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About Me

I am constantly trying to make things work in my life
and I am constantly trying to get places I want to be.
I have nothing to show for it.
Except a horrible temper, a loss of friends, and a shitty attitude.
those three things are my biggest weaknesses, and greatest strengths.
I work two fulltime jobs so I can make shit happen for myself.
I care too much, and too little. I am selfish and selfless.
I'm only concered about MYSELF, and MY life..you should be too.
I want nothing more than to be content.
I lose interest in things way too fast.
Don't play games with me. I have learned to play them so much better.

My Interests

drums.
motorcycles.
bad luck.
poor habits.
baseball.
football.
sweaty dudes.
not breathing.
bottom lips.
hot sauce.
my way.
middle of nowhere.
writting.
puerto rican.
winter.
ice cold.
RED SOX.
red wine.
man hands.
skin to skin.
SINGLE FOR LIFE

I'd like to meet:

a guy who isn't a scumbag
...wait. is that possible?

go waste your time somewhere else.

Music:

I only want to find a safe place
where I can hide, yeah that's who I am inside
always afraid of my mind.

Books:

Life is hard kid, you gotta be harder.
You gotta take it on and fight for it,
and be a fucking man about how you live it.
If you're too much of a pussy to do that,
then maybe you should leave,
cause you're already dead.

Heroes:

RIP I'll love you forever.