OKAY. THIS IS GETTING TO BE A LITTLE BIT RIDICULOUS. STALKING ME TO CHECK UP ON YOUR BOYFRIEND IS POINTLESS AND STUPID. I DON'T WANT YOUR BOYFRIEND. I HAVE MY OWN. MY BAD IF I'M FRIENDS WITH YOUR BOYFRIEND AND YOU'RE TOO INSECURE TO HANDLE IT. BUT, FUCK OFF YOU STUPID CUNTS. YOU HAVE NOTHING TO WORRY ABOUT. BUT, IF THIS DOESN'T STOP, I'LL GIVE YOU SOMETHING TO WORRY ABOUT. KTHX, BAI.
Okay, I'm sorry about that, but it had to be said.
Well, hello there! I would like to welcome you to my pathetic wonderful page. How're you doing today?
Thanks for showing your interest in me / my page. I doubt you're going to find what you're looking for here, so, if I at all disappoint you, I'm sorry, but..hey. I'm not looking to impress you or anyone on this pathetic awesome site. So, I apologize now that your opinion doesn't matter to me, unless you're someone that means something to me.
If you're actually reading this, congratulations, you're not like these other fagbags on this site. It means you're actually interested in what I have to say. Which means, if you're going to add me, at least send me a message first telling me who you are, and why you would like to be added.. otherwise I'm going to mark you as spam. Unless, of course, I know you.
Sending messages telling me you think I'm "beautiful" or "gorgeous" or "sexy" [it actually happens] won't get you anywhere with me, simply because, you're retarded, you're not interesting and I really don't care to add or speak with you. Try saying something interesting in a message. Don't tell me you want to fuck me, because you won't get the chance to. Don't tell me you think I'm gorgeous. You can't or didn't see enough of me to even begin to make that judgment.
Now onward with this:
I moved away from Shamokin a little while ago.. moved back and I'm just looking for people I used to know and / or was friends with.. I don't know anyone in this town anymore. Lost contact with people way before I moved. So, you probably won't remember me.. [I look semi-different than I used to] if you do, congratulations, you've a good memory..
My name is Jes, but you can refer to me as THE Jes. I'm a very open minded and very opinionated person. I speak my mind and I don't care whose feelings I hurt in the process. I usually get in trouble with doing that, but if you can't take the heat.. then stay the fuck away out of my kitchen.
Don't ever underestimate me or my intelligence... I'm damn sure that I'll surprise the hell out of you. I may not be book-smart, but I'm rather street-smart. I observe everything that goes on and pay more attention to peoples' actions rather than their words. [it's why I'm usually quiet] So, don't think that you can slither around me with your lies. Just because I don't say anything or call you on your shit doesn't mean I don't know about it. Hell, I'll even drag out the lie to see how far I can get it to go before I call you on it. [or you slip up] It makes it more fun...at least for me, anyways!
I'm twenty-four, but I'm a child at heart. Always will be. I'm a sarcastic asshole, at least 99% of the time, but I do know when and how to be serious if I really have to. There's no reason as to why I should be serious every second of the day. Have fun, enjoy life.
I have a big heart and a lot of love to give.. I just became very protective of my self and my own feelings. I put my guard up followed by brick / steel walls. It's going to take a hell of a lot to tear those walls down to prove that you're actually worth my time and effort. I've been hurt far too many times, but you know what? I'm still standing tall. No man, will EVER knock me down and keep me down. I may fall, but I can and WILL get right back up.. even with a lending hand.
I'm not afraid to take chances and I'm not afraid to be myself. I can usually predict how things end, though I try to prove myself wrong by giving someone a chance, but.. I always disappoint myself.
I'm different from those other girls. I may not be as pretty as those other girls are, however I'm ten times better than they'll ever be. I just keep getting trampled on in the process of finding someone that's worthy of having me.. and so far, I haven't found anyone that's even close. Maybe my standards are set too high..? That may be true, but I'm not going to just settle for something, because I'm worth far more than just that.
I'm crazy and I love to have all kinds of fun. I like to hang out with my friends [not that I have any anymore] and I occasionally like to drink. I don't need to drink to have a good time. I'll try almost anything once...twice if I really like it.
I'm not very fond of chicks, but the female friends I do have, I hold up high and close because I actually love them. They mean something...and they're not trashy. My male friends definitely outweigh my female friends... but just like my female friends, my guy friends are more like family than anything...and if anyone ever fucks with them.. they'll have to deal with me. Just because I'm tiny doesn't mean a damned thing.
I have this odd feeling that I'm destined to be alone. Maybe I'm being punished for something I didn't even do or something I did when I was younger. But, you know what? I've accepted that all. I've come to terms with it, and I'm just fine with it. I don't really need someone else to make me happy... sure it's a plus, but, hey. I can't be hurt by someone else if I'm just hurting myself by being alone and not being able to find that "special someone."
I currently love someone that's just too caught up in stupid shit. It breaks my heart to watch 'em do that to 'imself. I just wish some people would wise up and realize what they're doing is wrong.. and try to fix their ways.. but I guess that's too much to ask for... and I don't mean for me. I mean in general.
I guess I'm done with this. If you're interested in getting to know a different kinda' girl. Hit me up. =] I like getting messages, but I hate getting worthless ones. SAY SOMETHING INTERESTING.. is that really so hard to ask? If you catch my attention, you'll get a hell of a different reaction out of me...and not many people can actually catch my attention.. so if you do, you deserve an award.
