terrible, fucked up day |
i feel terrible....
things which picked up, fell down again.. sprawled all over the bloody floor. fucking hell. and i think i'm a terrible person.
so many people not talking to me anymore. hell...
Posted by Sharon on Mon, 01 Jan 1900 12:00:00 PST |
it's been a long while.... |
.... since i wrote.. and i think that can only mean a good thing.... =)
things are actually picking up!! at work, i get along with Previous Newbie a loooot better. we are actually just chatting and...
Posted by Sharon on Mon, 01 Jan 1900 12:00:00 PST |
contentment |
it's the new year and it's a new week at work......
today is tuesday.. and surprisingly, it's been pretty good so far... monday was a busy day for me... and today... and the rest of the week... i'...
Posted by Sharon on Mon, 01 Jan 1900 12:00:00 PST |
the passing of... |
... anita mui... brings to mind so many images of my mother's departure... it pains me. it pains my father too. i know...
it's been 1 year and 3 months... but it certainly doesn't feel so.
i can...
Posted by Sharon on Mon, 01 Jan 1900 12:00:00 PST |
im screwed, im screwed, im screwed.. |
.. so damn screwed... That One's going to flip so much when she returns... i'm so screwed coz kena complaint by someone That One dislikes. im screwed, im scrwed, im screwed... and i deserve it.. deser...
Posted by Sharon on Mon, 01 Jan 1900 12:00:00 PST |
Life is.... |
.... so weird and such a maze to go through...
Ysty, I stumbled upon the revelation that it is possible for me to give up what I have right now. So I don't have to see That One, The Senior One or P...
Posted by Sharon on Mon, 01 Jan 1900 12:00:00 PST |
i know now.. |
I know why I'm so disliked now.
Putting myself in others' shoes, if there's someone around whom I don't even like very much, who keeps making mistakes and i have to clear up the mess for her, time ...
Posted by Sharon on Mon, 01 Jan 1900 12:00:00 PST |
i would be rich.. |
.. if only i got a dollar for each time i piss off That One.
"it's just the little bits and pieces here and there,
it's all over, i think im there.
where? where's where?
it's the isle of n...
Posted by Sharon on Mon, 01 Jan 1900 12:00:00 PST |
WHY MUST YOU CHANGE?! |
(to anyone reading this: this is a ramble of thoughts. advised to skip)
i MUST get my act together.
i MUST pull my socks up.
if i can't, i MUST.
i need to wake up. i can't let myself be kn...
Posted by Sharon on Mon, 01 Jan 1900 12:00:00 PST |
a heavy realisation |
im not going to be enjoying the rest of my work life as long as this continues to bother me.
and this is bothering me.
last week was a lot better? perhaps it was the beginning of the resolving o...
Posted by Sharon on Mon, 01 Jan 1900 12:00:00 PST |
