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In the corner beside my window There hangs a lonely photograph There is no reason I'd never notice A memory that could hold me backThere is a wound that's always bleeding There is a road I'm always walking And I know you'll never return to this placeGone through days without talking There is a comfort in silence So used to losing all ambition Struggling to maintain what's leftThere is a wound that's always bleeding There is a road I'm always walking And I know you'll never return to this placeOnce undone, there is only smoke Burning in my eyes to blind To cover up what really happened Force the darkness unto meThere is a wound that's always bleeding There is a road I'm always walking And I know you'll never return to this placeSad how the lyrics of that song only come to mind when i'm heart broken. but i'm getting over it, slowly but surely.Anyway i'm a good listener, and i take everyone seriously until i get the hint that nothing you say is to be taken seriously. for the most part people see me as a person who will most likely succeed in life. too bad i can't shake the heir of failure off of my shoulders right now.on a lighter note. i really don't judge ppl based on sexuality, race, or religion. i might seem like i'm a brick wall at first but most people who really get to know me or even have a conversation find out that i'm not the average person. i realized something years ago. that we don't have gurantees in life. that following your heart isn't always the right thing to do. and that life in short is fucked up and not fair to alot of ppl. so self pitty and sympathy for others is rather low on my list of good qualities. homeless ppl are homeless because they wanna be. If they wanted something more they'd stop asking for my money and get a shitty job and be the best at it until they were able to afford something better in life.addicts are addicts because they don't wanna give it uplife is what you make it. not what it throws at you. thats how i see it. when your down just look for a chance to get back up. and when you see it. grab it by the balls and don't let go.as far as partying and all that good stuff. i'm not the type to go out all the time. If i go on a date. i'd rather go out to lunch. come back to my place (or hers for those with agoriphobia)and watch a movie together. i feel that quality time is the best time. and being scared to be honest with someone and tell them how you feel i think is lame. i know its hard, and i know getting that same honesty back hurts but it happens.anyway i'm a jokester. I like stupid jokes that take a minute to tell and have a ingenius punch line. i like substance and plot in everything. i asked my ex on april fools would she marrie me. lol. wow that couch was so uncomfortable. but it was worth it.For the most part if you like me and who i am and not just what i look like (for those weird girls out there that think i'm cute) hit me up. late