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Cara-Lyn = More determined than ever to Live Again

I am here for Friends

About Me

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Simply put, Im just me, I am OCD clean and ocd in my home. So if you aint clean, you aint got a chance. Im also a blonde, blue, swedish and a scorpio. I'm true, genuine, don't play games, don't lie, sneak, cheat, steal or screw with people mentally, physically or in any other way.
I know who I am and I'm not out to be something or someone I'm not nor do I want to change anyone.
I will admit that I am cute but Ive been called "sexy" "hot" a "milf" and quite a few others that all mean the same. But I will say I am certainly not a scrawny skelator or a myspace ho that posts my naked pics or me sitting in a t-shirt to draw in the guys. Please do not compare me to any of those cuz that is just so not me by no means and wont be either.
I dont mind having guy friends or even hangin out and playin pool or just chattin - however, I under no circumstance can or will put up with any man or women that lies, sneaks, cheats or steals - my morals are better than that so Im sorry but I cant even have people like that as friends.
I judge everyone for who they are, don't pick out things or looks to give the boot, take people for how they act and present themselves and I take it from there without a doubt.
I value the real friends that I have - in my life and on here and Im there for them just as much as they are there for me. We chat, comment and talk on the phone bak n forth and if they need me no matter what the time of day, im there.
Other than that, I am now a single mom because my husband of 23 years just suddenly drop dead on me and the kids on March 4 - and this is really affecting us in every way possible! Im a stong ass person who can stand on her own 2 feet and can get through each day. I am also a very determined person and strive to overcome anything or anyone that kicks me down. But this is absolutely the worse thing anyone could go through - so many deaths come along and each are different but honestly losing a husband or wife is absolutely the most worst heart wrenching thing anyone could have to go through.
So I am only here for friends and trying to get on with my life so Im gonna hit the big girl world and try n start to have a relationship after beeing with someone for 23 years. It sucks having to start over and I am no way into the date this one and that one shit and oh hell no on the friends (with fuk benefits too) - I am a serious person when it comes to being with someone and if ya cant handle a serious long term relationship then ya not gonna find anything here. But if your serious and can haddle a real relationship then send an email.
I love riding my harley, flaunting what I've got and I'm very proud of the way I look especially for the age I'm at. Me and my kids are luv to bust ass, goof and torment each other for fun. Its great the are grown now cuz mommy's sentence is over ha ha.
No matter what I speak my mind, say it like it is and not affraid to speak up - I dont like to hold anything back or not let things be known because some people thing that it to hide something so I wont hold anything bak no matter what the catagory or situation.
If any of this has offended anyone - Im so sorry just speaking my mind cuz I've only been there and done that and Im simply put "SICK OF IT"
So I not here looking for sympathy or anything or that sort but just letting it be known that I will always love my husband more than anything in this world and Im not gonna be the one alone for the rest of my life either.

My Interests

I'd like to meet:

No matter who I deal with on here, I would certainly hope you don't have your head up your ass, can be genuine and if you want to have anything to do with me, its an absolute must that you don't lie, sneak, cheat or steal. And to be a real bonus = have morals, know where your loyalties are.

My Blog

Hope = we'll see

As we sit we wonder whyHow much time has slipped on byWhat was, is no moreWhat is next, you don't knowBut don't stop or go too slowHarder you think you tryYet another passes you byWhat is right now Bu...
Posted by on Mon, 09 Mar 2009 22:51:00 GMT

ITS ALMOST 6 MONTHS ALREADY

Its almost 6 months alreadythe time has passes just as youIm so glad all was bak to normal for Thanksgiving and ChristmasFor 23 years my life right to the very endwe were us and will be againfred you ...
Posted by on Tue, 26 Aug 2008 21:50:00 GMT

this is for debby

JUST FOR YOU As we sit we think of who we've lost Each year passes on yet still in our hearts We sit remember, laugh and cry Never letting go of how much they meant As the tears roll down Our heart br...
Posted by on Sun, 12 Aug 2007 15:27:00 GMT

Enjoy what Ive written over the years

REMEMBER WITH LOVE As we gather to say our goodbyes with tears in our eyes We see someone special at rest wishing she didn't go but knowing it was best Its so overwhelming to know just how much she fo...
Posted by on Mon, 16 Jul 2007 18:15:00 GMT

TRYIN TO CLEAR MY HEAD

my mind is running i don't understand why the strongest feeling as if to cry i feel though something is wrong not knowing what it could be is all okay i wish i knew maybe then i wouldnt feel so b...
Posted by on Mon, 16 Jul 2007 13:42:00 GMT

Cant we catch a break

STILL KNOCKIN ON MY DOOR Over the course of so little time Death doesnt seem to want to stop knockin on my door Cant it take a break, I cant take much more I've lost too many I cared for with my all ...
Posted by on Tue, 03 Jul 2007 22:17:00 GMT

POEM REMEMBERING EVERYONE WE'VE LOST

Death came a knocking again this morning Why he makes people suffer before he comes Too many go on each and every day Tormenting and hurting and getting away The soles that are good seem to get it...
Posted by on Sat, 07 Apr 2007 18:42:00 GMT

Best Evanescence Song Ever


Posted by on Sat, 31 Mar 2007 09:55:00 GMT

so close yet so far away

With each passing day so much fills our way As we try to gather each passing thought We know its hard and wonder how Must calm ourselves especially our mind We go where we must for moments in time To...
Posted by on Wed, 28 Feb 2007 19:53:00 GMT

Dedicated to my brother in law's 1 year death anniversary yesterday - I miss him with all

It was our day Eight o'clock on the morning that you left The day was dark, I sat in my room They walked in and told me that you'd gone That moment on I knew you'd be our angel Knew you'd be our ...
Posted by on Sat, 17 Dec 2005 21:24:00 GMT