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i'm done with "finding myself"
and i'm done with everyone who doesn't know who they are.
you don't have to know every single detail;;
as long as you can get it in a nutshell.
until you can do that...
you won't be happy.
and you'll be wasting my time.
i'm happy where i am.
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i'm beth.
you don't know a damn thing about me.
and you won't after this either.
because you don't know what i'd fight for.
what i'd die for.
i have an about me that's worth reading.
but don't waste your time;;
taken.
by the best guy anyone could ever ask for.
i could spend a whole day writing about myself;;
and it still wouldn't cover half of it.
i'm pretty much hxc, sxe.
i won't drink with you.
i won't smoke with you.
i won't shoot up with you.
if that's how you party;;
i won't party with you.
being straight edge doesn't make me better than you.
it just means i have a positive outlook on life and won't do anything to cloud my mind or thought.
i don't like hello kitty.
i hate audrey kitching.
tiaras are fxcking stupid looking.
especially on your dumb skull.
i don't really believe in God.
i like to think outside the box.
i often wonder if the things in this world are even real.
i'm a fan of tim leary.
Tool is my religion =P
i listen to tons of different music.
i like to listen to unknown indie bands.
i'll probably annoy you at some point by telling you to check out a whole bunch of bands.
school is important to me.
i hate having a C or even a low B.
i DO care what people think.
but only those whose opinions i value.
i could sit here and tell you i'm not the average girl...
but how average is that?
i have a volkswagen cabriolet.
'92, triple black. =]
when i'm done fixing it up, it'll rock =]
i like art.
andy warhol and alex grey are my hereos.
i don't get any color over the summer.
so i will fake and bake on occasion to even out my tone.
hair is a big deal for me.
i cut&&dye.
i'm getting extensions soon.
but as soon as my hair is super long;;
the fake hair is gone.
dye kills the hair.
so if you dye it a lot like i do;;
it'd be wise to invest in some extensions =]
i have a myspace shop.
www.myspace.com/betchboutique.
i'll be making my own extensions by the start of this school year.
i'm a smart girl.
don't mess with me.
i have wit and i know how to use it.
i hate my glasses.
when i get contacts, they'll be white.
i miss my old buddies.
and i'm reconnecting with some of them.
my two siblings are a joy.
genevive and aaron.
i love them to death.
if you bitch about them with no right to;;
i'll probably pretty much hate you.
my family isn't your average family.
which is good and bad.
i play guitar.
and have been for about half of my life.
i love it.
if you get me a hot rod grestch or a les paul black beauty;;
i'll adore you.
i like clothes.
i'm an impulse buyer.
even if it won't fit me..
i'll buy it.
and then bitch about it later when it doesn't fit me.
=]
i want several piercings and tattoos.
until i'm 18, i'm only allowed to have my ears and eyebrow done.
which will be happening as soon as i get a job.
when i turn 18 i'm getting my labret peirced and maybe my nose.
bellybutton.
and plenty of tattoos.
i want to be a warped tour worker =]
and journalist.
after that;;
i'm building an awesome 3 floor complex.
the first floor will be in the basement;;
where i'll have a stage and a bar for a venue.
the second floor will be a barber/peircing/tattoo parlor.
and the 3rd will be the sweetest cafe in the world.
it's everything i like to do wrapped up in one.
don't doubt me;;
i'll do it.
wanna help??
i'm caring.
but sometimes i care too much.
i give my opinion when it isn't always wanted.
i'm obnoxious.
i'm rude.
i'm bitchy.
i'm generous.
i laugh too loud too much at stupid things.
if anything, i just want to be remembered as someone that helped you at one point.
whether it be by making you laugh on a bad day.
or helping you see things from a different point of view.
aim me---frickin beth.
tyler is the coolest person you'll ever meet.he's the sweetest. he'll make your day better within seconds. he's my bestfriend, my boyfriend. we've been together since august 9th, 2007 and i'm nowhere near being sick of the kid. of course we have issues, every couple does. but it's worth it. we have fun doing nothing. we can annoy the hell outta eachother, but it's always okay. no matter how much we fight, it ends up being okay. i'll cry, he'll tell me it'll be fine. he always lives up to his promises. we have sooo much in common, he knows me better than anyone ever could. you can't tear us apart. be jealous =]
that's sam.
she's probably the coolest person you'll ever meet.
she's not so serious and she likes to play around.
she likes good music.
she reads good books.
she's smart.
fuck with her;;
you've fucked with me
and you'll get it back 10 times worse.
we've been through a lot together.
good times&&bad times.
we've lost touch;;
and got it back again.
she's like a sister to me.
she's been there from the beginning;;
and she'll be there at the end.
Watch what you say on the stand. You're running in circles. I know more than you think, and your words are empty. Of all the heavenly hosts! This will all make sense when the records gold. What's a few more units for your soul?
You're wasting my time, while they're wasting away. You'll never, you'll never save me. You've dropped every line, but they don't mean a thing. You'll never, you'll never save me.
You live your life in the saddest way I've ever seen. You are the reason I don't believe. I'm not denying the worth of things unseen, and this isn't a part of the next big thing. I'm just dying to show them all that you are. You are nothing.
