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my name is tiffany and i am pregnant with my second beautiful daughter named scarlet rose . . . i had given birth to my first daughter when i was only 23 weeks along; unfortunately she didnt make it but there's not a day that goes by that mommys not thinking about her . . . of course with that fact, i am a little scared with this pregnancy even though i know scarlet is perfectly healthy and she'll be here in about 3-4 months . . . i have a wonderful fiance and loving father for my daughter; he means the world to me and i dont know what id do without him . . . he's helped me thru so damn much, i dont know how ill ever make it up to him or be able to show him as much love as he's shown me . . . i love you KEN and SCARLET ! ~*LuV_u_KeN*~ ~*LuV_u_KeN*~ ~*LuV_u_KeN*~ ~*LuV_u_KeN*~ ~*LuV_u_KeN*~ ~*LuV_u_KeN*~ ~*LuV_u_KeN*~ ~*LuV_u_KeN*~ ~*LuV_u_KeN*~ Click here to make Falling Objects ~*LuV_u_KeN*~ ~*LuV_u_KeN*~ ~*LuV_u_KeN*~ ~*LuV_u_KeN*~ ~*LuV_u_KeN*~ ~*LuV_u_KeN*~ ~*LuV_u_KeN*~ ~*LuV_u_KeN*~ ~*LuV_u_KeN*~ ~*LuV_u_KeN*~ ~*LuV_u_KeN*~ ~*LuV_u_KeN*~ ~*LuV_u_KeN*~ ~*LuV_u_KeN*~ ~*LuV_u_KeN*~ ElusiveMoon.com~*LuV_u_KeN*~nov.4,2005 i lost my daughter . . . rIp IsAiAhBaby_Love Layouts

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Get your own countdown at BlingyBlob.com~*A Soul Saved, A Heart Broke*~by Morgan Le Fay~this juliet was bleeding her soul's bright fire dim in a life of sorrows it was sink or swimon the shore she saw him a romeo, prince of the night against all odds she reached out and turned from garish lightthen he pulled her from the tide saved the dying maid she afraid to love him and yet by her side he stayedwith blind faith she followed into his shadow she fell seduced by black and velvet drunk of passion's spella day spent long in bliss a moment meant so much and no more was this juliet starved from love's sweet touchthen the darkness overcame in silence he left her there never saw her tears fall or heard her heartstrings tearleft alone in pain once again she did bleed shackled by other's power longing to be freedonce again, yet time was short in twisted fate they met in shaded seconds spent together yet no where did they getagain ripped apart by time and distance seals the fate now all this juilet feels is pain, despair, and hateshe cries without a tear shed she lives without a soul she curses the one she loves now for everything he stole'I love you' she did long to hear but these were words he never said and now this juliet lays weeping and wishes she were dead~~*love_u_ken*~PARIS HILTON-"Stars Are Blind"I don't mind spending some time Just hanging here with you 'Cause I don't find too many guys That treat me like you do. Those other guys all wanna take me for a ride But when I walk they talk of suicide Some people never get beyond their stupid pride But you can see the real me inside And I'm satisfied, oh no, ohhEven though the gods are crazy Even though the stars are blind If you show me real love baby I'll show you mine I can make it nice and naughty Be the devil and angel too Got a heart and soul and body Let's see what this love can do Maybe I'm perfect for youOhh, ohh, ohhI could be your confidante Just one of your girlfriends But I know that's not what you want If tomorrow the world ends Why shouldn't we be with the one we really love? Now tell me who have you been dreaming of? I and I alone, oh, noEven though the gods are crazy Even though the stars are blind If you show me real love baby I'll show you mine I can make it nice and naughty Be the devil and angel too Got a heart and soul and body Let's see what this love can do Baby I'm perfect for youExcuse me for feeling This moment is critical Might be we feel it It could get physical, oh no, no, noEven though the gods are crazy Even though the stars are blind If you show me real love baby I'll show you mine I can make it nice and naughty Be the devil and angel too Got a heart and soul and body Let's see what this love can do Oh Let's see what love can do (Oh) Maybe I'm perfect for youMaybe I'm perfect for you (Oh) You (Oh) Maybe I'm perfect for youEven though the gods are crazy (Oh)Even though the stars are blind (Oh)Even though the gods are crazy (Oh)Even though the stars are blind (Oh)

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Click Here to get this from FreeFlashToys.com!not really lookin' to meet anyone rite now . . . i have a wonderful boyfriend who treats me like a queen n we completely adore eachother . . .i couldnt ask for a better friend . . .im staying with him now . . . we got engaged on august 31st and were planning on getting married on the same day next year . . . i am also 3 months pregnant . . . i still have 1 or 2 more dr visits before i find out what im having but when i know, you'll know . . . love you all n hope ur all doin' good . . .i love u baby with all of my heart . . . my life has become so much more precious and too perfect to put into words . . . we've already been thru so much shit, but i know there's more to come . . . it doesnt matter to me . . . id go thru hell and back just to know u'd still be there!thanks for always being there for me;no matter how much i got on ur nerves lol . . . i hope u can see that i was so overprotective cuz ur my baby n i love ya. . . ur my best friend and i dont know what id do without u girl . . . you n me; shit, we've been thru EVERYTHING!you know i love you . . . i may not always agree with u or wut u do, but ur my sister and ill ALWAYS be here for u . . . i hope that u know that n u'll always understand that i may not show it all the time, but its true . . . were family . . .BLOOD . . .ur stuck with methank you all for being there for me in the past year; this has been the hardest part of my life . . . anyone who knows me knows i had to struggle . . .i love you all so much . . . i used to wish that i could just close my eyes and wake up to realise this has all just been a dream . . . but things have changed . . . i realised that you have to take the badd with the good . . . believe it or not, theres been more good than anything for me lately lol..START BZOINK.COM SURVEY CODE
Pregnant and Waiting
Name: tiffany
Birthdate: july 7, 1986
Current Age: 20
Height: 4'11''
Weight before pregnancy: 145 lbs
Current Weight: too much lol
Dad's Name: kenneth
Dad's Birthdate: 1-1-1984
Dad's Age: 23
Dad's Height: 5'11''
Dad's Weight before pregnancy: 175 lbs
Dad's Current Weight: not sure lol
When did you find out your were pregnant: i found out when i was 8 weeks pregnant
What was your reaction: i couldn't stop smiling
Who did you tell first about the pregnancy: kenneth of course
Date of Conception: sometime in september
Due Date: june 11, 2007
Was the pregnancy planned: not really; we didnt care if it happened tho
How did your parents react: my parents were very happy
How did his parents react: dad was happy, his mom wasnt happy til she found out i was having her first granddaughter
Did you go to the doctor yet: hell yeah
Did you have your first ultrasound: yes
Do you know the sex? Boy or Girl: a beautiful baby girl
How is the baby's movement: she's very active
How is the baby's heartbeat: the heart beat is 150
Baby's name: scarlet rose schirrmacher
Who do you think the baby will look like: she already looks alot like the both of us
Mom to be's favorite foods: cereal and hot wings
Mom to be's latest cravings: hot wings and checkers lol
Mom to be's latest "mom" moment: taking care of my biggest child. . . ken lol
What was the first change you noticed in your body: how emotional i was and my boobs were really sore
What was the latest change in your body: my bellys huge; i have alot of stretch marks too
What is your sleep schedule: i cant remember the last time i slept thru the hole nite
What is your work schedule: not currently working, had to stop cuz of the baby
What is the last thing you bought for the baby: a bib that says " i love daddy"
What was the last thing you bought for yourself: tortilla chips(no trans fat) and salsa
Planned birth place: shands in gainsville,fl
Who will be in the room with you: obv. ken, i also want debi and my daddy there; they saw isaiah be born, so i want them to see scarlet
Are you scared: petrified; i have been around babies all my life, but its different when the baby's yours . . . i hope im a good mom
Are you going to use drugs: nope; im planning to go all natural
How do you think you will react: lots of pain hahaha
How do you think the father will react: i just hope he doesnt faint hahaha
Have you started birthing classes: nope; but that'll be coming up reall soon
What is the nursery theme: not sure just yet; havent found something perfect enough for my little princess
Are you going to breastfeed? in public: yes i plan to breastfeed; not in public tho, thats a little too weird lol
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Music:

i love a mix of things: my fave's range from,"silver and cold" by aFi, "about us"by brooke hogan, to "what hurts the most" by rascal flatts and "lips of an angel" by Hinder. . . i guess it just all depends on my mood that day lol

Movies:

i love anything that can keep my attention . . . my fave's are "snakes on a plane(def-#1)","nightmare before christmas", "scarface", "the godfather" trilogy, and "silent hill" . . .

Television:

bad girls club, maury, law n order (s.v.u) etc.

Books:

the "dave pelzer" series (a child called it,etc.), the perks of being a wallflower, chicken soup for the teenage soul, any kind of poetry

Heroes:

the love of my life "W.kEnNeTh ScHiRrMaChEr" and of course . . .thank u baby . . . u saved my life___mOmMy_LuVs_U___

My Blog

sTiLl FeElS sO sUrReAl . . .

it still just doesnt feel real to me; am i really gonna be a mom?! i had forgotten what it felt like to feel your baby growing inside of you; just kicking and rolling around . . .you might even ...
Posted by ~* BaBy_ScArLeT@24_wKs *~ on Tue, 20 Feb 2007 02:26:00 PST

poem for baby isaiah . . .

wake me from this nightmare   mommy lost her mind when ur heart wouldnt beat i delivered ur lifeless body before we had a chance to meet mommys heart was broken when i had to let you go 'cause t...
Posted by ~* BaBy_ScArLeT@24_wKs *~ on Sun, 25 Dec 2005 05:47:00 PST

HoLa Mi FaMiLiA ! ! ! !

well i went to the drs nov.1st and found out my due date is sometime around june 13th of next year . . . god, i still have a ways to go, and it feels like forever lol . . . i wont complain cuz i know ...
Posted by ~* BaBy_ScArLeT@24_wKs *~ on Fri, 03 Nov 2006 12:55:00 PST

mOmMy MiSsEs YoU

i see babies around, what would've been, your age n i try not to cry or think of all the pain I felt when i had to say "goodbye" i think of u being up in heaven with all the others I have lost so I'll...
Posted by ~* BaBy_ScArLeT@24_wKs *~ on Sun, 10 Sep 2006 12:33:00 PST