Lisa

Divorced/Single; I am so lucky to have a boyfriend who loves me more than I ever dreamed. I don't know why he does, but he loves me unconditionally, fully, and beautifully. We are the best of friends and are connected in an spiritual way that is almost eerie. He Knows when I need him. All I have to do is think about him and tell him (in my head) that I need him and he is there or on the phone within minutes. This is really amazing, but in the beginning it was very wierd! Right now we are not living together because family issues arose that needed his attention. I miss him when he's not here, but I LOVE the fact that this man puts his children, all boys, first. Regardless of thier age, they will always be his boys and he will always be there to help them. I have NEVER met a man that I respect more. (Except maybe my awesome stepdaddy Arnie!) Scotty and I will be living together again very soon and getting married sometime in the future. I love the feeling of being married, but in this case, right now, knowing that he loves me and can't live without me, and NEEDS me, is even more of a wonderful feeling. We are together in every way that counts for now. Our time is coming. I'll wait. Scotty is worth waiting for. My almost 12 year old daughter Tiffani is my best reason for getting up each day! (Could it be because she makes so much noise I have no choice but to get up?).I am always looking to deepen my spirituality. I recently had an experience where I was working for a very Christian organization, but it had more backstabbing and lying than I've come across in a long time. I was very disappointing. But it did teach me that I don't have to be surrounded by Christians to BE one. I already am. What I want to do now is live my life in a way that is pleasing to HIM. I have a long way to go, but Iam trying. Soon, I will be able to put the biggest stumbling block behind me, the not being married to man I love. When we have all the issues sorted out and are living the way God wants us to be, then I can finally go back to church. I miss it so much. Even though I just said that I don't have to be surrounded by Christians, it helps me feel good and live better. Yikes, I didn't mean to say so much! That is the REAL me.