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But why is the rum gone?!

I met Billy-freaking-Connolly!

About Me

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"You mean, you'll put down your rock and I'll put down my sword and we'll try and kill each other like civilized people?"

Watch this! Vote for them! Its my favorite song by my favorite band, Zero Ground... it is called "Weak"

My Interests

OOOOOOOFFF...... I like alot of things! LOL...

    cooking reading writing nature rock climbing fishing hiking camping digital art "bob" tattoos piercings light bondage whips chains helping people motorcycles cars baking poetry sunsets sunrises horseback riding
    judo renfaires rockhounding being an EMT driving paganism Santeria dragons cuddling computers music guys who are hopeless romantics (like me) thunder/lightning storms laughing / laughter rocks and crystals runes tarot meeting new people making new friends foggy days sleeping in cuddling sculpting BBQ'ing


I'm sure more things will be added, once i get around to thinking about it. :) ...and to know more about me... heres this handy-dandy long-ass mother-fucking survey:

Part One... Part Two...
Name Tracy Christine Ireland
Birthday March 25, 1984
Birthplace Kadena AFB, Okinawa Japan
Current Location Vacaville, CA
Eye Color light blue :)
Hair Color long, thick, curly / wavy and red/auburn! (natural)
Height 5'11"
Right or Left handed? right handed, trying to be both
Heritage scottish mostly, some irish, swede, german, etc... i'm a european mutt. :)
The shoes you wore today uhhhh..... shoes? birkenstock wannabe's i think...
Your Weakness chocolate and a low self-esteem
What are you afraid of? SPIDERS!! and not being able to save someone in a fire.
Goals you want to achieve this year finding a job at a fire department
Your most over-used phrase on an instant messenger lol
First waking thought another day alone... *sigh*
Your best physical feature my hair
Your best mental feature my sense of humor
Your bedtime ...bed... time...? whazzat?
Pepsi or Coke? neither. Rockstar and Lost!
MacDonalds or Burger King? Jack in the Box
Single or group dates? single! more chance for romance and tender kisses.
Chocolate or Vanilla? mmmmmmmmm.... chocolate
Cappuccino or coffee? keva juice
Smoke? not anymore
Drink? yes!! *hic*
Swear? HELL fucking yes.
Do you like to sing? yeah, but im no good at it
Shower or bath? shower if im rushed, bath with candles if i'm not... but both are better with someone else! ;)
Ever been in love? *sigh* yes. it hurts like a motherfucker.
Do you want to go to college? i'm finishing college, graduating with highest honors
Do you want to get married? eventually, if i can find someone able to fall in love with me
Do you want kids? yup
How many? 4... 2 boys and 2 girl. in that order.
Do you believe in yourself? no, why should i?
Are you a health freak? i like to be healthy, if thats what you mean
Do you think you are attractive? no, why should i?
Do you get along with your parents? for the most part. more since i moved out on my own
Do you play an instrument? uhh... i cant carry a tune in a bucket
Ever been drunk? toooooooooooo many times to count
Ever been called a tease? a few times
Ever been beaten up? once...
Ever beaten someone up? oh yeah. people dont hit my family or friends.
How do you want to die? saving someone else
What do you want to be when you grow up? do i have to grow up?..... *sigh* no fun!!! :) i wanna be a firefighter / paramedic
What country would you like to visit? ireland, scotland, england, wales, rome, greece, galapagos, etc. i want to see the world!!!
In a BF/GF, favorite eye color? umm.. blue, i guess. as long as they smile WITH their eyes, i dont really care
In a BF/GF, favorite hair color? mmmmm. red.
In a BF/GF, favorite feature? smile
In a BF/GF, short or long hair? long! atleast long enough to spike... tho longer is just... sexy. :)
In a BF/GF, how tall? i dont care... but taller than me is nice.
In a BF/GF, what weight? uhhh... i dont care, really. some pudge is nice, more to hold. i dont like grossly over weight, or grossly underweight, or severe bodybuilder.
In a BF/GF, piercings? *drool* uh-huh.... oh yeah
In a BF/GF, tattoos? *drool* uh-huh.... oh yeah
Facial hair or no? mmm. i like facial hair
Ass or boobs? uhhh.... i HAVE boobs....
How many piercings? 3 "normal" lobe piercings in each ear (8, 12, and 14g), HAD one in each nipple (want to get them re-done), one in my tongue, and i had an industrial in my left ear (need to get re-done)
How many tattoos? only one so far... it says "made in japan"... :)
Thing you regret most? *sigh* not something i want to talk about.
What is your religion? pagan / santeria... i kind of mix the two.
Favorite animal? dragons, dogs, cats, horses, wolves, owls, unicorns, SNAKES, rats
If you had just ONE wish, what would it be? the only thing i really really wished for was granted already. my dad has a new kidney and my mom smiles alot more now.
Carmex or Chapstick? CARMEX!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
Describe your Dream Guy/Girl. taller than me, hopefully, with a smile that lights up my life. i love facial hair and long hair, but looks aren't everything, only part. i want someone i can curl up in bed with, someone to cuddle and laugh with. someone i can DO things with, like camping, hiking, fishing, exploring, traveling the world.. someone who loves kids, and animals.... someone i can relax around, and feel safe in his arms.
Describe the perfect date. greeted at the door by a single rose (preferably my fav color), candle-lit homemade dinner (preferably both of us can cook and help each other!:), and a movie on the couch with lots of cuddling and kissing.
Favorite flower? Rose... sterling silver first, black next, classic red, then classic white
(SHAWNA: what's wrong with white?! rofl.)
Favorite color? black
Favorite sport? football... is my life. i love football. you can be playin football on a football field. with... a football. (lol shawna)
Favorite food? mmm... fried rice
Best friends? Kristal, Shawna, Elizabeth, Brandy and James
Where have you traveled? born in Japan, lived in guam, been to england, scotland, ireland, wales
what's the most romantic thing youve done? watched the sun set on the beach, and then had a tender kiss after the sun was down... i'd like to repeat that sometime... hopefully this time with someone special.
Are you getting tired of this survey? hell-fucking-yes, you creep.
Do you want it to end? YES!!!! PLEASE!!!!
Random word! asshat.

I'd like to meet:

Alan Rickman, Anne McCaffery, Billy Connolly.I want to meet friends, they are the most important thing in my life. Some would say that FAMILY is the most important thing in one's life, but they are wrong, beucase my family ARE my friends. My sisters especially. Kari, a sister by blood, and Shawna, Kristal, Elizabeth and Brandy. Sisters. Family. Brian, brother by blood. Friend, family. friend and family are and should be always interchangeable. i want more friends in my life, becuse one can never have a family that is too small.

Music:

Well... my music is as varied, if not more than, my interests.... the following list doesn't even contain artists whom I only have 1 or 2 songs by, and artists I RARELY ever listen to. My parents played music for me when i was in the womb, they played music for me growing up. Several times, we would sit as a family in the living room and listen to music and talk. My dad would put music on and my mom, sister and I would try to guess not only who was playing, but what song it was and what album it was on. If my parents are ever MISSING CDs, they look in my room. My walls have a few of my favorite records on them, and I own a VERY good record player (currently in storage :( ), and will most likely be taking all of my favorite records out of the garage with me when I move out on my own. I cannot stand silence, and I am never truely IN silence. Even when I am outside in the woods without music, I still hear the music of nature, and I still have songs playing in my head. I listen to music when I drive, I listen to music when I cry. I listen when I am angry, when I am happy and When I am reading. Music can cheer up a sad person, it can make a happy person cry. It can calm an angry person, and it can help someone who is working set a rythm to work by. Music is third in importance to me, with Family and Books being first and second. Enjoy the list:

Michael Tolcher Carbon Leaf Linkin Park 3 Doors Down Aerosmith Vent / Audio Vent Breaking Benjamin A Perfect Circle Bush Coheed & Cambria Creed Days of the New Incubus Lifehouse Nirvana Papa Roach P.O.D. par' e. dim shift Seether Red Hot Chili Peppers Staind Sublime Switchfoot Tantric Billy Idol Bob Seger & The Silver Bullet Band Bruce Spingsteen Chris Isaak Dr. Hook Neil Diamond Queen The Doors The Eagles The WHo The Guess WHo Van Morrison Audioslave Disturbed Drowning Pool Godsmack Green Jelly Guns N' Roses Korn Iron Maiden Limp Bizkit Metallica Pantera Nuclear Rabbit System of a Down AFI Blink182 Green Day J Giles Band Sinead O'Connor Three Days Grace Billy Joel Paul McCarteny Celine Dion R.E.M. Saliva Steve Miller Band The Used Neil Diamond Bobby Darin Bo Diddley Buddy Holly Carl Perkins Charlie Rich Chuck Berry Fats Domino Frankie Avalon Jerry Lee Lewis Johnny Cash Little Richard Paul Anka Ray Charles Ritchie Valens Roy Orbison The Beatles The Everly Brothers The Platters The Isley Brothers Huey Lewis and the News Stray Cats Cherry Poppin' Daddies Coven 13 Loreena McKennitt Orealis Enya Andy Williams Big Bopper Bobby Vinton Dion Frankie Valli & The Four Seasons Frankie Laine Herman's Hermits Marty Robbins The Hollies Roger Miller Tom Jones Tommy James & The Shondells New Kids on the Block (*cringe*) Bob James Earl Klugh Kenny G. Leo Kottke Ronnie Laws Clannad Eist Airis Dropkick Murphys Flogging Molly Bedlam Bards Brobdingagian Bards Clandestine Gaelic Storm Great Big Sea Minstrels of Mayhem (and to their fans... MOM) Pyrates Royale Tears For Beers The Dubliners / Young Dubliners Secret Garden The Irish Rovers The Pogues The Rogues Evanescence New World Morgue America Cat Stevens Cranberries Dan Fogelberg Earth, Wind & Fire Electric Light Orchestra (E.L.O.) Fleetwood Mac Genesis Jethro Tull Joshua Kadison Peter, Paul & Mary Santana Steely Dan The Cars KC & The Sunshine Band The Bee Gees Aaron Tippen Alabama Alan Jackson Andy Griggs Brooks & Dunn Clint Black Dwight Yoakam Garth Brooks George Strait John Michael Montgomery Kenny Chesney Montgomery Gentry Rascal Flatts Reba McEntire Steve Wariner Tim McGraw Travis Tritt Yankee Grey Monty Python (hey, they sing too...) Weird Al Fryderyk Chopin Johann Sebastian Bach Johann Strauss Ludwig Van Beethoven Pyotr Il'yich Tchaikovsky Wolfgang Amadeus Mozart David Arkenstone Creedence Clearwater Revival Trapt Tool The Offspring Supertramp Smashmouth Soul Coughing Smashing Pumpkins Savage Garden Nickelback Hoobastank Goo Goo Dolls Barenaked Ladies ABBA A-Ha Heart Elton John Madonna Simon & Garfunkel Styx Paul Simon Robert Palmer The Bangles The Lovin' Spoonful The Mamas & The Papas The Proclaimers

Movies:

LOTR (1, 2, 3), Alien (1, 2, 4), Silence of the Lambs, Monty Python and the Holy Grail, Robin Hood: Men In Tights, Princess Bride, Labyrinth, Last Unicorn, Jurassic Park, Where the Red Fern Grows, Braveheart, Master and Commander, Gladiator, Fifth Element, etc etc

Television:

CSI, Third Watch, Star Trek, Star Trek: TNG, Star Trek: Voyager

Books:

oh cripes. you really want me to list this??? lol. here goes!!
Anne McCaffrey:

    Dragon Drums Dragon Flight Dragon Quest masterharper of Pern Dragonflight Dragonquest The White Dragon The People of Pern Dragon's Kin ..onwings Moreta: Dragonlady of Pern Nerilka's Story: A Pern Adventure Dragonsdawn All the Weyrs of Pern Chronicles of Pern: First Fall The Dolphins of Pern Red Star Rising: Second Chronicles of Pern The Masterharper of Pern The Skies of Pern Dragonsong Dragonsinger Dragondrums The Crystal Singer Killashandra Crystal Line Freedom's Landing Freedom's Choice Freedom's Challenge Freedom's Ransom Acorna: The Unicorn Girl Acorna's Quest Acorna's People Acorna's World Acorna's Search Black Horses for the King If Wishes were Horses An Exchange of Gifts
Jean M. Auel:
    Clan of the Cave Bear The Valley of the Horses The Mammoth Hunters The Plains of Passage The Shelters of Stone
DragonLance Books:
    Dragons of Autumn Twilight Dragons of Winter night Dragons of Spring dawning Dragons of Summer flame A Dawn of Dragons Time of the Twins War of the Twins Test of the Twins (gonna add alot more... but you get the idea for now...)
Lawrence Watt-Evans:
    Dragon Weather The Dragon Society
Kristan Britan:
    Green Rider First Rider's Call
David Gemmell:
    Sword in the Storm Midnight Falcon Ravenheart Stormrider
Steven King:
    The Shining Carrie Pet Cemetary Bag of Bones Cujo The Tommyknockers Firestarter Eyes of the Dragon Despiration The Regulators (as Richard Bachman) The Langoliers

Miscellaneous:
    A Brief History of Time (Stephen Hawking) Civilization and Its Discontents (Sigmund Freud) Wheelock's Latin (Frederick M. Wheelock) Anatomy of Movement (Blandine Calais-Germain) Eragon (Christopher Paolini) KAMA SUTRA (*snicker...*)

etcetcetc…. The list goes ON and ON and ON... my book list outlasts the energizer bunny, damnit. Expect many updates here :P

Heroes:

firefighters and paramedics

My Blog

moving!

im in the process of finind a new home - im moving to yuba city. you guys will get my address when i find a place n move.and if youre in the local-ish area, i want you to come to the house-warming :)...
Posted by But why is the rum gone?! on Wed, 22 Aug 2007 03:18:00 PST

a god-damned matter of simple fucking courtesy

If someone has made it a goddamned POINT to let the CORRECT spelling of their name be known, the least you can do is FUCKING USE THE RIGHT SPELLING.god fucking DAMN. i fucking hate being called tracey...
Posted by But why is the rum gone?! on Wed, 06 Jun 2007 09:41:00 PST

i fucking QUIT.

I decided two days ago that the pack of Camel Turkish Silvers that I had... was my last pack. I quit. No more smoking.I'm about ready to kill someone.
Posted by But why is the rum gone?! on Mon, 04 Jun 2007 12:17:00 PST

Herping trip in Arkansas!

Well the entire herping trip was a BLAST!!!!! We didn't find what we were looking for, but that's quite ok... there IS always next year... and I DO plan on going next year. I have officially fallen in...
Posted by But why is the rum gone?! on Thu, 31 May 2007 09:05:00 PST

so fucking tired (rant)

im just so fucking tired of everything right now. tired of being sick, tired of guys hanging around me, tired of men in general - cant they just go the fuck away and leave me the hell alone? the ONLY ...
Posted by But why is the rum gone?! on Sun, 29 Apr 2007 03:37:00 PST

You know you're a herper WHEN...

you see a label reading "contents may be hot" and reach for your snake hook you see the "BCC" option on your email and wonder what a boa constrictor is doing there you think not eating for a month i...
Posted by But why is the rum gone?! on Tue, 27 Feb 2007 01:42:00 PST

whyyyyyy....................?!

im so freaking tired. i slept all week long, trying to recover from this cold, ALL WEEK! that means waking up every 12 hours to take some meds and go back to bed. im so tired. blargh, i hate this crap...
Posted by But why is the rum gone?! on Fri, 19 Jan 2007 07:31:00 PST

stuff

yeah.... so, i havent posted in a while. guess i better update you guys on all the bullshit goin on in my life, hmm?well, for starters, my ex has been talkin to me again.god, i miss him. i still have ...
Posted by But why is the rum gone?! on Tue, 28 Nov 2006 08:02:00 PST

that time of year again

All right guys normally, I do not do stuff like this, but this touches a near-and-dear to my heart kinda spot. Some of you may already know this, but for those that dont, my father and I share a genet...
Posted by But why is the rum gone?! on Sun, 09 Jul 2006 02:47:00 PST

I'm IRISH, so I MUST have a bad drinking problem.

I'm EMO, so I MUST cut my wrists.I'm BLACK, so I MUST carry a gun.I'm HISPANIC, so I MUST be dirty.I'm ASIAN, so I MUST be smart.I'm NOT LIKE EVERYONE ELSE, so I MUST be a loser.I'm JEWISH, so I MUST ...
Posted by But why is the rum gone?! on Sat, 24 Jun 2006 03:15:00 PST