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amanda

I am here for Friends

About Me

Once upon a time in a galaxy not unlike our own, there was a girl. There is nothing extraordinary about this girl. She was, by her own estimation, a relatively simple sort, yet she was cursed. For as long as she could remember her romantic life had been something of a disaster. Boys either fell, too hard, too fast, or not at all. She had long since given up the notion of a functional relationship. Which is why in the summer of her 20th year, she was surprised to find herself in the company of a boy who made her feel as if the curse had been lifted, if only temporarily.
one love♥

amanda.
smoke the ganja.
peace and love.

My Interests

*in loving memory*
Nathan Spencer 11.14.05
Kyle Vissing 03.19.06
Billy Houghton 05.13.06

I'd like to meet:

zach galifianakis, bob dylan, zach braff, and elliot smith if he were still around

Music:


*dashboard confessional*
*catch 22*
*musiq soulchild*
*flogging molly*
*dropkick murphys*
*taking back sunday*
*finch*
*death cab for cutie*
*fall out boy*
*alicia keys*
*B.B. King*
*the spill canvas*
*green day*
*the juliana theory*
*thrice*
*a static lullaby*
*yellowcard*
*armor for sleep*
*matchbook romance*
*the rosemary reach*
*HIM*
*lloyd banks*
*alkaline trio*
*thursday*
*hawthorne heights*
*outkast*
*dead city rejects*
*all hours*
*the click five*
*poison the well*
*system of a down*
*my chemical romance*
*backstreet boys...thats right..i said it*
*the ramones*
*the clash*
*dave matthews*
*brand new*

*the used*
senses fail
*saves the day*
* ..the list goes on*

Movies:

:indie films:
:anything with subtitles:
: all cary grant movies..he's a fox:
:napolean dynamite:
:team america:
:american history x:
:the notebook:
:bowling for columbine:
:a walk to remember:
:mean girls:
:fight club:

Television:

aqua teen hunger force
family guy
the price is right

Books:

Speak, Even Cowgirls Get The Blues, A Clockwork Orange, One Flew Over The Cuckoo's Nest, War of The Worlds, any books by William Glasser...i like psychology..what can i say?

Heroes:

Richard Simmons, Elton John, and Bob Barker....

My Blog

there is this boy..who has my heart

and i love him very very much so.he is great.
Posted by amanda on Mon, 09 Jul 2007 05:02:00 PST

my first time.....

was fucking amazing. my second time was pretty righteous as well. i love it. i want to do it again. and again. and again. VICTORY!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! !!!!!!!!!!!...
Posted by amanda on Wed, 20 Jun 2007 11:55:00 PST

with every wish, its hit or miss......

ive actually been praying on this. to whatever higher power there may be, and it still does no good. all i did was ask you to not make me regret this. you promised you wouldnt. and i do regret it. f...
Posted by amanda on Tue, 22 May 2007 09:34:00 PST

thunder

so yeah.thunder.good times.grilled out, chilled with the homies, got krunk as fuck, walked to the river, saw people, walked to hakeems, lost my buzz,went back to the river, cleaned up, sat in traffic,...
Posted by amanda on Sun, 22 Apr 2007 07:36:00 PST

confusion.

well i dont have to go to the doctor for another 4 months.thats a plus.i will be moving out within the next week or so.which is a plus.everything else is running through my mind a mile a minute and it...
Posted by amanda on Fri, 20 Apr 2007 06:57:00 PST

fuck you fucking assholes!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

for those of you who dont already know...and for those of you who insist on calling me a liar....i have a disease.its called cancer.cervical fucking  cancer.i may never be able to have kids.who f...
Posted by amanda on Mon, 02 Apr 2007 10:16:00 PST

i got a bad feeling about this...........

im scared.i dont want  to go to the doctor.i dont want to know what my second biopsy says.i dont want to do therapy.i just dont want to go.i want to cry...more than ever.but i cant because i know...
Posted by amanda on Fri, 23 Mar 2007 04:02:00 PST

i.shoot.you.run.

sittin next to my boo.he's playing guitar hero. we borrowed it from tim.sorry i wasnt at work today buddy, i felt like shit . but joey is dropping it off at charlottes tonight.no worries.ive come...
Posted by amanda on Thu, 15 Feb 2007 06:27:00 PST

fuck!fuck!fuck!

school starts tomorrow and i STILL do not have my books. can you tell im procrastinating? i have the distinct feeling that this semester is going to be a bitch.
Posted by amanda on Sun, 27 Aug 2006 06:52:00 PST

one year down....

1 whole year, me and joey have been going out....and its great. we've had our ups and downs, lots and lots of them. and when most people would have called it quits we stuck it out and worked thro...
Posted by amanda on Mon, 14 Aug 2006 04:41:00 PST