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About Me

Background By MySpace Layout ExpressI am an artist. I like drawing, writing music, writing poetry, painting, martial arts. I also enjoy nature and spiritualism. Fitness is important to me. I have a healthy diet and I weight train....AND AN ALCOHOL PROBLEM. I like to learn truth not opinion.( in literature) I don't care for too many philosophers. I'm not interested in ancient thought patterns in fixed languages.(ENGLISH TRANSLATION IS NOT 100% VIABLE AND DOES NOT APPLY TO MODERN DAY) I like to teach the same as well as give a strong opinion on all of the spiritual retards that make life more difficult than it is. In recent years I've reverted back into the man that I was raised to be and have started to use my gifts again. I have a 13 year old daughter that is the most beautiful of all the creations that I ever took part in. I WOULD PREFER THAT M.D.YON SHOW UP AT MY DOOR. I got Heather Boob though and she is a gift from God. I HAVE A FRIEND NAMED Caitlin that is a gift and my one and Only Bobby Jo...again. They accept me for me. Men suck for the most part. I love you Head. Lastly, I play guitar and sing as well as song write for Skarma Sutra....AND I LIKE TO SWIM AT 8 FOOT IN BELLWOOD....AS MUCH AS POSSIBLE...FIND ME THERE BEHIND THE DOLLAR GENERAL...AND BRING A GUITAR. Skarma Sutra "Broken Strings" Music Video
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=OvuGg_dYab4

My Interests

I'd like to meet:

God(someday), M.D.Yon (again), all the others are dead or having to prove themselves. A good woman that will learn and grow with me. I won't screw that up ever (again) Would like to meet my friend Terra again and this time talk to her without a bunch spiritual retards bothering us with their lack of intellect. I pray that I get to meet my Ex Wife Debbie again in Heaven. She went before her time. Really would like to meet M.D.YON AGAIN....and do it all right this time as friends. Life is short. I would also like to hug Bobby Jo more often.. She is my Friend for all time. We were like little kids together before we were ever together. We are better as the two geeks that we are when we see each other. That is cool.....lots of smart, artistic people that care...period...yes, I said ...CARE.

My Blog

Missing my Daughter.

I miss Kendra.We are both at fault.She knows.I am not the one that gives in either.Family is Nice.It would be really nice that people not make their life drama and act as such. If a special place is a...
Posted by on Mon, 03 Nov 2008 04:20:00 GMT

Fast Forward into the Past.

History repeats it's own happenings without effort.And how?? Because it is only happening with different people in a sometimes different place at different times.I believe that we are going to be harv...
Posted by on Mon, 06 Oct 2008 10:37:00 GMT

Screaming Eggs and Semen.

You are born.You hit the air and start screaming because you know it is "Bad" from the very beginning on a "Soul Level".You immediately start to "Die" a slow death until you are near the "SCARY END" a...
Posted by on Sun, 05 Oct 2008 05:20:00 GMT

Portals into Chaos.

The end of all that was thought to be true from a smile that was false.A simple complexity that is Evil in design and structured to trick a Fool.A Fool to believe that such Beauty could mask an Ugly E...
Posted by on Tue, 12 Aug 2008 08:37:00 GMT

VIBRATO OF EMOTION

A Failure to resolve all of this intense lacking. A lonely yet passive and yet angered sense of company....or is it really?? An infinite zero. A pushed pull of emotion that has it's own Zen. Incomplet...
Posted by on Sat, 28 Jun 2008 01:25:00 GMT

Aflowing of pain that is real love.

I feel this pain internal and sharp like a child being born to my soul. A sense of beauty and new life that is sweet and turning into the intoxicating addiction. It is that of a wine only to be ...
Posted by on Sun, 08 Jun 2008 00:15:00 GMT

Pardon of the lacking..or to of the For...

Posted memories marching in rythmatic fassion as a lethal blow of sadness is delving into further dismay. To further dismay and prolong the chaos for it's own destructive long echo of fury. We f...
Posted by on Thu, 13 Dec 2007 14:23:00 GMT

Miss ....You.

Passive thoughts of demise that are anchored in a self destructive pain of angst. Every emotion is relived with every word of every lyrical reincarnation of Emotion that is a self inflicted wound on t...
Posted by on Mon, 10 Dec 2007 09:37:00 GMT

My Family

I woke up this morning and actually cuddled in bed with my Family....and laughed and later we all took a nap. My Family is my Heather(girlfriend) and Rachel(Daughters mother) and Kendra(daughter). It ...
Posted by on Sat, 08 Dec 2007 20:23:00 GMT

You should stop yourself from this.

It is and not the answer that is to be questioned.....fortitude in self is not the selfish....tis the selfless.The find is only the loss before it was the found.Knowing the inner child of agony and ho...
Posted by on Mon, 03 Dec 2007 19:59:00 GMT