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i am sarcastic and stubborn. prideful. opinionated. intellegent. i am artsy. i tend to look stupid, but it's worth the amusement. libra. far from perfect but im worth it. i act strong to hide the hurt. hopeless romantic. big smile. sad eyes. smart but lazy. attention seeker. quite most of the time, not so quite the rest of the time. more like my mother than i like to admit.i love the color red. natually inquisitive. i still take bubble baths. a sugar addict. big heart, bruised heart. heartbreaker and heartbroken. i tend to fall too hard too fast. I usually trust with my heart instead of listening to the logic in my head. i wear my heart on my sleve. i am trying to learn to not let my heart get ahead of my mind. i try to not have too many expectations because it keeps me from being dissapointed. i laugh too hard at stupid things. i love rainy days. i always dance like no one is watching. i find beauty in imperfection. slow to trust but im quick to love. i love the beach at night. i drive around to relax. i think that kissing in the rain and not caring who's watching is extremly sexy. i usually push too hard, and i give too much. i believe in karma. im a sucker for a romantic gesture. i am fat, not chubby, not plump, fat, but that is slowly changing. i believe in naps in the middle of the day. i believe in breakfast in bed. i love a good book, one that you can get lost in. i hate liars. i hate my food to touch. i love finding a song that says exactly what i am feeling at that moment. a certain mood combined with a certain song can bring me to tears instantly. my favorite part of a song is the beginning. i hate people who play mind games. i love finding things that i thought i lost, i hate loosing things. i feel better when i laugh. the kind of laughs that never end. the kind of laughs that remind me what pure happiness feels like. i feel better when i cry. the kind of tears that have been a long time coming. the kind of tears that clean everything out and make you feel tired. driving with the windows down and music blasting gives me a sense of rebellion. i wish i had a voice like christina and a body like eva. i love the smell of orange blossoms in the spring. if you really look me in the eyes you will be able to see my mind racing. i wish that someone had told me that happily ever after only happens in fairy tales and that nothing is ever handed to you. i try very hard to learn to accept my defeats with my head up and my eyes open,and with the grace of a woman, not the grief of a child. i am a kid at heart but i am pretty wise for my age.i believe that true character is revealed in what you do when no one is looking, and that actions speak much louder than words.i love the feeling of a sleeping baby on my chest. i don’t believe that true love exists, and i know that real love takes work. i believe in the power of a kind heart. i think that the things that go unsaid hurt the most. for the rest of my life...i wish i could never have a need for anything, have friendships that will last forever, always remember what falling in love feels like, have babies and spoil them, spend all my summers at the beach. sing in my car alone at the top of my lungs, and drink coffee for the late night conversations, instead of the early morning stress. i wish the moments that give you butterflies and goosebumps would remain a common thing. i wish i could relive things that i was able to look forward to and not have to miss things that i can only look back on. i make wishes on shooting stars even when the expectations and reason to have gone out the window. you should always have hope. you should always believe. just because, that's the way you should live.