poppy seed bagel with cream cheese and lox and luv

About Me

just trying to fix myself and start my life....i hav an amazing boyfriend and im happy....thats about it for now kids! *~80~*...no more.

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My Interests

smoking,drawing,painting,make-up,forensics ,ummm...music,my BF...tee hee hee...and...working out...a lot...and losing the weight..

I'd like to meet:

trent reznor.....can he be any more amazing?....DAVID BOWIE..that mother fucker is hotter than shit on a freezing day..mary-kate....the thin year.....and.....i dont know...someone real would be pretty cool.

Music:

NIN,tool,jethro tull, the greatful dead,the beatles,alice in chains,sterolab(thanks baby!!) the faint, MSI, the smashing pumpkins, radiohead,pink floyd,david bowie,the postal service, blur, eels, ida, damien rice,silverchair,RJD2,hendrix,and like a million more....i have a very eclectic taste in music.

Movies:

every mary-kate and ashley movie ever made, fear and loathing,niagra niagra, gummo, the waking life,pootie tang, the hot chick, one flew over the cucko;s nest,all teh beatles movies, requiem for a dream,barbi and the dream rockers....and....damn...sooo many more.

Television:

THE GOLDEN GIRLS!!!!!, space ghost,aquateen hunger force,family guy,beavis and butt-head, daria,sealab2021, curb your enthusiasm,sex in teh city, forensic files,six feet under,and...a few more.....oh...reno 911...and yea a few more...not too big on teh TV scene.

Books:

stiff by mary roach...maaad cool....and ummm...im working on house of leaves right now...so far...anazing!!!i dont know...i read a lot of different things i guess....if its good.....its good...i dont know ill read anything i guess...if i think it looks good or if i want a challange (im reading war and peace now...HA!)

Heroes:

mary-kate mary-kate mary-kate mary-kate mary-kate mary-kate mary-kate mary-kate mary-kate mary-kate mary-kate mary-kate mary-kate mary-kate mary-kate mary-kate mary-kate mary-kate mary-kate mary-kate mary-kate mary-kate mary-kate mary-kate mary-kate mary-kate mary-kate mary-kate mary-kate mary-kate mary-kate mary-kate mary-kate mary-kate mary-kate mary-kate mary-kate mary-kate (her thin times of course!) and ummmmm......and any other thin mother fucker that i can look at and then not eat for about....a month! 33

My Blog

buggin’!

arg...life has been tuff lately... *oh yea! i made coffee...holdon ill be right back!* ok....so yea.... it one thing after another...not working....getting what i had to get done 2 days ago was hor...
Posted by poppy seed bagel with cream cheese and lox and luv on Fri, 30 May 2008 09:22:00 PST

my choice

ok i love dante again!!!! :) <3333
Posted by poppy seed bagel with cream cheese and lox and luv on Mon, 12 May 2008 08:59:00 PST

please read and listen to me.

no matter haow many time a person says they will change DONT BELIEVE THEM!!! I put everything into dante....i changed for him....he was my everything....we had good times and bad times....the ba...
Posted by poppy seed bagel with cream cheese and lox and luv on Fri, 25 Apr 2008 08:56:00 PST

a wise man once told me...

E = MC Hammer.
Posted by poppy seed bagel with cream cheese and lox and luv on Sat, 09 Feb 2008 07:55:00 PST

guess what?!?!?!

im in love.....really in love.i love you dante....
Posted by poppy seed bagel with cream cheese and lox and luv on Mon, 10 Dec 2007 08:24:00 PST

it all comes down to...

living is hard!! eating is hard.... loving youself is hard. making it on ur own with nobodys help seems impossible.... making something of yourself is hard... is it? does it have to be? ye...
Posted by poppy seed bagel with cream cheese and lox and luv on Tue, 12 Jun 2007 08:15:00 PST

i fucked up hard core.

i hate eating disorders!!!! its been so long. ana was on my side. y did mia stop by? i hate puking....i was actually talking to someone about how happy i am that i dont do that too much anymo...
Posted by poppy seed bagel with cream cheese and lox and luv on Tue, 17 Oct 2006 12:43:00 PST

?

"just when you feel like letting go, remember why you help on for so long." should i listen to this? i hate this long distance shit.
Posted by poppy seed bagel with cream cheese and lox and luv on Tue, 13 Dec 2005 02:06:00 PST