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About Me

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At birth I was given the name Cynthia but everyone calls me Cyn. I'm 24 years old and live in the lower east side of manhattan. I'm Puerto Rican but dont speak a word of spanish. Call me a fake hispanic I really dont care. I'm not going to pretend to be something I'm not. So lets cut right to the chase shall we? I'm Christian, love God go to church but dont need to promote scripture verses and huge picture of jesus on my page to make a statement. Thats too much. I sing. I like to dance. I love music. I got low tolerance for BS and ignorance. I dont get offended much. Just let everything roll of my shoulders. I'm ver sarcastic, to the point where your going to wanna punch me in the face. I dont like pretty boys or dudes with rock hard abs. That dont make my mouth water. I usually go for the chunkey dudes. Im not a skinny chick dont really care to be one either. I love my plump ass self. Food makes me happy. I love horror movies. I get turned off real easily. I dont like being suffocated and smothered, I'll stab you with a pencil. I'm not normal, no really I'm not. I have a muscle joint disorder and I'm bipolar. Crazy? No a little out there? Yea you can say that. Im single , been single for 3 years. Single by choice. Havent met any dude who can tolerate my crazyness. I dont wanna be tamed I want someone to get all crazy with me, lets rain and paint the town Green [screw red]
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little girls were made for...

pony tails && pink nails, cherry lipbalm && ruffle socks. those are the girls that get mocked. i was raised to think little girls should be silent && never heard, kept constricted like a caged bird. w...
Posted by on Sun, 05 Jul 2009 08:48:00 GMT

How im feeling RIGHT NOW

Eradicated/Obliterated/Shutdown/Spiritually MutilatedJudged/Crucified/False Hope/Full of lies/Unclear Futures/Desperatley trying to make it/Face a blank canvas/Smiles gotta fake it/Keep it moving/Life...
Posted by on Wed, 24 Jun 2009 18:54:00 GMT

Survivor

I am a survivor. And I will explain why. I've survived physical, emotional, mental and sexual abuse from a little girl to the age of 21 when I finally had enough and stood up for myself. My parents ha...
Posted by on Sun, 21 Jun 2009 19:36:00 GMT

My eye see differently

Growing up I always felt different than everyone else. Not so much like I was the girl that always got left out of everything because that was never the case. I just did not feel like I belonged anywh...
Posted by on Sun, 21 Jun 2009 13:06:00 GMT

Days

I have days when I wake up and I feel fine. Then I have days where I wake up looking in the mirror barely recognizing who I am. For countless reasons. So many days have gone by since the pain. So many...
Posted by on Mon, 15 Jun 2009 18:43:00 GMT

Just Journaling Today

Lets get one thing straight. Please. I'm not Emo. I'm not some lovesick chick who cant stand the thought of being alone. I'm not searching for a boyfriend. No. I went threw an abusive 5 year relations...
Posted by on Sun, 14 Jun 2009 19:09:00 GMT

Lord we were destined.

wicked sin has been cast away/and here i wake to a brand new day/where the storm has cleared/and i can see the horizon/now my soul stretches wide/reaching towards the heavens/i worship you my king/ext...
Posted by on Sun, 26 Apr 2009 00:32:00 GMT

History ...NO.HER-Story!

I think its about time I share my story & testimony. I'm 24 years old now but boy do I feel as if Im 40 inside. Why? Because I was forced to grow up. keyword FORCED. My parents did their best to make ...
Posted by on Sun, 22 Mar 2009 17:14:00 GMT

Penny & Charleston[Need a Good Title]UNDER CONSTRUCTION

Love, an emotion so grand it fills the heart up to the very core. Not only is it an emotion but an action. Because when you love someone so dear, you want the whole world to know. And with that you wa...
Posted by on Wed, 11 Mar 2009 00:02:00 GMT

Jesus is the TRUTH [dont like it, dont read it]

Majority of people that are going to come across my page are either going to ignore, not bother to read or will be offended and find themselves strangely angered or bothered by me, for no apparent rea...
Posted by on Sun, 04 Jan 2009 22:53:00 GMT