Drained |
I'm so tired - I just don't feel I have the strength for anything.
I feel emotionally empty, confused and hurting so bad.
Can't talk not through choice, have nothing to say.
I can hardly functi...
Posted by on Sat, 25 Aug 2007 20:55:00 GMT |
Going under |
Thank you so much for putting this onto me - as if I fucking need it.
My head is spining - it's gonna explode with all this pressure.
What do you want me to do? What do you want from me?
I can't...
Posted by on Sat, 25 Aug 2007 17:03:00 GMT |
. . . |
MY BODY
MY LIFE
MY CHOICE
Posted by on Sun, 12 Aug 2007 08:38:00 GMT |
One more sleep |
Count them again, line them up, how pretty. Look at them all uniform in their little green jackets. Look so polished and new. Sparkley and clean.
Almost too good to eat. ...
Posted by on Sun, 12 Aug 2007 08:36:00 GMT |
All I ever wanted |
ALL I WANT IS FOR THIS PAIN TO SEEM PURPOSEFUL
You think I'm smiling?
You think I'm laughing?
Fuck you
I'm dying slowly
from the inside out.
Rotting from view
and it feels good
I'm in co...
Posted by on Sun, 12 Aug 2007 08:34:00 GMT |
No Identity |
I always felt DIFFERENT. I always felt out of place. I always felt lost, a MISFIT, a burden.
No one made me feel like that - it was something that I felt deep inside of me and could not&nb...
Posted by on Sat, 28 Jul 2007 15:49:00 GMT |
Stops your heart beating |
The time is arriving...it's getting closer...then it will be over.
They say it takes until the first year to get over and be able to move on.
I say bollocks to that. Say that to my face.
Say th...
Posted by on Fri, 27 Jul 2007 20:46:00 GMT |
Blank, cheap, disgust |
I want to be drained of my blood and humanity forever
Something bigger than me is taking over my body and mind
I'm possessed
I myself am hell
Soon, I will be here no more you will hear my t...
Posted by on Fri, 27 Jul 2007 20:34:00 GMT |
Ever lasting emptiness |
What do you do when your mind is racing with thoughts but you can't catch hold of a single one?When your heart is bursting with emotions but feels so empty?When you have so much to say, but no...
Posted by on Thu, 26 Jul 2007 20:23:00 GMT |
Emotionally stunted |
Why can I never be so freely spoken?
It's like being in a continual struggle, being gagged and not allowed to speak.
Emotionally stunted, incapable of being an adult.
Beat myself up for not being true...
Posted by on Sun, 08 Jul 2007 08:27:00 GMT |
