The worst sin toward our fellow creatures is not to hate them, but to be indifferent to them: that's the essence of inhumanity.
i am the first and i am the last
i am the honored one and the scorned one
i am the whore and the holy one
i am the wife and the virgin
i am the barren one and many are my daughters
i am the silence that is incomprehensible
i am the utterance of my name.
namaste. i'm lindsay and i'm viciously awesome.
i'm generally a bitch and really couldn't give two shits if i'm despised by most of the filth that tends to dislike me. i have the most amazing friends in the world (refer to top friends list because we're all aware how that defines your actual relationship). they're all the shit, just like me, otherwise i don't think we'd get along very well. XD
i have, or rather, had two of the most beautiful cats i've ever seen in my life. jeffree and nui were there with me through many difficult times in my life and i couldn't imagine how things would be right now if they weren't there for me.
some of my general hobbies include reading, debating with innocent bystanders, making a complete ass of myself in public and anything dealing with hair. i'm currently enrolled at NvCC, taking psychology classes.
i used to take a greater interest into the occult and modern religious practices but as of late, i've given up that desire to indulge myself. there are some things in the world that either help a person grow or hold them back from becoming something better, and i feel that i was at a standstill where i wasn't being myself to the fullest potential. i still have a passion for ancient civilizations and everything pertaining.
i like all different kinds of music and if some ass hole has a problem with my diversity they can suck it. just because i like one band doesn't mean i have to like a completely different band because they fall under the same genera or sound the fuckin' same. i pretty much hate this whole new wave of "metal" (please, don't forget the quotations); it's utterly ridiculous and most of the songs are about the same thing; ripping open the flesh of a harlot and pouring salt in the wounds of a deserving prostitute... how original. i heard that shit when i was like, in third grade. get some new lyrics...unoriginal jews. i don't give a shit if you think my rock n' roll sucks, or if you think dio is an old fart (do you even know who dio is, you super death metal lover?). my music and the music i love paved the way for your shitty ass un-metal band to become accepted and popular in the music community. hahaha, "my band needs gas money." sell some drugs, fags.
i don't mind change in a persons characteristics or behavior, but i do lose a lot of respect for a person who changes everything about themselves to fit into a specific group or clique. when i see huge groups of people together who look the fuckin' same, i think about how pathetic these "non-conforming" children look... all dressed the same. doesn't make much sense. honestly, individuality is nonexistent, but you could at least do your best not to fit the exact description of a stereotype.
i have a younger brother who means the entire world to me. although i may talk about how i wish his head would be ripped off by some flying mythological creature, i couldn't have gotten this far without him. growing up with him helped me out in so many ways and i never realized how close nick and i stuck together through all the bull shit until now. he's my best friend and i have the deepest love for him... but that doesn't mean i won't try and punch him in the face on occasion. siblings must take care of one another when they are all alone in the world.
