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i like pretty mystical things like fairys and unicorns and pretty forests with cute little cottages (like in sleeping beauty) and red toad stools with white dots (not in a mushy fiend kinda way, mushys r way 2 heavy) and rainbows with pots of gold at the end, pretty much things little girls like, like pretty wands and fairy dresses and stuf, and little kids shows also rok out especially 80's and 90's ones like captain planet and rainbow brite, ones these days r fairly lame, and disney is the freshest invention of all time! fuk walts a sick cunt! old skool disney is especially ultimate! plus im a alcholic cigi fiend...........i dont do drugs coz they heavy me out 2 much, lol, im a pansy, funny things amuse me a fair bit, shit people r fukn annoying and lame, i post gay bulletins but only coz im bored, i hate be'n bored but im bored all the time, i love my friends, my family not so much, and i miss the good old days........................................................ ............................................................ .................. when all we had was each other, our parents had no idea what was really going on, all boys meant was funny stories to tell each other and be embarassed about the next day and if they meant more it stil could never mean more than our friendship, when we could have fun just swimming and sun baking on the beach all day and havin sleep overs and goin skinny dipping (not drunk), those summer days when we discovered alchole and weed and drank til we threw up and smoked til we could laugh no more and we'd figured out the meaning of life..... those were the good days that ill never 4get and ill therise 4eva........................................................ ............................................................ ............................................................ .... theres nothing better than makin total fuk wits of ur selves with ur best friends and havin the time of ur lives and creeping people out with ur weirdness and wakin up in the morning bein embarassed but not caring coz it was so much fun and u no that everyone else was so maggoted that they probably dont even remember.................................................... ............................................................ ............................................................ ........................................................ i miss him stil, but i no i shouldnt, i wana hold him, but i no i couldnt, i wish he loved me, but he just wouldnt, its over now, so it seems, why'd he have to crush my dreams, why's he have to be with her, they are now what we once were, she doesnt listen, she just cant understand, when i try to tell her where she's going to land, why do we never learn that its just not worth the pain, the boys are the only ones with something to gain, only with time will they realise what they've done, and that it wasnt really all that much fun, now they're the ones that will feel the guilt and pain, and all along we were the ones with the knowledge and wisedom to gain........................................................ ............................................................ ........................ i dont no how to feel anymore, i just dont know wats wrong, i dont no wats real anymore, its all been happening 4 way 2 long, has any of this really happened or was it all just a dream, is this the way that lifes supposed to be or do some things really gleam, i dont no wat 2 believe anymore or even to believe at all, i dont no who 2 turn 2 i wish i had sum1 2 call, should i give up now and accept a life of sadness, or keep trying and fall in2 a world of eternal madness, my eyes wish they could cry or just let sumthing out, but my inside r numb they arent sure wat anythings about, i think ill spend the rest of 4eva wondering, and the whole rest of my life an eternity plundering.................................................. ............................................................ ......................................................... my candles running out now literally and figure-it-ively speaking, its low like me and its outsides slowly leaking, unlike me its flame remains just for now atleast, but soon it will have put its own flame out no longer beauty its turned to beast, it caves in on its self like my mind eating its own thoughts, the wax slowly bubbles and destorts, like a pile of useless mush, but it has absolutely no rush, its flame mite burn all nite keeping its self only just afloat, or it could go down in secs like a quick sinking boat, the point my friends is that no one eva really knows, miracles do happen and i hope im one of those....................................................... ............................................................ ......