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Crudt

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About Me

I am 18 years old. I have panic attacks and I get claustrophobic around other people. I've been trying to be something between a dreamer and a good person all my life, 'cause unfortunately those two doesn't stick together. I draw and read in my spare time. I take photos and make more art ( i like to make big paintings, it's one of my big passions). I have trouble making friends and letting people in from being so isolated for so long because people have really torn me apart. Life can be sweet though. I am taking it day by day and I am so so so emotional so the world feels raw to me. My drawings and paintings and all the other art are a way of trying to get at that, and express that very thing.

My Interests

to draw (watch my gallery), to write (watch my blogs), to see films, look at people and listen to music. Plus stand-up comedy... Eddie Izzard is the man or (wo)man xD but Thomas Hartmann is also very good

I'd like to meet:

hmm... I duno

Music:

AC/DC, Krackerjack, Iron Maiden, Linkin Park, Disturbed, Gasolin',Ryan Adams, Jesse Malin, Dio, Nickelback, Mötley Crüe, Foo Fighters, Metallica, Guns 'n' roses, Nightwish, Ramones, Sex Pistols, Coheed and Cambria, Dire Straits, Don McLean, Fleetwood Mac, CKY, t.A.T.u, Marilyn Manson, Lynyrd Skynyrd, Evanescence, the 69 eyes, Beethoven, The Animals, Led Zeppelin, Ozzy Osbourne, Black Sabbath, Bowling for soup, MxPx, NoFx, Say yes to hell no, The things Kyle makes ;) hehe etc...

Movies:

Music within, Underworld,The four feathers, Sid and Nancy, The lost boys, Haggard, Gasolin', Pirates..., x-men..., The Scarlet Letter (Det flammende bogstav), Harry Potter and the prisoner of Azkaban, Harry Potter and the order of the pheonix, Constantine, The craft, Underworld, Drømmen, A walk on the moon, The crow, Die Hard, Bowling for Columbine, Fahrenheit 9/11, Matrix etc..

Television:

Charmed, Viva La Bam, Jackass, CKY, That 70's show (Steven Hyde is HOT), Tidsmaskinen på dr 2, Stand-up.dk, Comedy Fight Club, 24!

Books:

Nordkraft, Liv og Alexander, The Outsider, Om morgenen undrer det mig mest at jeg lever, Larsen, Harry Potter and the order of the pheonix, Harry Potter and the deathly hallows, Jeg ser mig selv i et stjålet spejl, Interview with a vampire and other books by Anne Rice... etc.

Heroes:

- Gary Oldman and Michael Sheen... They are fabulous actors and are very hot - my former danish-teatcher... he made me see things clearer - Tine Bryld (I love her books) My friends : Sørensen ;) and Amin

My Blog

Puddle of mudd

"Blurry"Everything's so blurryand everyone's so fakeand everybody's emptyand everything is so messed uppre-occupied without youI cannot live at allMy whole world surrounds you I stumble then I crawlYo...
Posted by Crudt on Tue, 06 May 2008 09:01:00 PST

lidt blod på gaden, er tegn på regn i mit sind

Jeg kaster mig ud fra fjerde salEllers kan jeg jo ikke vide om du griber migEllers kan jeg ikke mærke dine hænder mod min taljeog dine søde ord i mine øreJeg vil hellere knuses mod den hårde asfaltog ...
Posted by Crudt on Sun, 20 Apr 2008 08:51:00 PST

Who am I

WHO AM I ?Name: Christina..Aka.: Crudt or CrudtieAge: I'm 18 years old..Birthday: The 26th of October..Sign: Scorpio..Lives: With my parents in ..:namespace prefix = st1 ns = "urn:schemas-microsoft-co...
Posted by Crudt on Sun, 17 Feb 2008 04:09:00 PST

Farvel

Står på perronenToget kommer farendeJeg snakker med dig:min ven, min veninde, min forelskelse, min kæreste, min første, min sidste?Min kuffert er pakket med minder og drømme om dig og migDu stiger før...
Posted by Crudt on Thu, 31 Jan 2008 11:29:00 PST

Don’t

... trust anyone but yourself! You'll just end up getting hurt like me!
Posted by Crudt on Sun, 27 Jan 2008 09:15:00 PST

...

I am human and I need to be loved just like everybody else does! I wish I knew more humans...!?
Posted by Crudt on Mon, 07 Jan 2008 08:17:00 PST

Forvirret

Vejen mellem genialitet og sindssyge er ikke lang Genialitet = sindssyge Vejen mellem kærlighed og had det samme Kærlighed = had  At elske dig = sindssygt At hade dig = klogt Det vil altså sige: ...
Posted by Crudt on Fri, 28 Dec 2007 11:15:00 PST

I discovered

I discovered& I discovered that the monster, I was running from was the monster in me. I discovered that I could control the monster with love. I discovered that without love the monster took over my ...
Posted by Crudt on Fri, 19 Oct 2007 11:23:00 PST

Læs det xD og kommenter

Dreaming my day awayHvis bare man blev rig af at drømme&Jeg går som i søvne;Stadig på den anden side af virkeligheden som virker mig så fjernVenter på at rusen fortager sig Men jeg må have fået meget ...
Posted by Crudt on Thu, 16 Aug 2007 10:57:00 PST

Heart stabbing

Stare into the air of nothingLooking for something to findI can sense the eyes of strangers resting on my shouldersI know they sense my fear, but try to ignore itI can feel your knife going deep into ...
Posted by Crudt on Tue, 10 Jul 2007 06:17:00 PST