ellis, Chuck Palahniuk, The Electric Kool Aid Acid Test by Tom Wolfe, Long Hard Road Out of Hell by Marilyn Manson, Charles Bukowski, Allen Ginsberg, Kurt Vonnegut,Painful but Fabulous the life and art of Genesis P Orridge, The New York Trilogy by Paul Auster, White Noise by Don Delillo, Brave New World by Aldous Huxley, 1984 by George Orwell, Phineas Poe by Will Christopher Bear, The Road by Cormac McCarthy, Breaking Open The Head by Daniel Pinchbeck, Tao Te Ching, Catching the Big Fish by David Lynch, Extinction Journals by Jeremy Robert Johnson, Toilet by Michael Szymczyk, Portable Darkness: An Aleister Crowley Reader, Book of Lies: Disinformation guide to Magik and the Occult, The Holographic Universe by Michael Talbot, The Metamorphosis by Franz Kafka and tons of comics

Heroes:

Grant Morrison, William S Burroughs, Trent Reznor, Saul Williams, David Lynch, Marilyn Manson, Alan Moore, Genesis P Orridge, Chuck Palahniuk, Shinya Tsukamoto, Alejandro Jodorowsky, Warren Ellis, Hunter S Thompson

My Blog

thoughts while being bored and listening to the Eraserhead soundtrack

several things, i realize i don't fit in with many people and i except it. i don't need to. i enjoy being a private person. that is all. i have no desire to be a person with lots of friends or the kin...
Posted by Dusty [necrodelic] on Sun, 28 Sep 2008 01:27:00 PST

When you stare into the abyss the abyss stares back at you.

Marilyn Mason- (S)Aint Nine Inch Nails- Happiness in Slavery...
Posted by Dusty [necrodelic] on Sat, 20 Sep 2008 02:17:00 PST

What I am currently into

The trailer for Watchmen Batman: The Dark KnightFear and Loathing on The Campaign Trail '72 by Hunter S ThompsonAlso I have been keeping up with the summer comic book craziness( Finale Crisi...
Posted by Dusty [necrodelic] on Wed, 23 Jul 2008 02:01:00 PST

Hunter S Thompson quote for the fourth

We have become a Nazi monster in the eyes of the whole world, a nation of bullies and bastards who would rather kill than live peacefully. We are not just Whores for power and oil, but killer whores w...
Posted by Dusty [necrodelic] on Fri, 04 Jul 2008 01:34:00 PST

Free Writing 2: Holy Union

Cannibalized children corpses, dead meat hung out in summer sunsetkilled the god star with a god song on the god tv to find god in me and killed out every ounce of hope and purity in claustrophobic , ...
Posted by Dusty [necrodelic] on Tue, 24 Jun 2008 01:03:00 PST

this is a little cheesy but whatever

Hey! Mr. Tambourine Man, play a song for me,I'm not sleepy and there is no place I'm going to.Hey! Mr. Tambourine Man, play a song for me,In the jingle jangle morning I'll come followin' you...
Posted by Dusty [necrodelic] on Sat, 21 Jun 2008 02:14:00 PST

Necessary Monsters

Necessary Monsters is a neat webcomic check it out seriously @ http://www.necessarymonsters.com/Also, on a completely different note, Nine Inch Nails in August and Metal Gear Solid 4 comes out next w...
Posted by Dusty [necrodelic] on Fri, 06 Jun 2008 01:41:00 PST

free writing experiment one: if it pleases the jury i would like to fall apart

the bitter broken prose lines of coagulated and discontinued mismatched sunday mourning birthday abortions. summer rainstorms are the voice of mutant demon angels hungry for blood and sanity. You must...
Posted by Dusty [necrodelic] on Mon, 26 May 2008 01:00:00 PST

you used to be straight edge

i didn't see a point in owning a bike and just riding it on the the sidewalk
Posted by Dusty [necrodelic] on Sun, 25 May 2008 01:26:00 PST

there is a cockroach on my floor

he is crawling around i can't even bring myself to kill a bug he has as much right to live as me even if he grosses me out . i think the cats attacked it, it can barely move. Poor thing. My stomach hu...
Posted by Dusty [necrodelic] on Sun, 18 May 2008 12:19:00 PST