Transsexual... what does that word really mean? I used to have the philosophy that I do not have to explain it. I thought that you just had to deal with what you were getting and either accept it or deny without incident. Well, with me I should have known by now that nothing is ever set in stone. And that part of life is learning and all the things that I learn bring me to new understandings and that means new levels of education! I was not born a girl...not even close...I wanted to be one! I never knew how it was going to happen, I just new one day I would be the person I always wanted to be. I also thought by becoming a girl all my problems would just go away! That life would turn into a fairy tale....well that hasn't happened! lol not by a long shot!
But I am certainly thankful for where I am, for what I have been allowed to do thus far, and the people I have been allowed to come into contact with....I haven't made the right decisions....I have done some things that I am very sorry for! But I also have accomplished a lot! and rather than focus on the bad and wonder what I could have done differently, IM going to observe the mistakes and keep going ......after all I cant punish myself forever......It's done.... So on to the next big adventure ... what's in store for this lil girl, I don't know.......But what I know for sure is that IM only that Tranny word in the dictionary.....but that doesn't define me....I like the word Tranzilla much better! lol sounds more......proper.............lol""Our deepest fear is not that we are inadequate. Our deepest fear is that we are powerful beyond measure. It is our light, not our darkness, that most frightens us. We ask ourselves, Who am I to be brilliant, gorgeous, talented, fabulous? Actually, who are you not to be?""
