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*BEAUTIFULLY BROKEN*

... WHEN THIS MEMORY FADES... I'M GONNA MAKE SURE IT'S REPLACED... WITH CHANCES TAKEN... HOPE EMBRAC

About Me

So you want to know about me? Well I wrote this in a blog a while back and it totally describes me…inside and out…
I am a girl who…loves music with such passion, yet I don't have a musical bone in my body.
I am a girl who…collects books like other females collect shoes.
I am a girl who…feels more comfortable in a t-shirt and jeans that I'll ever will in a dress and heels.
I am a girl who…has dreamt of traveling to beautiful and exotic places, yet is too afraid to fly.
I am a girl who…thinks what I wouldn't give to find a soul mate, someone else to catch this drift.
I am a girl who…knows exactly what she wants, just hasn't figured out how to get it… yet!
I am a girl who…may come off standoffish at first, but is the most loyal friend you could ever have.
I am a girl who…is too passionate about politics, even for my own good.
I am a girl who…is interested in SO many things, yet cant for the life of me focus on just one.
I am a girl who…would love to get married, yet is petrified of commitment.
I am a girl who…is more comfortable expressing herself to hundreds of strangers (on here), yet I cant express myself one on one.
I am a girl who…loves and adores children, yet has come to terms with the fact I may never have any.
I am a girl who…can be in a room full of people, yet feel so completely alone.
I am a girl who…has done what is "expected" of her, yet in the process maybe never really been myself.
I am a girl who…puts out a "I don't care" attitude, yet I constantly worry what others think of me.
I am a girl who…expects trust in a relationship, yet I build up walls around myself so that I don't get hurt.
I am a girl who…wishes for love and closeness from certain people, yet I know in my heart that may never happen.
…and to sum it up in the words of one of my favorite songs…
I can be an asshole of the grandest kind
I can withhold like it's going out of style
I can be the moodiest baby and you've never met anyone
Who is as negative as I am sometimes
I am the wisest woman you've ever met.
I am the kindest soul with whom you've connected.
I have the bravest heart that you've ever seen
And you've never met anyone
Who's as positive as I am sometimes. - "Everything" - Alanis Morissette
I am all this and so much more. I am a piece of everyone I've come to know, for they, good and bad make me who I am, who I strive to be, and in some cases, who I know I don't ever want to become. I make no excuses or apologies for who or how I am. This is me standing here showing you the complete me, plain and simple.
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My Interests


I'd like to meet:

HONESTLY JUST SOME HONEST AND GENUINE PEOPLE. THOSE WHO ARE TRULY THEMSELVES NO IF ANDS OR BUTS. I WOULD ALSO LOVE TO MEET MY BLOG BUDDIES, THEY ARE THE BEST!
I WOULDNT MIND MEETING MY HUGE OBSESSIONS IN LIFE:

Music:

LOVES: I LOVE ALL KINDS OF MUSIC... YES ALL KINDS!! IF ITS GOOD I'LL GIVE IT A TRY.

Movies:

TOO MANY TO NAME...

Television:

OBSESSED WITH:
I ALSO LOVE:
GREYS ANATOMY
PROJECT RUNWAY
TOP CHEF
SEINFELD
AMAZING RACE
LAW & ORDER: SVU
DIRTY SEXY MONEY
THE GAME
BROTHERS & SISTERS
HOW I MET YOUR MOTHER
THE BIG BANG THEORY
JUST TO NAME A FEW...

Books:


CURRENTLY READING BOTH BOOKS BY BARACK OBAMA... AND SAVAGE BEAUTY - THE AUTOBIOGRAPHY OF EDNA ST. VINCENT MILLAY. PLUS ANYTHING BY TONI MORRISON, E. LYNN HARRIS, AND JODI PICOULT. BASICALLY ANYTHING BUT ROMANCE NOVELS... YUCK!

My Blog

FRIDAYS WTF FILES...

Hey everyone& here's this weeks madness& - A California man has been charged with attempted murder after he allegedly shot a prostitute because she got tired of having sex. The unidentified prostitut...
Posted by *BEAUTIFULLY BROKEN* on Fri, 17 Oct 2008 08:14:00 PST

WEVE LEARNED TO RUN FROM ANYTHING UNCOMFORTABLE (GBE)...

AFFECTION. Its something that I've never been too comfortable with. I know its because I do put up walls around myself. I've always had this attitude that I wouldn't let anyone hurt me so ill only le...
Posted by *BEAUTIFULLY BROKEN* on Thu, 16 Oct 2008 07:35:00 PST

20 INCH THIGHS...MAKE 20 INCH EYES...

This year my family has decided to have a Halloween party for the kids. Now as I recall growing up we never had a party when we were younger& but that's another blog for another time. Am I bitter? Um...
Posted by *BEAUTIFULLY BROKEN* on Tue, 14 Oct 2008 07:54:00 PST

CAN YOU LET ME KNOW...

Could it be I've gotten too sensitive?? NAH!!!! Someone claims they were joking with me&and I took it to heart. Now I'm not the easiest person to offended& I mean it takes a lot to do that. However f...
Posted by *BEAUTIFULLY BROKEN* on Mon, 13 Oct 2008 07:17:00 PST

FRIDAYS WTF FILES...

Let's get straight to the point& here's this weeks madness& - A 52 yr old woman from Bradenton, FL was arrested because she poured a pot of boiling hot water on her husband's crotch. She told police ...
Posted by *BEAUTIFULLY BROKEN* on Fri, 10 Oct 2008 07:49:00 PST

IT’S COOL TO CALL ME DOG... BUT YOUR HEAD IS UNDER MY PAW (GBE)...

Growing up we never had pets. So this weeks GBE topic PETS was kind of a hard one for me. Oh wait! We did have a bird once but one winter it was so cold it literally froze to death. It's not that I d...
Posted by *BEAUTIFULLY BROKEN* on Thu, 09 Oct 2008 09:09:00 PST

I WANT A MAN BY MY SIDE... NOT A BOY WHO RUNS AND HIDES...

* WARNING& SEMI-RANT* Im a firm believer that you cant make things happen. That you cant "find" someone& it will just happen when it happens. THANK GOD I believe that cause the guys who are trying t...
Posted by *BEAUTIFULLY BROKEN* on Wed, 08 Oct 2008 08:38:00 PST

...FOR BETTER... WORSE... WHEREVER

I have a simple question& Do you believe that long distance relationships can work? Me and a friend of mine where having this debate earlier so I figured I would ask. As for me I don't think so. I m...
Posted by *BEAUTIFULLY BROKEN* on Tue, 07 Oct 2008 07:33:00 PST

FRIDAYS WTF FILES...

It's so long since I've done this& god I feel so out of touch! However I'm back and here's this weeks craziness& -An underdog in the election for governor of Bangkok punched and kicked a television j...
Posted by *BEAUTIFULLY BROKEN* on Fri, 03 Oct 2008 08:18:00 PST

SO FAR AWAY (GBE)...

As far as I can remember I always thought it was me. That maybe I did something and that's why we aren't as close as we are. That I don't feel as loved as I think I should be. It's taken me years to ...
Posted by *BEAUTIFULLY BROKEN* on Thu, 02 Oct 2008 08:33:00 PST