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{BVK} Coke-E Monster

Forget who you are. Good. Now take a look in the mirror.

About Me

The basic tool for the manipulation of reality is the manipulation of words. If you can control the meaning of words, you can control the people who must use the words. --Philip K. Dick
I live, i breathe, I lie, I die, I laugh, I scream I'm here I'm gone But you honestly can't tell who I am by a small paragraph on THE SPACE
Its all really invalid because I could say anything on here and you would consider it real, why whould I have any reason to lie on this sea of truth known as my space? Its really kind of sad how we try to keep contact through this screen and keyboard never really taking the time to have a real conversation face-to-face. I really don't feel like any of this is real without being able to reach out and touch you. if you think about it thats the only thing that we can use to prove that anyone's real .TOUCH.It has a lot more use than anyone could really imagine. Even then though its all a matter of what we believe and we are so desperate to believe something that we'll believe anything. But I am a hypocrite because I am guilty of all this but at least I know what I am. So really if you want to know more you'll just have to attempt to get to know me. Smile!
"What do you see right now? You see exactly and only what I choose to show you. That is illusion Ivy that is the lie that I tell your eyes. Makin' the magic happen in the moment, in that split second. I can shape it, I can shift it, I can make it as real as this room. That is why I am valuable here Ivy and that is why you are not. I am sorry, I love you, I never wanted it to be like this, you know that. "
"The path of the righteous man is beset on all sides by the inequities of the selfish and the tyranny of evil men. Blessed is he who, in the name of charity and good will, shepherds the weak through the valley of darkness, for he is truly his brother's keeper and the finder of lost children. And I will strike down upon thee with great vengeance and furious anger those who attempt to poison and destroy my brothers. And you will know my name is the Lord when I lay my vengeance upon you"
"How happy is the blameless Vestal's lot!
The world forgetting, by the world forgot
Eternal sunshine of the spotless mind!
Each pray'r accepted, and each wish resign'd."
"Motherfucking cocksucker motherfucking shit fucker what am I doing? What am I doing? I don't know what I'm doing. I'm doing the best that I can. I know that's all I can ask of myself. Is that good enough? Is my work doing any good? Is anybody paying attention? Is it hopeless to try and change things? The African guy is a sign, right? Because if he isn't, than nothing in this world makes any sense to me. I'm fucked! Maybe I should quit. Don't quit! Maybe I should just fucking quit. Don't fucking quit! I don't know what the fuck I'm supposed to fucking do anymore! Fucker! Fuck shit!"
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My Interests

Living.
Beingness
Nothingness
and this amazing kid....

I'd like to meet:

Your alter-ego.
Your Self-loathing.
Your mindless indulgence.
Your emptiness.
Your Brainwashed Zombie Shell.

get it yet?
...

Music:

Sounds like ahhh
a refreshing delightful three to five minutes of heaven

Movies:

Seriously Let's make one!

Television:

Rots your brain!

Books:

reeedyng es gud

Heroes:

are villains in disguise!

My Blog

would you care

to be sick with the sounds of despair. as you lightly walk by the corpses of children and mothers crying for help. would you care to be run out and down before your prime time has come and life reache...
Posted by {BVK} Coke-E Monster on Sun, 09 Mar 2008 11:34:00 PST

how it is

when you touch it to make her shake and quake in a fit of pleasurable sensations. she lays back and lets him do the thing that makes her scream she has no choice its her vice and ...
Posted by {BVK} Coke-E Monster on Sun, 09 Mar 2008 11:22:00 PST

Wasted

Again, its becoming a rutine to be relied upon for entertainment purposes only dont worry its just another day in the life of lex lunacy.  Number one enemy of monotony and ignorance,  battle...
Posted by {BVK} Coke-E Monster on Fri, 08 Feb 2008 06:00:00 PST

And you know its...

nothing to be afraid of the haze that consistsof the thc being blazed as i light another one. its just the best way to keep me calm theses days seeing as i have such explosive emotions. and y...
Posted by {BVK} Coke-E Monster on Fri, 25 Jan 2008 09:45:00 PST

Neckless but this necklace i wear so well

And you naturally assume that you are so sauve and so debonaire that you can automatically woo me into submission. I am a difficult woman who does not go with out a fight. Braceless with a bracelet t...
Posted by {BVK} Coke-E Monster on Tue, 18 Sep 2007 12:55:00 PST

A second chance at

..> Being something for someone someday. and  brightening the day of some unsuspecting patron of some run down gin joint maybe?  Or somethign that could bring a smile to my face eventuall...
Posted by {BVK} Coke-E Monster on Mon, 10 Sep 2007 11:35:00 PST

More Blinding than a Pure UV ray

..> and i have no shades to block it. Sounds of serenades cloud my brain and memories of sweet nothings at all,  slip in through the cracks of more important nothings. Emptily you have no cont...
Posted by {BVK} Coke-E Monster on Mon, 10 Sep 2007 09:34:00 PST

many a daze in a haze of smoke

my life seems to revolve around many a daze in a haze of smoke(and booze). at this moment i just so happen to be recovering from a nasty little hangover and my oh my was it a nasty one. Waking up aft...
Posted by {BVK} Coke-E Monster on Sun, 02 Sep 2007 06:06:00 PST

Dime for a dozen

My time has been very well spent, i guess new experiences and new epiphanies, a summer of revelations. The end is nearing, i do fear; and these three months of inffectual escapades will be nothing but...
Posted by {BVK} Coke-E Monster on Tue, 21 Aug 2007 11:22:00 PST

Crime and Vulnerabiltiy.

Did you look in the mirror and forget your identitiy? When i look in your eyes i see soo much lost and you can not hold on to your sense of self. Feed feed feed off of our positivity. You bring it dow...
Posted by {BVK} Coke-E Monster on Tue, 15 May 2007 11:46:00 PST