First and foremost, I am retarded. Yes, you read right, I'm retarded. Just thought I should start out with that.
I am soon to be happily un-married to a lazy musician. I’ve been in a lot of places the past few months, but am now back on track. You probably wouldn’t recognize me if you saw me now. Life’s a lot better. I have a very special person in my life who tried very hard to fix my marriage, but in the end, got stuck with me instead. He’s my male equivalent in almost every way (except he’s tall and thin, which is definitely NOT me). He’s wonderful, and I firmly believe that “God blessed the broken road that led me straight to you†when it comes to him.
I used to not enjoy doing much. I mostly stayed at home and sulked. But, I’ve become a bit more curious about the rest of the world. I listen to a lot more country, watch a lot more movies (chick flicks, of all damn things), play with my dogs more, stay outside a hell of a lot more, and enjoy getting in the truck and just going to be going. Oh yeah, and I like fishing too, now that I got a damn good fishing buddy lol.
I also have had to downsize on the animals. I now have 4 dogs – Gidget, Abby, Neishka, and Odette. My mom took my cat, Luna, and I had to give the other animals away or sell them. Hopefully will have horses again to go trailriding on, and I can’t wait to see Chris in jeans, boots, and a cowboy hat !!! MMMM !!!!
I tend to be stupid in that I normally listen to the same songs on repeat for at least three months, sometimes longer, if I really like them. I listen to the same playlist every time even though we have shitloads of music.
I'm BRUTALLY honest. I think it comes from having put up with and dealt so much shit in my life that I'm tired of it and decided that the best way to go is openly honest. I like to think I just grew up.
I think that's about all, unless you find something mysteriously hidden amongst one of my blogs that I've forgotten to mention. OH WAIT, there is something - I firmly believe that our world is an alien experiment and that the government is hiding it. I also believe that there is evidence of bigfoot, but the government hides that too, because both the truth about aliens and the truth about bigfoot would ultimately lead to the downfall of Christianity and the Church and only people like me will be positively affected by it. Oh, and Cryss would be next to me, laughing her ass off because I just busted mine trying to get away from Bigfoot.
Give me the dust of my father
Stand on the face of the ancients
Bare the secret flesh of time itselfFollow me (Follow me)
I've come so far, I'm behind again
Follow me (Follow me)
I wish so hard I'm there again
Follow me (Follow me)
Follow me (Follow me)All that I wanted were things I had before
All that I needed I never needed more
All of my questions are answers to my sins
All of my endings are waiting to beginI know the way but I falter
Can't be afraid of my patience
There's a sacred place Razel keeps safeFollow me (Follow me)
I've seen so much I'm blind again
Follow me (Follow me)
I feel so bad I'm alive again
Follow me (Follow me)All that I wanted were things I had before
All that I needed I never needed more
All of my questions are answers to my sins
All of my endings are waiting to begin
