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About Me

What’s good people I am a 25 year old female livin in Saginaw, Texas. I am originally from California and have lived in South Carolina also. I am a single parent raising my 1 year old daughter with the help of my brother and his family. I am not on here really lookin for anything special just keeping up with friends across the nation and maybe to make a few new friends. If you want to chat that’s cool, shoot me an E-mail and say Hi but don’t come lookin for anything special. My life revolves around my daughter and I won’t do anything that would risk her getting hurt or loosing her.
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Pleasure turns to the pain of the lessons learned from the strain of questions burned in my brain about weither love is humaine in its touch these thoughts are like salmon swimming up stream in tears of your decites fight the current hurt that kills more that is created by the chaos of our intertwined emotions chaotic because the anchor of Aros' arrow has been plucked from the vessels of my undying infatuation seperation not as simple as the distance between us my mind no longer possessed by the demons that have been the overseers of my enslavement to your LIES the seas of these lies ruted so deeply what we once shared allow the faith in us I had sealed & signed gush out like a river ripping the image of our future together from my thoughts as violently & as brutally as it was a child being taken from his mothers arm I'm left surrounded in darkness but I refuse to be swalloed by my lonliness like the night air invisible to the eye obvious to the touch & its cold uncomfortableness yet if I can do it all over again I'll do it in the same skin, im in to lay down & let love die just stay down & let love LIE...Naw Naw not I, I'll stay around & let love FLY even though I have seen its DARKEST form deceit NOTHIN ELSE can TASTE this WARM & FEEL this SWEET.

My Interests

I'd like to meet:

No one really unless you can meet someone again that you haven't seen in a long time and if so, I would like to see my Mother, Grandma, and Grandpa again.

My Blog

Update for everyone...

Ok so it has been about a month or so since I have last written and well just a quick short update for everyone.  Zylee is getting big, she goes for her second Dentist appointment this month and will ...
Posted by on Wed, 01 Jul 2009 17:24:00 GMT

Feelin a little blue...

So yeah I am in one of my depressed moods again... I want what is best for my Daughter but I just can't seem to give her that.  What triggard this was my pay check.  How am I suppose to live off of 40...
Posted by on Wed, 20 May 2009 09:15:00 GMT

I cant stop crying.

Some of you know that I have grown up with out a father in my life and now I am scared that my daughter is going to do the same.  I want her to know her father and have a relationship with him but it ...
Posted by on Wed, 11 Mar 2009 08:41:00 GMT

Best Condom Commercial Ever

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=fKGkIRCSafs
Posted by on Tue, 24 Feb 2009 10:20:00 GMT

Fucking Stupid Shit

Why is it gas is $30 something a barrol and yet gas seems to be rising up penny by penny? Gas companies going to make money no matter what we got to have it fuck the stimulus checks, drop gas prices....
Posted by on Sun, 15 Feb 2009 22:45:00 GMT

I want a man who can do all this

? give her one of your t-shirts to sleep in.? leave her cute text notes.? kiss her in front of your friends.? tell her she looks beautiful.? look into her eyes when you talk to her.? let her mess with...
Posted by on Wed, 04 Feb 2009 18:01:00 GMT

The Year 2009

Another year has come and gone and I am in Texas this time for the turn of the year. This year has started off rough for me cause of January being a month of sadness. Zylee is a year old and has no c...
Posted by on Mon, 05 Jan 2009 19:02:00 GMT

My end of the year

The end of the year is alway's tough on me and this year I got to keep my heada straight for Zylee.  It is 2 day's away from Christmas and all I can think about really is that in 2 1/2 weeks...
Posted by on Tue, 23 Dec 2008 12:16:00 GMT

Maybe one day...

I might not be perfect, I might not be a skinny bitch, I might not have made the right choices in life, I have fucked up just like everyone else does in life.  I am tired of the comments I have lost t...
Posted by on Wed, 10 Dec 2008 07:28:00 GMT

Quick one got to work

Ok I know that I am not perfect and that I am not the skinniest person in the world and I make mistakes but Dayumn,  I ain't that ugly.  Thankfully I bounce back quickly and maybe ...
Posted by on Sun, 23 Nov 2008 14:15:00 GMT