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Zak

.. as I pass should I give the ass... or the crotch?

About Me

About me, huh? Well...I am your friend. I am your foe. I Am a rock star. I am a total dork. I am sincere. I am a complete ass. I bust my ass and work for what I want. I love to sleep in. I am logical. I have a big heart. I am god sent. I am a sinner. I am the king of the jungle. I am fed by fear. I am the life of the party. I am am that mysterious guy in the corner. I turn heads when I walk by. I am very much humbled. My tear dots seem to be broken. I am easily heartbroken. I am not one to Fuck with. I am all about random acts of kindness. I am a walking contradiction and that is me... My dream is to one day be free enough from the ties that bind to tour Europe, be a working actor, and open my own production company! Everything is difficult about me, but I am not a difficult person! I honestly try to make my life as drama free as possible. That is my philosophy along with the "golden rule". I get bored real easily, so the spontaneous series of mishaps that is my life, is ever changing and as much diversity as I can fit in my life, the better! One thing I am trying to accept is to just BE! life does in fact have a purpose, and the more I try to figure out myself and my purpose here the more confused I get, so I am trying to just BE instead of trying to make sense of it all! BLAH BLAH BLAH .... BLAH BLAH! This layout was handmade with love by the folks at My space or yours? Go get one!

My Interests

I'd like to meet:

Dahli Lama, Madonna, and God!

My Blog

Apthetic Haze

In this haze, I live where the tic of the clock tocks so repetitively, as to put me in a deep slumber. I look around and see the movement in still motion, but I feel not the breeze of the day, nor the...
Posted by on Wed, 06 Feb 2008 17:11:00 GMT

hopeful

the break of the sun over the horizon. the first kiss. the laugh of a child. the look from an unfamiliar face across a crowded room.  that runners high.  rain falling on your face. the break...
Posted by on Fri, 10 Aug 2007 19:49:00 GMT

in the belly of the beast

It's been a while since I have written here. So I thought I would add a few words. Today my best friend had a bad day and  he said: when is it going to get better, Zak? I thought about it  a...
Posted by on Mon, 09 Jul 2007 19:07:00 GMT

When it hurts the most...

When it hurts the most my world seems at a stand still. When I have to give up the one person I thought I was so sure of,  it hurts the most. Looking into his e...
Posted by on Mon, 12 Mar 2007 22:11:00 GMT

maturing is so confusing

as my 24th birthday approaches, I have found myself reflecting. I can't comprehend how I have come so far in my life and it all seems so peicy. I have managed to block out parts of my past, and a...
Posted by on Thu, 02 Nov 2006 17:14:00 GMT

turning a new leaf

Lately, I have noticed that there is so much negativity in this world. I think we have become a selfish generation. It's all about us, and when it's not in our favor we can get get pretty pessimistic....
Posted by on Tue, 18 Jul 2006 08:16:00 GMT

in a whirl wind...

Wow, it's amazing how everything just happens so fast. I feel like the last month was a whirl wind. With my mother's passing, I stopped to look at my life through hers. I realized how sad she was, tha...
Posted by on Tue, 20 Jun 2006 10:27:00 GMT

decisions. decisions.

well, I have been presented with an amazing opportunity. One that would provide me career advancement, more money, and a step towards a long awaited dream. However, it would mean I would have to give ...
Posted by on Mon, 17 Apr 2006 21:17:00 GMT

brothers

you know i believe that family is a blessing from god. sometimes we have our hardships with them, but we always know they are there. my blood family is not one to write a heartfelt story about, but he...
Posted by on Wed, 05 Apr 2006 16:12:00 GMT

NUMB

Life has it ups and its downs and right now i feel real down! i am unaccomplished and thats detramental to me. the only thing i have to show for myself is a relationship with an amazing guy. but every...
Posted by on Fri, 31 Mar 2006 18:31:00 GMT